/ot/ - Off-topic

I was just really bored some random night in September 2016 and decided to go on tvtropes (don't blame me).
I randomly found Yume Nikki, played it, i thought it was too eerie for me and i felt like it was hurting my head and i dropped it. (probably because i was sick at the time)

I also found .flow via tvtropes soon after, installed it and looking at the main character design, the ruined look of her apartment, i decided that i would try and finish it.

After finishing it last month, i was looking up .flow on the internet and i found this lovely place.

HOW DO I USE THIS

What are your guys thoughts on silent hill 4. I think henry is if not my favorite protagonist since I relate too him I also think it’s sad since from what I heard it wasn’t received well in the states

What happened to autismchan? When I try to enter it says it could not find the site.

"This site can’t be reached"

"autismchan.net’s DNS address could not be found. Diagnosing the problem."

"DNS_PROBE_POSSIBLE"

I thought the site was temporarily down, but its been like this for like two weeks or more.

I identify as negative charge. So what?

Who would have thought that all it took to silence twitterninjas (women) was to point them towards japanese junior idols?
due to the platform itself being moderated by USA and Israel it means that they knew about it all along.
still, many americans died due to their crusade.
a crusade they started themselves against their own kind.
Truly Sad if you ask me.

This image is so funny to me man, the freakin eyelashes

I'm trying to find a specific scene from a TV broadcast I saw at a very young age around late 2000 or early 2001. It was late at night (likely after 1 AM), probably on antenna TV. It had a grainy, old-film look that appeared black and white on the TV I was watching.

A man (appears to be a ship's officer in a coat and pants) standing somewhat isolated on the wooden deck of a period ocean liner. He raises a handgun to his head and shoots himself. There is a visible puff of smoke from the gunshot. He then slumps/falls over to the side. This was at least 3 seconds of motion, perhaps a dramatized reenactment, not the emotional climax of the scene. It felt like an illustrative cutaway during the chaos of a sinking ship.

Camera Angle & Composition (very important):
There was a superstructure/overhead deck casting a dark shadow behind the man, an open deck edge/rail to the man's right (viewer's left). Metal or painted bulkhead/wall with circular elements (portholes or light fixtures) on the right side of the frame. The man is in the mid-ground, somewhat silhouetted but with a visible face.

What I've already ruled out:
-James Cameron's 1997 Titanic (color, wrong angle)
-1996 CBS Titanic miniseries (color, wrong angle)
-A Night to Remember (1958) - no suicide scene
-Titanic: Death of a Dream / The Legend Lives On (1994) and other mainstream documentaries
-All other well-known Titanic movies, docudramas, and most YouTube recreations/searches for "Titanic Murdoch suicide reenactment" or "officer shoots himself boat deck"
-Major anthology shows like The Twilight Zone or Alfred Hitchcock Presents (no matching episode)

It was most likely a lesser known documentary, docudrama, or TV special from the late 1990s/early 2000s that included a brief dramatized insert of the rumored officer suicide (often linked to First Officer Murdoch) during the sinking. If anyone recognizes this specific shot or knows the exact special/documentary it came from, please let me know.

my fucking girlfriend went insane, cheated on me twice, and ruined both of our lives over the course of a year. she was so shitty to me that her calling her side piece after our couples therapy session was not even surprising. we were happy. maybe she wasnt but i was and she didnt have the guts to tell me she didnt want to marry me but also didnt want to stop trying to get me to be okay with opening our relationship. i want to hate her so much and part of me does but i also loved her wholly and completely and i miss her every day. im so detatched from everybody else in my life that i dont have anyone to pour myself into and im just a pot boiling over constantly. i hate my life and i hate what she did to me but i still want her to come back and be the person she used to be. im so fucking pathetic and sad. everytime i think im getting over it i think of something and it all comes back and crushes me. i am in so much pain

anyone still active here?