/hikki/ - NEET / Advice

A friend told me a few days ago that i shouldnt be so hard on myself and asked me what do i dislike about myself other than gender stuff, and while there are things that i dislike all of them seem to be somehow related to gender, my body, my voice, my face…

It makes me think that estrogen is this kind of saviour that would improve my life so much but that just feels incorrect, idk i just wish i had a boyfriend or girlfriend, that also sounds like something that would help me so much.

If anyone has similar experiences i would love to hear you out

Dominoes is not the gold standard of jobs or labor. I had a friend who worked there who said its easily one of the worst jobs he ever had after his friends left the place. I used to have a mindset like you but now I've found a comfortable job I'm okay with for the most part. You have to keep your eyes on potential opportunities and learn some skills while you're at it. If you're in the US and over 24 years old they basically give you free grant money to go to college. Same with if you are on the lower income bracket and you can get free PELL grants. But even without college or trade school, if you work enough and gain experience you can move up to something more comfortable but it is very hard in this job market at the moment. The market is flooded with shitty, dead end jobs that gaslight you into thinking they are worthwhile. Zoomers kind of got the short end of the stick but look for opportunities while you work this job and gain experience. Ideally, just work the job for a year to put on your resume and leave for something better asap. I started out in fast food too, its not something I recommend for anyone but if you can get a cashier role, you'll have money handling to put on your resume as experience which is a huge step to marketing yourself to better employers.

>>9732
omg sks haiiiiiiiii

yeah i'm not expecting much but the guy that the government pays to tolerate me because they think im retarded said that he would play danganronpa trigger happy havoc if i stuck to the job for 3 weeks so i really got to do it

it might be marginally less excruciating than what you're describing because im going to be a delivery driver, i already mountain bike and ride my bike around so hopefully it's not too different from that. but i am kind of worried that it won't even do me any good on the resume in the future. honestly between being miserable generally, repping, and having literally no actual friends, it's really hard to parse the idea that i will basically never be happy, like, ever. sopranos_smoking.gif

Not sure about just how is an average American getting a visa to go to Russia (maybe through China?) legally and without getting trafficked / deployed to the SMO and slaughtered like a dog. Whoever is organizing for you is more than likely scamming you.

Assuming this is not outright ragebait (which it likely is), I still wouldn't go. Expect to work a lot for barely surviving anywhere (Siberia is a fucking hellscape btw), and I value my basic human freedoms (as I am a very outspoken person)

There is a better option for almost any circumstance. There are much better Slavic countries with gorgeous nature you can build your own little life in. If extremely rural life is what you desire, try Japan, Thailand, or any Asian country with dying elderly population. Even if you are legal enemies with the US, there are still far better countries to exile to.

>>9730
finland too also very good, come to finland… ho ho ho

>>9726
Really? how old are you?

how are you now?

>>9700
they died and im now on my own, havent gone insane yet. so im doing better than i thought i would. so uh yeah.

hello anon. are you okay?

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>>9701

sorry for loss, anon

its good to hear that you are doing good, ganba!

mini-pc arrived hooked it up to the thinkvision monitor now putting linux on it.
other mini-pc ought to arrive on the 14th.
also, im loving my x260.

i put 4 different distros before using manjaro again, love the keyboard on the x260 it's amazing how different it is from the x280 keyboard.
i ordered an all-in-one monitor it ought to arrive soon.

>>9666
(checking my own digits) satanic trips.

llol

>>9643
Who are you and what is you ageda

>>9644
I'm a 21 yo long-time resident of this imageboard, currently jobless and I don't have any agenda in particular. I've had some personal trouble with both 1, 2 and 3 and I've developed some coping strategies, that I could discuss

1 Go out everyday for a bit, look out the window often, make sure you talk to at least one person a day (beyond courtesies) IRL
2 Get a easy part time job that you're sure you will do well at even if all other things vary
3 Measure your worth by days left not by days lived

>>9644
You still around?

im in the sme boat as you i try not to think of my possibly bleak future as long as i dont think of it im normal and functioning. keep yourself busy with something to not think learn read something forget time

>>9704
i try to think its all happening for a reason and that i
shouldnt fight with it. it happens for a reaosn

>>9709 I think the only reason it happens is because I'm a dumbass

>>9715
sounds right *thumbs up*

>>9715
if you know youre a dumbass why are you still posting, what do you expect to happen ?

>>9537
Damn, I was genuinely going to help you since I used to be a NEET crying on uboa a few years ago and now have a job I love making good money that's in high demand… but then I read that you were a fucking romanian. Rot and die.

>>9714
I'm also romanian and I agree with u