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/hikki/

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 No.5207[Reply]

I don't think I can endure it any longer. Life is just too much of a drag for me.

I stopped going to a therapist almost a year ago because he moved into another office, so the reservations were cleared. There are no other therapists in my town and going somewhere else is just too expensive. I've been trying to call him for several months, but he hasn't responded to me once. Maybe he doesn't want to interact with me anymore since I'm so broken.

My social skills are progressively getting worse. It's so severe that I'm even anxious when I talk to a friend on Discord. Most of the time even the simplest messages contain grammar errors, are unfinished, and sometimes even completely unrelated to previous ones.
As for the real life conversations, they share most of the same problems but it's accompanied by stuttering and similar speech impediments.

I have a crush on a Twitter mutual (yeah, I'm that sad) and I fucking regret it. She's an artist and I really look up to her, so I started to practice my drawing skills for a while so I can get noticed by her, but no one ever even noticed them (the way I draw is shit anyway, so I believe didn't have any chances lol). I replied to like 2 of her tweets with my shitty jokes that she for some reason really liked, or maybe she just pretended so I can feel noticed/respected/whatever. I wanna talk to her but I don't know how. Even a simple thought like DMing her saying "hi" makes my heart beat like a nuclear bomb.

I was never diagnosed with it, nor do I want to self diagnose myself, but there's a high chance that I'm on the Autism spectrum. I have a plenty of similar symptoms to Asperger's and PDD-NOS. The thought of that makes me extremely depressed all the time and I don't wanna exist anymore.

I haven't been suicidal for about 9 months, but the wish to end myself has returned about 2-3 days ago. I'm only 18 and I don't see any glimmers of hope in the distance anymore. Every single day since I graduated highschool exactly 5 months ago I've been doing nothing but laying in bed and playing some shit idle game without any sort of changes in daily routine. I don't even know what I should do anymore.

(sorry for the terrible composition and grammar, i havent written anything serious in a long time)
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 No.5224

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>>5222
I don't get how a, "lack of self-awareness", could affect memory. If it can, how many people out there lack self-awareness, but come off as normal? How the hell does that even work?

 No.5226

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>>5224
Fuck, I wrote a long winded response to this only to realize I'd completely misunderstood your post.

It's not self-awareness directly that affects memory, but attention.
As most children do, I didn't delve much into how others perceived me other than the usual shallow observations of "Oh no, no one likes me :(" and "This guy's not mean when I play with him, he likes me :)" As such, I didn't really care about how I acted; I didn't pay any attention to my actions and deemed them unimportant. When something's unimportant, you don't consciously think about it often, and when you do that, you eventually forget things. Adults whose brains function like this usually aren't deemed normal, I don't think.
Very much different from all the embarrassing situations that plague your self-centered mind as a teenager, that you perhaps remember still to this day.

 No.5227

OP here. Thanks for all the replies, I thank all of you for giving me advices.

>>5219
>In your case I think it is easiest if you just write her a short message where you explain you have been following her for x weeks and you absolutely love her style.

Thanks for the advice, I legit didn't think about that at all. I'll try to message her when/if I gather enough courage.

>>5222
>If this is something relatively recent, you might want to consider doing a blood and hormone test.

Yeah, it's fairly recent. It started to occur about a year ago. I might take the tests some time in the (near) future.


I forgot to mention one thing related to my worries about being on the spectrum, though. I have a few neurological problems as well. I was diagnosed with a cyst and lesions on my brain.
I've researched a bit about those, and I started to worry even more. I apologize if I'm talking too much about autism.

 No.5228

>>5227
>I'll try to message her when/if I gather enough courage.
>I might take the tests some time in the (near) future.

Considering the lack of motivation that you've described, I feel like this is going to be never. Try to maybe set a concrete date, else you're going to procrastinate this to hell and back. I don't know about your country, but the queues here are unbearably long as well. I know it first took me two weeks after talking to the doctor to get tested, a week more for the results, and now I have to wait for two more months for a "more detailed examination." God knows when I'll get to the treatment part.

