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The Uboachan Dream World MUD is back online, sorry for the downtime.


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I just finished reading Nausea by Jean-Paul Sartre a week or so ago, and I read "The Double" by Fyodor Dostoevsky out of a collection of some of his works that I bought; it seems that the next work of his in the collection is "White Nights," so I'll be reading that soon.

Additionally, I started reading A People's History of the United States by Howard Zinn earlier today, as I'm rather ignorant of history in general and wish to learn more about it. I'm only one chapter in and I'm already fascinated.

What about you, Uboachan? What are you reading/have read recently? Recommendations are welcome.
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舌の上の君 was my last book. I went into it not knowing much, simply picking it based on the recommendation of a peer and しおん's wonderful cover art. In the end, I came out enjoying it a lot. It uses cannibalism as its main theme, a subject which I haven't read or seen in much media. 地球少女アルジュナ touches something on the subject of the relationship people have with what they eat, so I used it as a point of reference while reading for how I wanted to digest the book. Right now, I think it's my favorite thing I've read, but then, I haven't read much.
I'll try to finish キノの旅's first volume this week. It adopts a very simple and easy to understand style of writing, which has made for a nice break from being shelled with rare food and ingredients vocab.


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What level of Japanese reading would you place yourself at?
That book sounds interesting but probably way above my reading skills


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People often talk about how the Yume Nikki manga was horrible but no one seems to talk about the light novel. Is it any good?
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>Yeah I love this manga!
>Crazy that haters refuse to recognize it's obvious brilliance!
Lazies troll I've read in weeks.


Can anybody give a PDF file of this book.


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>Poniko is the main protagonist of the novel adaptation of Yume Nikki. At first, she acts solely as the narrator to Madotsuki's progress through the dream world, but soon after she meets up with her, the focus shifts to her quest to discover the reason behind her presence in Madotsuki's dream, as well as how to escape it and to help Madotsuki get over whatever trauma is causing those dreams.

>However, it is revealed later on that Madotsuki isn't the dreamer, but just another dream character in Poniko's own dreams. She takes the central stage in her dreams as she is Poniko's shadow, but the only true being is Poniko. Specifically, Madotsuki is the representation of Poniko's expected child. The true nature of the real world is never seen, but it is implied that Poniko's worry over her child's safety created the dream world she is trapped in.



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Untranslated version? I do wonder how much of the criticism in this thread is merely as a result of a poor translation or not…


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Real quick, I'm a schizophrenic NEET on disability but because Murica I do not make enough to live off of on my own. I've always had to take roommates to share the rent with, and because most people don't do that for free, it's usually a romantic partner I move in with. Because I'm vulnerable and stupid, I end up falling for a person who hurts me, or even starts beating me and insulting me just to put me down. So I run away. I call a friend somewhere else in the States who can move me somewhere else, and then it starts again. I meet a person, they hurt me, I leave.

You get the point, basically. Medicaid is state based, so when you move elsewhere, you need to reapply for that state's version of Medicaid. As I've already been to half the states in the country, and already moved twice this year, it's been very hard to keep my medical benefits steady (they can take up to 100 days to approve an applicant after the forms are filled out or, if you have SSI, respond to a change of address.)

I can't get my meds so it's harder and harder to go outside, I can barely get food, and might be moving again in another few months too.

My family says they're willing to house and feed me and take care of the cost of my medicine, but the only stipulation is that I cannot bring anyone home with me. THe problem with this is that I'm extremely codependent, too broken to live for my own sake, so I need someone to lean on and be my purpose. But after 6 or 7 consecutive relationships that turned abusive, I'm really just thinking there isn't much hope for me living comfortably, or doing anything other than struggling like an animal every day to survive.

Are there any other diagnosed schizophrenics here whose conditions are severely disabling? If so, I'd love to know how you're all getting by, because I'm having a really tough time out here. (pic unrelated, just a drawing I did when I moved here)
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I already conceded and am going to move back in with them even though I'll be alone. It's unfortunate, and my relationship with my partner is unlikely to last, but I won't be any good to her or anyone else dead.

I would post more but I think it's prohibited to dump art here for no reason. Glad you like it, anyway. If you want to see more, I'm on Twitter as @wanderersn3xus, and on Tumblr as @alver0sa


It's not prohibited to dump art here "for no reason", but if you want to start a thread exclusively dedicated to art, feel free to make one on >>>/o/


I feel like it may do well on the creepycute board, but I'm unsure about the rules there pertaining to posting your own work. I don't want to get banned for shameless self-advertising or anything like that, lol.


