[ yn / yndd / fg / yume ] [ o / lit / media / og / ig / 2 ] [ ot / cc / x / sugg ] [ hikki / rec ] [ news / rules / faq / recent / annex / manage ] [ discord / matrix / scans / mud / minecraft / usagi ] [ aurorachan / desuchan / sushigirl / lewd ]

recent - Recent Posts

Recently updated threads from all boards
I'm your overboard boardlist. You can put here anything and I reside in templates/boardlist.html
A server move will likely be done in the near future to provide upgraded hardware. This could cause a few hours to a couple days of downtime.


File: 1621122147689.jpg (514.33 KB, 1314x841, Konachan.com - 165811 boot….jpg)


Does anyone know what happened to desuchan? It's been down for half a month
4 posts and 2 image replies omitted. Click reply to view.


People want new, fresh, exciting!


It's over anon


I only ever liked jissouseki so I don't give a fart


File: 1628669988031.jpg (738.87 KB, 724x7228, 1451051364667.jpg)


File: 1652880500158-0.jpg (58.8 KB, 680x551, u17.jpg)

File: 1652880500158-1.jpg (48.87 KB, 1080x1350, u18.jpg)

File: 1652880500158-2.jpg (89.95 KB, 680x636, u19.jpg)


File: 1652868076247.png (104.78 KB, 768x763, 3tdfxcbcvn.png)


vi d p ic lolit a



File: 1652118291188-0.jpg (216.5 KB, 722x1020, 1633288562729.jpg)


Since the original YNFG Archive has been long abandoned, I've decided to revive it by creating a new one. Not to "provide a decentralized backup", as the OG archive stated, but rather for the sake of history preservation.

Feel free to download at https://archive.yumeboo.ru/
6 posts and 3 image replies omitted. Click reply to view.


File: 1652773812764-0.jpg (406.83 KB, 888x1000, 1593257895420.jpg)

I would appreciate if you could download and seed the entirety of the archive, but if you don't want to - you can download just the fangames you need.
> Can I not access it from the website?
I don't have that much of a storage to keep it on the server, so currently there's no way to access the archive from the website.
Thank you! Will remove it with the next archive update, which I'm planning to make after Dream Diary Jam.


for whatever reason i can't seem to connect to the updated version of the archive :<


File: 1652848710448-0.jpg (113.55 KB, 1024x1448, 1558712154308.jpg)

Could it be that your ISP is blocking russian IP addresses? Try using VPN/proxy, I'm seeding the torrent 24/7, yet I've only uploaded 50 GB of the current iteration of the archive.


using a vpn. might try switching it to a different ip, tho i don't think that will have any effect. it's showing seeds, just not connecting to any of them :/


File: 1652851105658-0.jpg (55.6 KB, 662x1292, 1509522554752.jpg)

Oh well. I tried to restart a router to switch on different IP, and even restarted my puter, but it seems to have no effect. Does your torrent client has connection to the torrent trackers that included in torrent file? Is DHT on?


File: 1618670698407.jpg (86.42 KB, 913x1280, pillow.jpg)


How do you make online friends? Where did you meet yours? I'm so fucking lonely. I figured out I could ask here because none of you are going to give me shit advice like "go outside."
31 posts and 7 image replies omitted. Click reply to view.


File: 1651960113247.jpg (1.76 MB, 1800x4000, 16519600212404230449317523….jpg)

_probably_ someone from somewhere else who s either 1. Wooing me 2. Trolling me. 3. Planning to hurt me 4. Someone random. I am tired of myself. I am so tired.


i am so lonely i want online friends just to play minecraft with or som shit


File: 1652310921038.jpg (2.73 MB, 2508x3541, 34b5c8271cfe1400bf22606938….jpg)

I found mine by looking through LFGs on Xbox Live. Did some customs in Halo, was very quiet/nervous at first, but I slowly came out of my shell in groups that were nice to me. Did that every weekend from Dec. 2020 to last July and then I found them - the guys that would become my longtime friends. They like me and I like them. They don't make fun of my tics, they don't ban me the 1 time I go negative K/D, we just chill and play games together.
If you have a mic and a gaming platform of some kind to play on, look around. The Xbox LFGs are great, PUGs/custom lobbies on PC games etc. I advise you to avoid shitcord. There's too many people discussing too transient a topic most of the time. Making friends there is not easy. This of course assumes your nerves can handle voice chat. Don't push yourself too hard, but don't give up either. Once you form your core friends group, you'll meet their friends, and end up with a core/primary, secondary, maybe even tertiary friends circle.