>I apologize if I'm talking too much about autism.


On /hikki/? Lol.

 No.5232

> I'll try to message her when/if I gather enough courage.
you are doing it wrong
you need to do this asap or you will forever delay it and say "it is just not the right timing". One day she will dissappear and you will hate yourself forever for not trying. So next time you both are online just do it.
Even if she does not like you, it is worth to get out of your comfort zone and be bold once every now and then.



/hikki/

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 No.5143[Reply]

How does one prevent themselves from becoming hikikomori? Did anyone narrowly avoid it or have any advice for those that they would have liked to give their past selves?


just going to give the tl;dr because nobody would read what I typed
>wasted my time on a degree I don't want a job in
>learned nothing
>anxiety
>depression
>no confidence
>no skills
>co-workers hate me
>ugly and self-conscious about it
>living at home is really appealing right now
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 No.5197

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>>5170
Keep it up! Of course you should do things at your own pace, but it's important to not stop doing them. Even if social interaction is exhausting to you, as it is to me, there will always be a desire to have exactly that. Once you lost your friends or grew to distant to colleagues, it becomes incredibly hard to satisfy this need and exchange becomes even more taxing. Solitude breeds illness.

I let myself go in the recent years. My body got older, but my mind even took a step back. Life goes on and it's up to us if we go along or stay were we are only to realize later how far we have fallen back.

Sometimes I remember stupid stuff I did out of over-excitement or clumsiness and the regret makes me want to throw up. It's no use to dwell on the past, if one just fuels anxieties with it. Sure, nostalgia can be nice once in a while. One should however not forget, that it is essentially a form of grief. Resorting to sorrow for means of pleasure will screw one up.

Ah, sorry, I'm just ranting. Have this picture of a comfy bedroom for compensation!

 No.5221

The best way to prevent yourself from becoming a hikikomori I believe is to force yourself into a routine that involves leaving your house daily.

It doesn't matter where. Go to the library, walk around the block, just do anything.

I so badly wish I could go back in time and make myself do that.

 No.5229

>>5221
I go outside and talk to people every single day and I still have terrible social anxiety. Going out doesn't guarantee that you'll just turn out fine.

 No.5230

>>5229
>Going out doesn't guarantee that you'll just turn out fine.
No, it doesn't. But it guarantees you'll just not turn out worse. And that isn't a small detail at all.

 No.5231

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>>5179
Yeah, very relatable anon. I don't even have any hobbies which is depressing af. It means that you have no way to relax or calm yourself down after a stressful day. Trying to take up a hobby is sometimes even more stressful than doing nothing because I beat myself up over being bad at things. I'd be so embarrassed to go to a class or meet up. I wish I had the passion of others in literally anything so I could have a job that I love doing or something that helps me unwind at the end of the day at very least.

>>5221
That's a really good point. Luckily I have a dog so I feel really guilty if I don't bring him out every second day. He always reminds me and it's impossible to refuse him.



/fg/

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 No.12743[Reply]

I have downloaded every single Yume Nikki Fan Game listed on the Yume Nikki Fan Game wiki. Since Yume Nikki has been acquired by Kadokawa, It is uncertain whether they may begin to take down fan games. Here is a torrent of all of them, every version, every available translation, in every available language.
31.4 GB - 244 Games

magnet:?xt=urn:btih:55eebc91cb746d5654bb214e236e4add0c1da888&dn=Yume%20Nikki%20Fan%20Game%20Archive%20(January%2012%2c%202018)&tr=udp%3a%2f%2ftracker.coppersurfer.tk%3a6969%2fannounce&tr=udp%3a%2f%2ftracker.safe.moe%3a6969%2fannounce&tr=udp%3a%2f%2finferno.demonoid.pw%3a3418%2fannounce&tr=udp%3a%2f%2ftracker.opentrackr.org%3a1337%2fannounce&tr=udp%3a%2f%2ftracker.leechers-paradise.org%3a6969%2fannounce&tr=http%3a%2f%2ftracker.opentrackr.org%3a1337%2fannounce
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 No.12850