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Surely you're not here to be told the obvious, but genuinely: go into this with an open mind. None of us here know your family or your relationship with them, and I won't assume it's good just because they've offered to support you for now - God knows I've known people with a shitty family life that still feeds them and puts a roof over their heads - but it never hurts to try it. If you can have a talk with them, or try to involve them in your long-term treatment and coping with your disorders, you might get a little time to stabilise your life.

Try and get your meds as soon as you can, and determine what's most pressing to work on: your unstable lifestyle, your abusive relationship issues, or those dependency issues. I'd hope more schizophrenics will post soon, as again, I can only really relate to your dependency problems, and mental disorders more generally. But if you ever need to reach out in a low-risk way, this board is a good place to do it sometimes. Just be careful with what personal accounts you advertise on any imageboard.

I personally wouldn't worry about getting b& for posting original content with your posts, >>>/cc/ included. You can always try to summon Sei and see what they think.


There's no rule against posting your own content. I suggested >>>/o/ because that's where "art" generally goes (even the creepy or "unnerving" pictures), but feel free to use >>>/cc/ instead if you think it's more fitting. Both boards deserve more love and activity.

Also, sorry if I didn't comment anything in particular regarding your situation, but I agree with the other anons, and I don't have much to contribute myself, sadly. I sincerely hope things get better for you soon.


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Does anyone recognize this image? It's from a game I played around 2019 and I don't remember the name very well, it's very similar to Yume Nikki. Any ideas? (I know that the game comes from a game jam held in 2018, but unfortunately I haven't found specific information such as the full title)


I'm not trying to be a dick, but the name is right here in the very image you posted. I searched it up and found a wayback machine capture of the forum where it was originally posted, but the download URL linked there is dead. It was created by a user called "P. Yoshi."
Thread of origin: http://www.supershigi.com/forums/index.php?topic=1459.0
Dead download link: http://www.mediafire.com/file/u2v5sluj9tcqg19/
Maybe you can find it using this info.


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listening to time by pink floyd good night anons, i wish a very very nice night and sweet dreams
draw made it by me: PURRanon
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Self portrait. What do you think?


cute :3


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decided to do this to refresh my brain while i was drawing smth else. love drawing


Cute drawings.


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Post em'
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End of the year approaching…


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I'm seriously confused right now. I'm sure I uploaded a bunch of the banners displayed on that video, which were submitted somewhen back in… 2014? Maybe 2015. And although I wasn't here until 2011, I'm /fairly/ sure we didn't have oekaki until a few years later?
If this video is not real, congratulations you just gaslighted me.


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It's back, but this time on /ot/ instead of /hikki/. I don't really know why it was on /hikki/ in the first place. Please welcome our new, site-wide Chats & Communities Thread.

Do you have a neat web community or chat group you'd like to invite people to? Maybe want to drop your messaging handle and strike up some conversations? Do it here. Ads are not allowed elsewhere on the site.

One post per service please! Duplicate ads may be deleted. This especially includes discord links. To make a permanent discord link, click on instant invite, go to advanced settings, and change the expire time to never.

If your discord link expires, your post will be deleted.

Posts to this thread do not appear in recent posts on the front page.
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I thought it would be interesting to open a Yume Nikki-themed Drawthread here. Please reply to this post with your requests or drawings, fangames are allowed and references are appreciated.
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id f**k big police sister monoe



please draw madotsuki either with an air gear effect or a kamen rider (the 1971 design) effect

thank you love you bye


I'd like to see Madot raving with the Aztec Rave Monkey.


I'd like to see monoko wearing a Rotten(dot)com t-shirt and gesture middle finger with all her hands please


Anon pls never leave us.


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Black to play
D Malla vs W Kobese
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Black to play
N Illijin vs M Cebalo


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White to play
K Shanava vs I Cheparinov


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Black to play
A Murillo vs Iturrizaga Bonelli


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White to play
G Schwartzman vs H A Gretarsson


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White to play
F Bohatirchuk vs N Kopaev


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Today I was ordering a wig for cosplay, and mom ended up picking out a wig for herself because the "thought it would be fun to wear it out sometimes". It was just a simple brown bob-style wig, but I think mom might be a closet cosplayer.