File: 1652717266410.jpg (85.86 KB, 438x610, __racaseal_and_elenor_camu….jpg)

I've found a lot of nice people while playing Phantasy Star Online. Maybe not exactly "friends" because I don't talk to them outside of the game but its nice to enjoy a game with people who are just as passionate about it. But similar to >>6652 it can be very addicting so be careful if you try it.


Wanna play minecraft? I only have bedrock though


File: 1652535844675.png (527.73 KB, 640x935, disposal.png)


What works depict hikikomori/shut-in characters that you found relatable?
5 posts and 3 image replies omitted. Click reply to view.


File: 1652667662209.jpg (20.99 KB, 236x344, something.jpg)

Omori gives me Yume Nikki vibes. The main character even refuses to leave his house


File: 1652672643602.jpg (52.34 KB, 640x800, Waiting for something to h….jpg)

It was inspired by yume nikki… My favorite thing about Omori is that brushing your teeth is optional lol. You can choose not to do it in order to capture the true hikikomori experience.

I don't find sunny relatable though because he has/had good friends and his reason for being a shut-in has to do with a really specific trauma that literally nobody could relate to.


File: 1652709579779.png (66.12 KB, 680x391, Efd0KcUUcAINkgM.png)

Shimeji Simulation. Though it is surreal, I really related to Shijima's initial issues with connecting with others, and her general disinterest/neutrality with most things. It's more a surrealist comedy than anything else, but if you like tkmiz-branded bizzare philosophy discussions, it's a good read.

When Omori decided halfway through that it would like to simply be a Yume Nikki fangame, that was great. A lot of it's BGM is top-tier dreaming music, too.


I love the black space music in Omori. I listen to glade all the time: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fyBF5oiN7io - There's so many great ones. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=OCTYy4I54d8


File: 1652731002519.png (824.23 KB, 867x873, Omori_Music_Concepts_1.png)

Yeah, blackspace's music really nailed it's atmosphere, especially Glade and Nawa. I'm quite into August/Water and White Pillars, as well. The short, repetitive segments in each of the songs is very Yume Nikki-like, though they're all somewhat more melodically diverse in Omori.

Some of the regular headspace songs, like Spaces In-Between or Sinking, have that comfy/dreaming quality I like, as well.


File: 1649593634264.png (278.99 KB, 500x287, ClipboardImage.png)


In my early 20s I was a NEET for a few years before being forced to work. Back then i was a shy nerd and always had people wanting to hang out with me. Once i left neetdom I found it so hard to find companionship.

Fast forward 10 yrs later and here I am a year into neetdom again in my 30s and lonelier than ever. I was lonely before as a wagie but now its worse and I don't know how you long term neets do it.

I might have to leave the neet life and im not looking forward to it. I feel like i wasted so much time not making connections that I know having money and a job wont bring me any of it. I don't see the point going back to being a wagecuck cuz it wont fill t hat emptyness. I wish i stayed a neet back in my 20s and got a neet gf that feeling wasnt as strong as it was now.

IDK sorry for the rant
4 posts and 2 image replies omitted. Click reply to view.


I never tried having an imaginary friend. I want to, but I don't think I could maintain it for that long without losing interest and getting bored. Plus, I have no idea who they'd be, anyway… I wish I had an imaginary friend that would maintain itself.


I have similar concerns, but it doesn't hurt to give it a try, does it?

>Plus, I have no idea who they'd be,

Same… but I think I will create it to be like my ideal self/person. It could also be a personification of some of your personality trait, like someone has mentioned here above, or maybe some fictional character you like? Use your imagination freely, it'll be fun for sure.

>I wish I had an imaginary friend that would maintain itself.

Hmm… sounds like a tulpa :)


>It could also be a personification of some of your personality trait, like someone has mentioned here above
I like this idea because i'm a very inconsistent person and certain aspects of my personality are at complete odds with other parts. That could work pretty well.

>Hmm… sounds like a tulpa :)

lol are tulpas actually real.
'determine whether your tulpa is sentient' made me laugh.