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 No.12851


 No.12854

>>12821
"The whole Kancolle situation" is an entirely different matter though, because all circumstances point to the ban only existing out of fear that a fan could make a better KanColle game than the original (which wouldn't be any difficult at all). Kadokawa owns a fuckton of series and they don't care about fangames based on the vast majority of them, hell even Kemono Friends which they murdered so soon after it exploded is free game for fan games.
But yeah, in any case it's always great to have more mirrors. I've suffered a lot with the official downloads for 2kki in the past too so it feels nice having another place to download it from, so thanks for the paranoia.

 No.13481

>>12851
The ssl cert for the subdomain expired. Can you please set up a cronjob for certbot so that doesn't happen any more.

 No.13761

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An archive update has been released!

New archive stats:
293 Games (677 Versions) - 50.6 GB

Changelog:
https://yumenikkifgarchive.gitlab.io/changelog/

magnet:?xt=urn:btih:3836feaf06068118b0a1290d91b6166d52930849&dn=Yume%20Nikki%20Fan%20Game%20Archive%20(October%2022%2c%202018)&tr=udp%3a%2f%2ftracker.coppersurfer.tk%3a6969%2fannounce&tr=udp%3a%2f%2f9.rarbg.to%3a2710%2fannounce&tr=udp%3a%2f%2fopen.demonii.si%3a1337%2fannounce&tr=udp%3a%2f%2ftracker.opentrackr.org%3a1337%2fannounce



/yn/

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 No.6562[Reply]

In case you're not aware, i'm doing a yume nikki fanventure: http://mspfanventures.com/?s=18268
It's basically a mspaint styled comic where you give commands to a character.
You can leave commands here or in the Discord server: https://discord.gg/BZhJ8rg
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 No.8204

>>8079
DO NOT GET ANYTHING OUT OF THE GAME

 No.8445

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There we go, Dreamstuck is back!

 No.8446

It's pretty cool, some really fun updates so far. But why use Flash though, all you have is essentially looping vidoes anyway.

 No.8448

>>8445
Awesome! I'd never actually gone through it - but I'm really enjoying what little I have so far. Thanks!

 No.8579

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I'm gonna try posting more updates and speeding things up.
If we get like 2 effects a year then see you in guys in 10 years for the ending.



/og/

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 No.4441[Reply]

Shoujo Kidan - A girl's Eerie Story, by lol_rust.

It took my a good while to translate, particularly because I had to deal with a lot of problems related to the engine itself more than the translation. That's why the filesize is sightly bigger than the official japanese download (I had to add some RTP files). Either way, it's finally here.

http://www.mediafire.com/download/i7dl9m2ywq6xsfb/SJKD_EN.zip

TL;DR run it, if you see garbage, switch the locale to JP.
Just download the game, and run it. If you see mojibake, you will have to either switch your locale to japanese or use a third party program like applocale (or whatever works for the new windows). There's a way to fix this, and that is to encode all the shift_JIS filenames to Windows-1252, however I currently don't know any way to do this which isn't changing every single filename manually. I suspect some file extractors such as winrar can achieve this when extracting files in a non-japanese environment, however I'm not sure and I haven't tested it myself.

The game has 2 routes and an omake, meaning it has 3 endings. It isn't really hard, but it comes with hints so it's nothing unbeatable. I will reply any question if anybody has problems with it though.

Finally, I want to thank every single person who gave me a hand with this translation, for their effort and input. And although this work is finally published, I still accept input and criticism regarding the translation quality, so feel free to bring anything up in this thread or via mail.

Enjoy.

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 No.5053

Replaying this after trekking through Gidan. Honestly, Kanako is a million times scarier than anything Gidan contained. Kidan is probably the better horror game in that way, but it certainly lacks Gidan's interest and replay value. (And Gidan's omake makes Kidan's look so amateur in comparison.)