So, do any of you guys have any experiences to share of sharing anime with your parents or other family members? do hey like it at all or is it more "you watching yer chinese girl cartoons again son?"
I've shown my mom every miyazaki movie and lots of other anime films, she's a pretty big fan. On the other hand, my dad is all "miyazaki? I thought we bombed that place"
My one older brother used to be a DBZ fan, now the only anime he can stomach is Akira.
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ok bd


Sadly none of my parents really care much for anime, except for maybe my mum since she watched lupin the third when she was younger.
My sister was really into shoujo yaoi animes though like Free! around the period it came out, and my cousin supposedly knows Japanese, though there's yet to be anyone else in the family to confirm this lol


Post granddaughter


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Most of my family are pretty ok with my interests, though no one else in the family is much of a nerd save my cousins in Canada. I did however wrangle my sister into being a weeb. She’s watched seven deadly sins, Jojo, sailor moon, she’s got a small figure collection like I have and her room is way more organised with merch then mine is lmao.

I tell my dad the most abt my nerd shit though, divorced family so whenever I was in his car on my way to his id tell him about what new thing I like and what he’s spending his paycheck on for the next month. He listens and sometimes bursts out laughing at the absurdity but in a way that appreciates the mad shit he’s hearing. Heard him say ‘The Japanese are mad, aren’t they? I love it’
Pub nights with my dad are always fun because of that


Cute, how is she now.


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just figured out I suffer from this shit, and it really explains a lot of the shit I went through and the hellish state is trapped in now. so I was wondering if any of you anons are suffering from the same shit?

but before it's asked no schizoid personality disorder is not related to schizophrenia.
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I've read quite a lot of bores so yours can't be drudging as I'm interested in what you have to say and also because if I might have it. I have the "symptoms" to a T and don't think anything's necessarily wrong with me for having them but am still amicable towards the act of befriending and used to be a talkative person who cracked jokes (not that I was sunshine), though looking back at when I was homeschooled I would've been comfortable not saying anything to anyone and that I didn't want to be lonely hence why I forced myself to talk but that could just be me ignoring my gut to stop seeking others' approval. A lot of my morality may just come off as having it as well, and I don't know what came first and if it came subconsciously. I deduced I could be a sperg, negative schizo, depressed, a mere moody sycophant, etc. so I'd like to hear how you feel. The company I keep could've also made me one manually so maybe I was nurtured into it and therefore not really have it, or I surrounded myself with such people in the first place because our frequencies blended better. I'm playing up the disorder like it's supposed to fit into this box and personality that normal people who don't understand view it as which is obnoxious and insufferable but for the sake of covering all angles and its guidelines I muse. I know this post is garbage because I've recently been mindfucked. I want to know for myself if I have it because I am only a human and therefore can be quantified and understood better, not because I want a label.


"schizoid personality disorder" doesn't cause anything, it is a description of symptoms. Compared to real disorders, having the symptom itself is the disorder regardless of underlying causes.

>It's demonstrably made my life harder in the past to the point I can't in good conscience call it a bogus diagnosis

This is entirely wrong and the main reason why I don't like "schizoid personality disorder". It has not made your life harder. What has made your life harder was your inability to connect with people, your fear of intimacy, and your destructive personality. You do not have schizoid personality disorder any more than stacy has whoreish slut disorder. If there is a biological difference in people with spd, then there is a biological difference in everybody with a unique personality.


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I'm curious what you were going to say about nature v. nurture so I could have a focused base to my experiences and thoughts on the logic and nature of it. If it's something that can develop from circumstance can it also regress with time and effort, how much of it converges with the post-war isolation and mental sickness of our age, it only has a low diagnosis rate because few people care to get it confirmed by psychologists and are unbothered by it so how many "schizoids" exist, it's oddly widespread for a mental disorder or much of humanity simply has become more jaded and withdrawn. None of the symptoms stuck out to me as illogical to get induced to or something that can't be inherited nor comes off as anything more than a state of mind.