Great, I agree that it could work then. Good luck with it, hope you the best Anon!

>lol are tulpas actually real.

That wikihow article is absolutely hilarious lol.

I've never interacted with anyone who would've had one, but they sound plausible knowing how tricky our minds can be. Seems extremely hard to achieve something like that though. All the crap about them being actually sentient and some supernatural beings and whatnot is total pseudoscience to me, however


File: 1652832465637.jpg (3.8 MB, 2896x4096, Texhnolyze 15th ann. illus….jpg)


you'll never truly be able to escape the loneliness, because it's part of the lifestyle. the best remedy i've found for my own continued isolation is keeping my hobbies interesting to me and my time spent (relatively) meaningfully. the main enemy of a NEET is also their main perk: the endless amount of time you have. if you're able to focus on something cool, for an extended period of time, being alone for all that time isn't so bad.

>This advice is going to sound bizarre

nah, it's good advice. i think most people neglect the importance of a rich internal dialogue. i often run things, like thoughts on whatever film i just watched or anxieties about the days ahead, by my "internal voice", and i can have a kind of back-and-forth between myself and myself. it may not be as extreme as a full-on imaginary friend, but that's honestly just one step away from embracing your inner voice and actually engaging with what it has to say.


File: 1639786372713.gif (1.32 MB, 640x640, jack-frost-smt.gif)


How do you deal with an embarrassing past?
Also, share your embarrassing past. None will beat mine.

Humiliation is hard to overcome because I feel like I'm a trash human being, I'm constantly afraid that people will see my past in the afterlife and see all the humiliating things that happened to me and cringe. I can't be friends with them because I feel unworthy of their friendship.

I was a special ed student at 5 years old, spent all my youth with disabled people, they would lock me up in a padded room with no light when I misbehaved anyhow or didn't listen to the teacher.
I went to normal school after that and the teacher refused to let me use the bathroom, I peed my pants in front of the whole class and was bullied for 3 years over it.
I was bullied in 3 different schools because I had been sheltered and spoiled by my parents who thought they had a "special son".
I was beaten by bullies, isolated, humiliated, and had no friends for years.
I became bitter and angry and joined the chans, which fucked me up even more with gore videos and whatnot.
My parents left me to rot as a NEET for years to take care of my sisters and never paid attention to me.
I know my dad and mom hate me secretly and prefer my two sisters who are neurotypical.
I was an autistic retard, my whole youth. I can't overcome that and become someone I'm not. I will always be a retard.
21 posts and 2 image replies omitted. Click reply to view.






You deserve better. I wish that someday you no longer want to die.


i dont want to share but i feel taht way too, like im messed up for life i really just want to die!!!!!


File: 1652700848560.png (40.84 KB, 212x346, 23.png)

The state of American public schools is a very understated yet critical issue in that country, even among "dissident" forums such as imageboards. I don't think it's really been grounded into people who were subject to this system how it effected their childhoods and adolescence.


File: 1638990605605.png (216.21 KB, 468x430, 1582081713186.png)


just figured out I suffer from this shit, and it really explains a lot of the shit I went through and the hellish state is trapped in now. so I was wondering if any of you anons are suffering from the same shit?

but before it's asked no schizoid personality disorder is not related to schizophrenia.
12 posts and 3 image replies omitted. Click reply to view.


File: 1640941099276.png (6.69 MB, 2160x1080, VA-11 Hall-A!.png)

Just for the record, in order for a set of exhibited experiences or behaviors to be considered a "personality disorder", it isn't even necessarily a prerequisite that the brain be "wired" abnormally. From wikipedia on personality disorders: "Personality disorders (PD) are a class of mental disorders characterized by enduring maladaptive patterns of behavior, cognition, and inner experience, exhibited across many contexts and deviating from those accepted by the individual's culture. These patterns develop early, are inflexible, and are associated with significant distress or disability."

That's an important distinction because, in order for a personality disorder to be diagnosed, all that is required is that you meet the behavioral or experiential criteria laid out (Typically the ones laid out in the ICD or DSM.) It could be, that you meet those criteria, but there isn't necessarily any abnormalities in your brain.