 No.5054

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>>5053
I personally find Kidan to be more inside the scope of classical "RPG maker horror" games where the focus is on exploration and running, while Gidan is a game with more produced resources that tells a story through horror elements, so the focus is on the story rather than the mechanics. Kidan actually feels expanded thanks to Gidan, and the latter probably works as background material to fill the blanks left in the first game.
Gamewise, I prefer Kidan, but I would be lying if I said I didn't enjoy Gidan and the polished graphics more than Kidan.

I made a little discovery and thought you people would be interested. I played Clocktower and found out some similarities that at first just seemed a language thing. Many doors are locked with keys. The speech was similar so I didn't pay too much attention to it, but then I found a door that "Couldn't be opened because something was pressing it on the other side". Also similar puzzles and elements. Nice references.

 No.5285

Can the patch file please be uploaded in .7z format?

 No.5286

also, the line in the RPG_RT.ini should be "FullPackageFlag=1", not "Fullpackflag=1", otherwise it doesn't work

 No.5287

>>5285
why?
>>5286
tested on 4 different toasters and nobody has issued it as a problem so far, so I suppose if anyone really needs to do this, they will.



/ig/

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 No.868[Reply]

This is Realm Walk of Soul, a YNFG-Like game, where you you play as Iris, a short haired pale girl exploring dreamy worlds, interact with weird NPCs, experience surreal events and solve puzzles, in development since 2013.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=M7qWd-Krl6s

This is Iris.Fall, a YNFG-Like game, where you play as Iris a short haired pale girl exploring explore dreamy worlds, interact with weird NPCs, experience surreal events and solve puzzles, in development since march 2018.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Z-BsXhpTxms&feature=youtu.be

Have you found games that look way too similar in the Yume Nikki/RPG Maker&Misc circles? What do you do when this happens to your game?

 No.869

I think Realm died. I was beta testing for them, and suddenly the forums went down. Later the "deadline" for the Steam release passed. Seems like something cause the whole thing to fall apart. Sad too, as it was basically half done and had a VERY strong premise.

 No.870

>>869
It's been ages without news about Realm so I assume it's dead. I don't think it's bad to copy an abandoned project, it's still odd, though.

Ambitious projects often die abandoned when it comes to Yume Nikki related stuff, just look at DvD.

 No.942

The social media still indicate the game is still alive, but im sure some development hell is happening.

 No.943

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I was also very interested in the development of Realm, but this is what happens when you deal with "professional" studios, to keep development active for so many years is expensive, studios will always give priority to small projects that produce quick cash, not long term experimental things, I've seen it over and over, it was a stupid desicion to make the project so ambitious.

Look at this disaster, I also assumed they abandoned it like it happens with most YNFGs and almost all of the ambitious ones and lots of the people who followed it are already disappointed.

I don't doubt in the good faith of the producers, but whoever's specificly in charge of the public image of Realm should be fired.



/sugg/

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 No.3191[Reply]

What a slow, sad, image board. why do you even go here?
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 No.3525

>>3217
>>3215
There is a small group of Japanese people who enjoy Yume Nikki related content on twitter. I'm sure there are plenty of smaller hidden communities who enjoy Yn and things alike

 No.3526

>>3215
>No one needs YN anymore.
Really though, just learn Japanese and migrate to Twitter. Or Nicovideo.

 No.3527

Because I'm fascinated by obscure near-dead imageboards.

 No.3532

Becuase I am a slow and sad person.

 No.3568

I liked the snow.



/media/

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 No.1529[Reply]

I've been collecting these for a couple of months now. Wanted to posted them here for a while, especially since some people here seem to know about this kind of thing.