When I read about it for the first time it seemed like a maladaptive introverted personality that underwent childhood transgression/trauma, similar to how the earlier post asked how this is considered a disorder. So I wonder what the logic and feelings were when you just felt like not socializing anymore and getting depressed, and what the reply to that post said about similarities in it despite different upbringings and experiences. And if I do have it and relate to what you went through it'd explain things I didn't even realize about my behavior and choices towards socializing. Excuse me if my two previous posts were rushed and ingenuine, and put you off from carrying the conversation, I'm really trying and I am interested. I also got diagnosed with ADHD and OCD as a child if that helps.

Also to expound, I believe personality disorders can be caused by abnormal wiring in the brain and that you could be born with it but it will manifest later in life, like how some schizos only begin to develop symptoms in the 20s and 30s despite having a normal upbringing.


7546 isn't me either.


To sum up why I feel this specific set of personality traits was from nature rather from nurture in my case:
First, I'm an extremely close match to the ones described in the DSM and ICD, with no factors missing or mismatching in those two. It just seems a lot more likely to me that such a close fit would happen if the cause were physical rather than environmental. The idea being that the environment is more variable, malleable and unlikely to give consistent results.

The fact that this well-delineated grouping of 'symptoms' reoccurs enough for it to become a diagnosis is a strong indication to me that it's something physical. I have some background in biology, and when studying genetic disorders this kind of pattern shows over and over: some single translation protein gets fucked up somewhere, the signal it was supposed to send is lost and it all cascades through the signaling pathway to produce an array of seemingly unrelated symptoms that nonetheless have a single discrete (or close to it) physical cause. My thinking is that it just happens that in this case the symptoms all happen inside the brain and are a little fuzzier and more well-hidden than something like, say, epilepsy.

Second, I was an extremely normal boy in a normal upbringing before the (rather pronounced) onset of it around age 11-13. I had no trauma, I had nothing bad happen to me, no accidents, nothing. It just happened by itself with no apparent prompting. It has also not once wavered and my preferences haven't given any sign of shifting in the near 20 years since.

Again, this is just my perspective and I have no hard evidence. I'm also not denying that in other people's cases the environment may have a greater impact: human beings aren't isolated systems, and it's not predictable how some trauma or how you were raised will interact with a developing physical brain chemistry disorder: things are rarely as clear cut as my case apparently is when it comes to mental development and issues.
Even if I'm right and it is actually a physical 'disorder' in the way I'm thinking, I have to imagine it would also fully possible to arrive at the same or very similar 'symptoms' through a separate path even if you don't have it.

>when you just felt like not socializing anymore and getting depressed

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Draw something and put in into the real world, on a wall or otherwise. You can use the perspective tool in GIMP and probably other programs. Actual IRL graffiti is also welcome!
Thread inspired by: https://www.google.com/maps/@51.4752067,-2.5611005,3a,15y,142.46h,88.31t/data=!3m6!1e1!3m4!1s8Tvda0NrE_EhwmIwHRMjVw!2e0!7i16384!8i8192
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Looks awesome, I bet I'd jump passing it at night. Can you post the original background image? I'm interested which parts are your edits.





Where's this from? :o


The girl is a character from my friend abandoned game lmao.
The only edited part is the girl.


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Is it getting better?
Maybe but never stop trying.


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Are you an anon that can take it easy?


I love you. I wish you were my daughter.


I'm easy like sunday morning…


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Anon hasn’t had a feeling in years


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Suduaya - Nomad and more psytrance
Schopenhauer's On Women
Lasagna. Mmmm!
Lemonade. Yum.
Jordana James
Persistently: Sad, tired, fed up, full of rage, and nostalgic
Feeling as if I'll never recover from my mistakes and failures of the past
Down because I can't forget them either, and I'm unwilling to try anything that might help me to forget
Transiently: Mixed
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Caveman2Cosmos, again, as it's a game that takes a long time to finish. So far, I've been playing as the Germans (modified to be my own speshul snowflaek faction). I'd been struggling with getting mounted units, although that's been rectified with elephants and llamas, so now I've got myself an army of llama riders and elephant mahouts.
Jagged Alliance 2. I like it so far, although I'm not a big fan of how sluggish the combat feels. It's probably intentional, but compared to similar games like Fallout and Arcanum, it's a lot slower.
The Blues Brothers, baby!
The usual techdeath
Guitar book, still practicing the chords and such.
Burgers and fries
A lot of booze
To my snek tulpa waifu, of course!
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>mahjong soul
>house of the dragon
>hot cocoa
>pov anal porn
>tfw no gf


Lazy weekend..

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