So when you say "I believe that it's a disorder in the sense that there are wires crossed in the brain that are not meant to be crossed in such a way by default.", while this could be the case, and it very well may be the case, it isn't a necessity that it be the case for you to be considered a schizoid. It is actually the personality itself that is the object of the diagnosis, not some abnormality of the brain it indicates. Obviously, PD's aren't pointless diagnosis's, since individuals experiencing them often experience distress as a result. But what about when they don't? Can you even call it a disorder? I'd argue not.
…At least, that's what my infinitesimally small understanding of personality disorders is. I don't really believe anything I say with certainty.

>If you'd like I could perhaps use myself or characters from media to express how an individual with SPD experiences life in a uniquely different way than both healthy people and those with other mental disorders.

I'm interested.


But reading through this, I just realized that I inadvertently made an argument in favor of SPD as a diagnosis.

>Obviously, PD's aren't pointless diagnosis's, since individuals experiencing them often experience distress as a result. But what about when they don't? Can you even call it a disorder? I'd argue not.

If you flip this around, the conclusion becomes "If the set of behaviors or experiences DOES cause distress, then SPD is useful as a diagnosis"


> It is actually the personality itself that is the object of the diagnosis, not some abnormality of the brain it indicates.
Some personality disorders have diagnosis criteria that I would not call personality traits though. Most of them have widely recognized symptoms that aren't part of the diagnosis criteria either, but are seen in pretty much every person with the disorder in question. The name personality disorder is bad I think, the definition itself is far broader than just personality.
The whole field of medical psychology looks like a circus to me though so what do I know lol. I'm no professional.

>I'm interested.

I have two examples. One is from a video game and is the bulk of this text because it requires explanation. The 2nd is a character from a book that I recommend reading or listening to, it's only a few hours long and youtube has plenty of readings. The book is called The Stranger by Albert Camus, it's a good portrayal that represents SPD very well as a whole. It's from the main characters perspective so it gets you inside his mind and how he thinks and views things.

The other character is the Outsider from Dishonored. He doesn't really represent SPD as a whole, but the social/emotional aspects that people would typically see are well represented by him. He lives the perfect schizoid life.

The most obvious part I think is that the Outsider lives within The Void, a world he can shape to his will and is kind of like a dream. When he wants to interact with the real world he can without any issue. This is like the schizoid fantasy that every person with SPD has. Since people with SPD don't have superpowers though retreating into a fantasy life is an unhealthy daydream at best :). It's easy to get so lost in your fantasies you mix up real memories and fantasy ones.

The Outsider also gets to have relationships entirely on his own terms. He appears and disappears on a whim, only interacting with others when he feels like it. He chooses a few favorites to fulfill all his social needs. However, these favorites have no way to contact the Outsider in return.
This is exactly how someone with SPD wants relationships to be. A few good friends who they see when they need to be social, but only when THEY need it. It's like being hungry, once you've Post too long. Click here to view the full text.


Thank you for the analysis. Sounds a bit like what I'm going through.

Not pleasant.


You're correct. Cluster A personality "disorders" are just eccentric or rational people turned abnormal because of an insane and sick society in tandem with psychologists making it a fun checklist or game to categorize human behavior as mental illnesses.


File: 1481448344526.png (102.9 KB, 829x509, 7q9ni5t3e30y.png)

 No.2367[Reply][Last 50 Posts]

What are your MBTI types, /hikki/ ?

I recommend taking a few different tests and understanding what each letter means. I'm also guessing that most people here are INxx

Some people discredit MBTI, but I think if you treat it a a rough guideline, it can offer some good insights to yourself and others.

INTP wasted-potential masterrace reporting in
108 posts and 25 image replies omitted. Click reply to view.


Glad to see all the other INFPs, I love you all. Life sucks doesn't it?


intp-t. typing is nonsense though, you will never get a solid result due to the inherent lack of a single, rigid personality in people. it can be even further complicated by psychological shit like multiplicity.


INTP-A here. op's pic related pretty much sums up what everyday feels like.
when socialization and empathy doesn't happen automatically you really feel how little in common everyone has


File: 1636914713191.png (859.73 KB, 1575x886, ClipboardImage.png)

INTP is the worst personality type to have. It makes your life so much more difficult, not twice as hard more like you're fucked beyond belief.