Rusty (PC-98) - Red Sunset
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nBbmyGkOiSs
Return of the Jedi Theme [Amiga]
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NXmtRyNYLn4
Necronomicon (PC-98) - The Deep One
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=I5N8SYh_c0o
A Ressha De Ikou IV / A列車で行こう4 - PC-98
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GzYW_oz77fs
Metal Gear OST (MSX) - 3. Red Alert
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6YQm2M-v4l0
YU-NO - Impatience (PC-98)
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Zlmdx6arDgE

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 No.1594

Jorogumo (PC-98) - Misao's Theme
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=oJlaj9DdJd8

 No.1595


 No.1596

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>PC-98 music thread
>no touhous

HRtP https://youtu.be/xP4TTl8mKCM
Eternal Shrine Maiden
HRtP https://youtu.be/BbD8nmWlERI
Positive and Negative
HRtP https://youtu.be/BL_i2Q-PABI
The 'Alice in Wonderland' Angel

SoEW https://youtu.be/zpR6ya7eozo
Hakurei ~ Eastern Wind
SoEW https://youtu.be/GycqkUWAJ1c
Complete Darkness

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 No.1600

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>>1596
Didn't post any because I thought 2hu already gets too much attention. In an ideal world, other pc-98 games would be better known than it.

Mystic Square- Legendary Illusion ~ Infinite Being
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PFqakHJ7-jI
Highly Responsive to Prayers- Civilization of Magic
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HZaFmz8XvrM
Story of Eastern Wonderland- She's in a Temper!!
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jsKdEV8BHn8
Phantasmagoria of Dim.- Visionary Game ~ Dream War
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=M8XGQF34-9A
Phantasmagoria of Dim.- Strawberry Crisis!!
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=UTLqnME57vo

Phantasmagoria of Dim.- Reincarnation
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 No.1603

Not pc music, but I thought it was worth posting. It's from a rom hack of an nes game.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=f2U164uUAbc



/yn/

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 No.8480[Reply]

Steelpipe (of spanish forums fame) just found Yume Nikki v0.04.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qBwszlugmxc
Thoughts?
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 No.8560

at this point im assuming its fraud, why isn't it released?

 No.8574

IPFS download:
QmPxndQWMzGodBEhZZb22VpyiVMQ3CydFyGThTDanBDohZ

 No.8575

torrent/magnet download:
magnet:?xt=urn:btih:394a628f6bbeaf44c626fe2c40b6124f4a77093a&dn=YN004.zip

 No.8577

>>8574
>>8575
Where did he post it?
Is it legit?

 No.8578

>>8577
He posted it on his discord



/ot/

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 No.19446[Reply]

I'll miss ubuu when its finally gone for good.
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 No.19480

>>19474
Nah you're just mad cool people enjoy cool things.

 No.19481

>>19480
People aren't allowed to like things anymore, don'tcha know?

 No.19484

>>19479
If you want to believe it's worthwhile, please consider that this chan might have just been paid for, and will continue to be so, at least until Sei or Writer decides to pull the plug.

It's gonna happen, guys.

 No.19486

>>19479
It depends on its users, Ubuu's history is being slowly documented in the wiki too.

 No.19558

UboaChan will never die.



/fg/

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 No.7735[Reply][Last 50 Posts]

Hey, has anyone heard about this?

>"LcdDem ver.0.030

>This is a “Yume Nikki” fangame.
>This isn’t “Yume Nikki”.

>To those know about/like LcdDem:

Please avoid talking about LcdDem as much as possible. Don’t say anything about it. "

Source: http://psiwolf.tumblr.com/post/48471399826/a-psa-from-koronba-lcddem-producer-psiwolfs

What do you guys think?
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 No.13756

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>>13754
Time to look on some interesting posts on Twitter.

- https://twitter.com/IQe1uOjv8fv4pUV/status/1050838583429423105 — sheet music for solo part from "lesson" video. This gentlemen noticed that 6th note of c minor scale (scale of the song) is the only one missing. Still no idea behind the meaning of this code (it looks to me as one for sure).

- https://twitter.com/drop_water_rink/status/1050787757658755072 — notices that begining part of "lesson" video have some motieves from BWV 1007. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=x9lwJPWHpHM listen to it.

- https://twitter.com/8dgi618ntuz/status/1039928595395665920 decryption of ◘ https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9Ray9iBnP0w&t=6s.
掌から滑り落ち
床に叩きつけられたので、
やむおえず覗いたら
画面が割れていました
磨り硝子の向こうから、
沢山の目が光り、
見つけていたのか。
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 No.13757

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https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=w65Fv9DPpRA — new video
(short ver.)

衝突
idea_0
Conflict
idea_0

全てを捨てて
空へと、舞い上がる
明日の天気、は
晴れでした。
Abandoning everything,
I fly high into the sky
Tomorrow's weather
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 No.13758

Subetenosei was livestreaming today. Literally. From iPad with his voice. Or was it him?.. I saved the stream recording, so I don't know if he interacted with viewers. It may be pre-recorded unrelated video… I don't know what he is saying, can someone please retell what was it about in general? Because this was really unexpected.

https://drive.google.com/open?id=1pz5FeO1w9Odpw6Ac2pPf5YYis8uJVjs6 — here's the part I've saved. I believe there was 2 more videos, but they're all deleted by now.

I also found two possibly-related twitter accounts:
https://twitter.com/1101125t — person, idea_0 (https://twitter.com/subetenosei) reposted. His twitter filled with ~8000 repetitive posts
Here's the post idea_0 reposted:
「悲しいという感情は最もベクトルが見やすく、信号が明白で強い。だからこそ、記憶に強く刻まれる。」「複雑な頭脳を必要としていて、複雑だからこそかもしれません。」
"Feeling called sadness makes easier seeing extreme vectors and makes signals become evidently stronger. That's why I engrave it in my memory." "It's necessary to do it to complex intelligence, thus it can be complex because of it, you could say that"

Or something like that.

https://twitter.com/longesan — I don't know if it's this guy but ロン毛さん was mentioned at least 2 times in those series. First in the corrupted notification and than in https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nNeOqvtS39c&t=7s video in the begining (look down, it says that he performed this recorder melody on bgm). And I assume that he could be mentioned in the corrupted text on 信号.
https://twitter.com/subeterinrinsei — hard to say if it's really related or this is some sort of edgy impostor.

 No.13759

>>13758
He's admitted he isn't to "that person" and that he will never be a match for him. Also, apparently people found out he's from Hokkaido? There's some heavy activity with the users so it's hard to understand some of it though.

 No.13760

>>13759
Yes, I wish I captured whole stream with chat…

For some reason I doubt that that was really him because if he was answering questions than where are all Subetenosei-related questions? About meaning of the lyrics, etc. It's strange that everybody was asking about him being in Hokkaido and about how cold is there when they could've asked a bunch of more important questions.

So I think this livestream may be someone else's video. Maybe he's leaking someone else's personal video? Or someone else's livestream? Or video from private skype call? Maybe that was koronba?



/hikki/

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 No.5187[Reply]

man i just don't like people.

i am not attracted to anyone.

at all.

no one.

not because of their bodies.

but because of people's personalities.

people are incredibly manipulative all the time

man that's just it.
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 No.5196

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>>5195
Bitter, mopey losers are the worst anon. No use trying to reason with limpdicks.

 No.5211

>>5196
imagine being so much of a bitter, mopey loser that attacking people on the internet for no reason is a good use of your time

 No.5212

>>5211
Don't you notice the irony on commenting something like that in this kind of thread?

 No.5214

>>5211
>attacking
lol
>no reason
You couldn't even be bothered to put an actual image. Fuck off newfag.

 No.5216




/hikki/

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 No.5103[Reply]

Greetings, Uboachan! Long-time lurker here. Anyway, as today is my birthday, and I don't have anybody to spend it with anymore (see below), I decided to pour my heart out to you all, and listen to your stories and opinions.

So, this is for the ones who weren't always NEET/hikikomori. This is for the ones who had the chance to make it big, and for a while did really well, but then, everything went downhill. How did you manage screw up your life?

As for me: first of all, I dedicated wasted 5 years of my life on studying something that I grown to loathe as time has passed (pic related). This is my last year, the finals are near, I would only have to give it one last push and I would be clear, but I just honestly cannot be bothered. Actually more than that, I'm disgusted every single morning I park my car in front of that school, and just thinking of what I have to face on each day makes my stomach turn. And I keep on asking myself: what am I doing here? And why do I keep doing it?