You are always thinking about living in an ideal world but never actually living in the world you are in now. You're good with theoretical concepts but inept when it comes to practical application of knowledge. This basically makes you incapable of doing most tasks or you do them poorly. You can't stand being around other people but are forced to accept the fact that you can't entirely avoid them.

It's fucking exhausting being alive.


File: 1652680072297.png (111.7 KB, 1280x720, lunc.png)

First year I took this test I think I got ISTJ or INTJ. For the next half-decade it was ISTP. Now that I take it again I got INTP (and INFP once that I tried not get to me because this is just a secular zodiac test). The amount of INFPs on imageboards or at least /hikki9kdoomerNEET/ boards explains a lot of the behavior I loathe. The more accurate way to know what type you are is to read the descriptions of the 8 or 10 categories, and be honest with yourself on who you are at the moment, the whole thing reminds me of the Deus Ex AI conversation..
>Wishes there was a war to kill people who have more feelings than him. Good reflexes help him dodge responsibility.
That's me.


File: 1464407475929.png (265.38 KB, 500x417, friday.png)

 No.15376[Reply][Last 50 Posts]









Post too long. Click here to view the full text.
156 posts and 117 image replies omitted. Click reply to view.


Brutal Doom v21




Heavy Metal, Classic Rock


reading is for nerds and i am a failure


grilled cheese sandwich

Post too long. Click here to view the full text.


Back and forth between Insurgency and Crusader Kings 3
Spy Family
Nothing in particular
Things Fall Apart, by Chinua Achebe
Panda Express
Sailor Jerry, neat
Not feeling it today
Lower side of average. Tuesday is the last day of Spring semester at uni, and I'm not registered for Summer classes yet.


File: 1652026155754.jpg (36.19 KB, 600x510, mcnuggies.jpg)

Devil May Cry 5


sick MMA moves on yt


some heavy punk stuff


oyasumi pun pun



Post too long. Click here to view the full text.


File: 1652447323761-0.jpg (86.99 KB, 1024x576, u20.jpg)

File: 1652447323761-1.jpg (519.35 KB, 1300x1000, u21.jpg)

T or A?


life controlling my body manually
star trek enterprise
animal collective, chemical brothers
superintelligence - nick bostrom
the selfish gene - richard dawkins (more like the selfish atheist amirite he mentions it like every paragraph)
extra strong black psychopath coffee
Post too long. Click here to view the full text.


File: 1472923344797.jpg (1.37 MB, 800x1067, 1442475291682-3.jpg)

 No.16236[Reply][Last 50 Posts]

Post random images you like. Photography, art, or anything else that you find appealing or enjoy looking at.
264 posts and 257 image replies omitted. Click reply to view.


File: 1652731730095-0.jpg (37.92 KB, 524x683, 75438925734426138310362287….jpg)

File: 1652731730095-1.jpg (41.74 KB, 720x960, 93892434105114105883628273….jpg)

File: 1652731730095-2.jpg (18.8 KB, 320x400, 95018664253183568198757229….jpg)

File: 1652731730095-3.jpg (37.05 KB, 680x452, 95783869902656632188966812….jpg)


File: 1652731806024-0.jpg (57.15 KB, 470x624, 205207454944872.jpg)

File: 1652731806024-1.jpg (97.63 KB, 779x960, 94937069766742948252467319….jpg)

File: 1652731806024-2.jpg (76.68 KB, 500x750, 228152462646093.jpg)

File: 1652731806024-3.jpg (322.09 KB, 1080x1322, 203886741743610.jpg)


File: 1652731895623-0.jpg (32.02 KB, 500x375, 37507200290953743528794278….jpg)

File: 1652731895623-1.jpg (86.42 KB, 660x495, 37574185319862668570372159….jpg)

File: 1652731895623-2.jpg (38.75 KB, 680x511, 37832789214122430028077961….jpg)

File: 1652731895623-3.png (157.8 KB, 407x289, 37909273132296491781313463….png)


File: 1652732098090-0.jpg (13.1 KB, 500x401, 01800650635400268824086661….jpg)

File: 1652732098090-1.jpg (7.11 KB, 394x339, 02035005907872717766874268….jpg)

File: 1652732098090-2.jpg (13.19 KB, 400x292, 02082030427384478673688069….jpg)

File: 1652732098090-3.jpg (42.01 KB, 680x680, 02521672039115695338918916….jpg)


File: 1652733118872-0.jpg (6.3 KB, 600x600, 80066250628229008682950363….jpg)

File: 1652733118872-1.jpg (125.01 KB, 960x802, 77004308424551859923772803….jpg)

File: 1652733118872-2.jpg (18.8 KB, 320x400, b.jpg)

File: 1652733118872-3.jpg (41.74 KB, 720x960, a.jpg)

Excuse me.


File: 1580847368930.jpg (44.14 KB, 500x375, LirutheWerewolf.jpg)


ITT: Innocent/innocuous characters and things ruined by the internet.
33 posts and 22 image replies omitted. Click reply to view.


But who are you?!


I want to know now!


File: 1649964780623.jpg (102.63 KB, 700x700, 71352053.jpg)

Why, who are YOU?


File: 1649987010481.jpg (55.78 KB, 600x778, 0bcf83cb7023934f37aaad23f4….jpg)

i am

will i am


File: 1652511257915.png (684.27 KB, 870x700, 1572284252880.png)

Not innocent or innocuous but ruined nonetheless.


File: 1647997926924.jpeg (9.45 KB, 474x197, cloudflare.jpeg)


I highly recommend using cloudflare's csam scanning tool to stop illegal images from appearing on your site. It also helps to block proxies as well. I think as an imageboard community we can stop this shit but we need to start taking measures to put an end to it. If you want to step away from your board for awhile don't leave posting open. It will get spammed. Just put it in read only until you come back.

And yes, I'm posting this on all the imageboards I find. No I'm not a bot.
8 posts omitted. Click reply to view.


yeah I'm not really feeling cloudflare


cloudflare stops ddos attacks?


it better for the amount paid



Cloudflare, Inc. is an American content delivery network and DDoS mitigation company, founded in 2010. It primarily acts as a reverse proxy between a website's visitor and the Cloudflare customer's hosting provider. Its headquarters are in San Francisco, California.Wikipedia
Traded as:NYSE: NET (Class A), Russell 1000 component
Revenue:US$ 656.4 million (2021)
Operating income:US$ −127.7 million (2021)



File: 1536711779295.jpg (64.12 KB, 433x650, __pariston_hill_hunter_x_h….jpg)


Where do you see yourself in five years?
42 posts and 12 image replies omitted. Click reply to view.


File: 1633560393925.png (61.9 KB, 621x300, Screenshot_2021-10-05_16-3….png)


File: 1633639345615.gif (13.36 KB, 216x216, 1626801297118.gif)

Hopefully having wrapped up uni the year before and being in a nice comfy job.
Realistically an hero or hikki.

No matter how good I can get at my trade realistically a lot of it is based on connections and considering i get anxious even typing to people and generally avoid large gatherings/communities it's gonna be nigh impossible.


File: 1645398847355.png (802.74 KB, 600x857, 1639415112569.png)

I keep thinking about this thread every now and then. It's been a couple years now, I wonder if the anons who said "dead" are still around.

Can't blame them though, I think I'll be dead in 5 years as well. Aspergers is one hell of a drug and it's only been downhill the past few years.


>wanting a kid so they can be your friend and give you company


I'm still here though it hasn't been 5 years yet either.


File: 1373858717815.jpg (118.07 KB, 800x800, fa1.jpg)


What are you folks listening to?
Pic very related.

This track is especially amazing:
21 posts and 9 image replies omitted. Click reply to view.


File: 1647942734483.jpg (10.56 KB, 220x213, aadownload.jpg)


File: 1652210542279.gif (1.59 MB, 400x226, old snake shift.gif)

I miss 2010-2012, sometimes a lick of nostalgia for 2013-2015 comes.


2012 was the most i felt alive, i think about it daily


File: 1652508973036.png (806.95 KB, 1024x768, smhr.png)

Me too.


Forgot the song.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6ve9dY62H5k - Love Is All You Need by High Inergy.

Delete Post [ ]
| Catalog
[ yn / yndd / fg / yume ] [ o / lit / media / og / ig / 2 ] [ ot / cc / x / sugg ] [ hikki / rec ] [ news / rules / faq / recent / annex / manage ] [ discord / matrix / scans / mud / minecraft / usagi ] [ aurorachan / desuchan / sushigirl / lewd ]