However, the most painful thing: the girl I was dating for a long time cut me off a few days ago. In the beginning, everything was perfect. We made our intentions clear to each other. I liked her. She liked me. She never had a real boyfriend before, she had no dating experience, yet she felt happy and comfortable with me. We had a wonderful summer together, and we had plans. To make it even more painful, on our last date, she was the one who promised (and insisted) that we will definitely do something on my birthday, as normally I don't celebrate it. She was really determined to make me happy.

Then, since there could be no life for me without drama, out of a sudden she had to cut contact with me. According to her final message, "she doesn't want to ruin my life and my career". Without me even saying or doing anything. And when I say cut contact, I mean completely severing all means of communication with me.

Sure, you'd say: go find another one! But the thing is, I don't "just want a girl". I never had problems with socializing, being around girls, starting relationships and stuff. If I just needed a girl in my life, I could find one. But after many relationships (both long and short), I don't want just another one. I wanted her, and only her.

And here I am. Without anything or anybody to live for. Without any motivation. And due to my age, no chance to start studying something new. There's no way out of this. There's no fuPost too long. Click here to view the full text.
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 No.5198

>>5176
I haven't ever done either of that to anybody.

 No.5202

>>5198
I was implying that your issues might have been caused by those things, not that you do those things to other people

never mind

 No.5203

>>5202
Who specifically do you think could have done those things to them?

 No.5204

>>5103
family and friends can be abusive in many different ways, one way is gaslighting, which is trying to convince someone that they're crazy or have problems, which can mess with someone's self esteem and confidence and sense of self

learned helplessness is when you're convinced that you're stuck in your situation and there's nothing you can do about it, which can happen as a result of bullying, abuse, maladaptive learning, etc.

people don't exist in complete isolation, they are a product of their environment and relationships/interactions with people

 No.5210

>>5202
Forgive me I didn't understand you before, you might as well be right.



/hikki/

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 No.5194[Reply]

This thread is for posting when you did something that was uncomfortable for you, but still important to do. It's also for encouraging other people who are getting out of their comfort zone too.

If you're NEET/hikki, I think part of the issue is having a small comfort zone and sticking to what's in that. So let's try to change that.

Tonight, I went to the city today to network with some people. We made plans in advance online and met up in person. Met some new people and talked about work, LinkedIn, mentoring, and stuff like that. Definitely out of my comfort zone. Even though I was super nervous, I still went, and I tried to talk with the other people. I wasn't good at it, but you gotta start somewhere. I will be seeing them again next week.

What about you? What have you done lately, or what are you planning on doing that is outside your comfort zone?

 No.5199

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Today I woke up.

 No.5200

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I attended rehearsal. We just started playing a few weeks ago and I keep forgetting stuff. Also I think the other guy is making fun of me for some reason, but that's probably just my issue of perception with every person even looking in my general direction.

 No.5201

>>5200
Rehearsal for what?

 No.5205

>>5199
Better than not waking up, right? Sometimes I don't want to get out of bed, but I do anyway.
>>5200
Even if someone is making fun of you, then their opinion isn't worth paying attention to. You don't need to let negative people influence your life. It says more about their immaturity than you. Easier said than done, but try not to let it get to you.

But as a general rule of thumb, if someone is mean to you, don't think that you're in the wrong. If they're being mean, that's on them.

Hope your rehearsal go well.

 No.5206

>>5201
We are practicing and composing songs. I like to make music and people are even encouraging me. Social anxiety and agoraphobia are however ruining the fun.

>>5205
Thank you.



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 No.1529[Reply]

What the dumbest creepypasta you've ever come across? For me I'd have to say 1dollar.wav. It is unbelievably retarded. You have to watch the whole thing to understand how hilariously stupid it is.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Kulx-Jq-nvE

 No.1584

The McDonalds pasta, you know the one.

 No.1585

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>>1584
Not really, could you link it? I don't actually read creepypasta that often.



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