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Always my friend c:

Yep.

kinda here, kinda not here.
i guess im too reluctant to let go of this site.

>>9807
I'm not here.

>>9807
I still check in weekly

>PLAYAN
Duke Nukem 3D, The Last of Us, Project DIVA F

>WATCHAN
nothing

>LISTENAN
Vocaloid, lots and lots of Kagamine Rin :)

>READAN
nothing

>EATAN
ice cream

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>PLAYAN
TIS-100

>WATCHAN
Steven universe. Yes its westernshit for kids, the characterisation in the first season is great and it can be pretty funny, fuck off.

>READAN
Slowly making my way through essays from the ccru

>EATAN
I roasted some peanuts, mixed in melted chocolate and put them in the freezer for a while, they all stuck together so I stabbed it into chunks. It's easy and good.

>DRINKAN
Oolong

>>22798
Danke

i saw that stealth edit you did there

what was up with the latest star drama? all i know is he broke up with starman and dotesmite made a now deleted video about it.

>>7119
hi plunder

i dont think someone being a neet is something i really care to watch. i have no issues with watching videos of people who do all kinds of work, in the same way i have no issues about watching nature documentaries. unless the speaker is speaking about a subject im interested in, i have no reason to watch

not to mention, its actually a lot of work, effort and stress to make videos. you have to deal with comments, people harassing you and criticizing you if you deal with controversial subjects. editing, video planning, appealing to meta strategies, etc. its actually hard work being a good content creator

>>7319
You Wish.

Nevermind.
It's on the Internet Archive.

https://archive.org/details/endlesscrimesofthefuture

I've found some things related to Goodbye Solid Ground.

First, these videos:
https://web.archive.org/web/20140218081228/https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xwh47BacrbI

https://web.archive.org/web/20140223220616/https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GHl5D4Szfjk

https://web.archive.org/web/20150207015559/https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vxIhKloz7cQ

Second, these frames from the game: https://herrkaschke.tumblr.com/post/78538077968/cats-in-space-goodbye-solid-ground-via

Third, that one person who played it back in 2014:
https://www.twitter.com/AlanZucconi/status/1152273667444891648

https://www.twitter.com/AlanZucconi/status/1344266366967275527

There was an another game known as Days of The Electric Sky.

I don't know if this has been released either.

By the way, you're missing Bad Climbing: https://strangethink.itch.io/bad-climbing

Nevermind again.
I think Bad Climbing was a browser-only game.

this game has always sucked shit

>>6200

Because it's their hobby? I myself like to translate a game and play it after that, because it feels really great when you make a thorough localization to your native language, and are able to experience it all again, but this time with 100% intuitively understanding everything in it. tl;dr I do this solely for my own comfort, nothing more.

But yeah, I also don't understand how can people translate games they don't feel anything to, or didn't even play them before.

Uboa seems like has a lot of people that are translating games, and also a lot of rpgmaker fans, then why the board has a section for scanlations, but doesn't have a section for games translations? Wouldn't it be convenient both for rpgmaker players to look for updates there, and for translators to upload and promote their projects instead of dropping them into threads, where they most likely will stay forgotten for years?

(I'm a newfag, so maybe such a section/board exists, and I'm just isn't aware of it).

Segawa, the developer of END ROLL, has released a new game titled "Tower of Hanoi." It can be downloaded here: https://www.freem.ne.jp/win/game/24302
I tried to capture it with the wayback machine to have a mirror (repackaged with winrar to reduce file size): https://web.archive.org/web/20211201155402/https://litter.catbox.moe/8z0bll.rar

The dev experienced a full-on autistic meltdown and requested that this and her future games not be translated because, wait for it, she is butthurt because (according to her) English speaking fans use her game characters as profile pics and repost the art that she, as an artist, posted on the internet. I mean, imagine people liking your works, isn't that preposterous.

>Vgperson's commentary: "Segawa has requested that English translations of her games (TOWER of HANOI and onward) no longer be made. Though she understands it's ultimately a small minority, the frequent reposting of her art and the like by English users upsets her whenever she sees it, impeding her ability to create and forcing the difficult decision to forbid translations."

Is anyone planning to translate this game?

I know this is basically dead but if anyone returns to this project please i beg you work on “Rumors of Mr. kitchen knife”

>>6446
Yikes, that's nscripter. I'll see if I can find the tools for it again, but it gave me a lot of problems in the past.

>>22192
Tomboy

Catwoman

I wanna got to EVO2022 in Las Vegas

End of summer approaching fast

I created this thread almost 5 years ago. Time sure flies.

Lately, I don't come to ubuu all that often, but it's still a place full of fond memories. I used to think about other people from here occasionally, even those who have left the site long ago. I had very meaningful discussions with many individuals, shared the things I found interesting, or simply complained about life and all of that. Sometimes I wonder if some people even remember me at all. Not literally me, of course; but what I have said on this place, the projection of me in their heads when we talked.

I'm incredibly depressed. Although I'm in college working towards a title, all the progress I made in this time feels like a lie. Like I have been only lying to myself. And although I feel there is no point in any of my actions, the mere force of habit drives me forward. Where to? I wish I knew.

It's not that I don't "see" my progress; I've accomplished many small victories over the last couple of years, things that made me feel like I would finally head somewhere that wasn't a dark pit where I only rot and die. But even so, I still feel alienated from my surroundings. I still don't really connect with people. And above anything else, I can't even connect with myself anymore.

In the past, a book was all I needed to feel at home, in any place. Of course, I also enjoy watching movies and playing games. But, as long as I was able to read, I felt like it didn't matter what happened to me, or where I was, or even if I couldn't connect with other people. But now? I don't even feel myself there anymore. There's a void that I just can't fill, no matter how hard I try, no matter how much it hurts.

I just wish I could turn my emotions off, go somewhere far away, in the middle of the mountains, and just watch the sun fall. I just want to feel the winds that once moved my soul again. I just want, for a last time, to remember the warmth of looking forward to things, finding them exciting, and going to sleep without hoping I never open my eyes again.

Hi :)
NEET for 10+ here with some time between.
Haven't posted on this board for a few years now… like 6 ?
Wasn't it called something different back then? nvm

I did self harm in my early 20s and still have some scaring on my belly. The sad thruth is that you won't ever get rid of it so you need to include it . Going for a swim is hard and I still try to avoid it wherever I can.
That said if your scars are not on your arms and legs a public display can at least be avoided most of the time.
For me those marks slowly reverted into the background of my daily life. But sometimes they are a reminder how I was back then.
Sometimes I even want to be that person. It is weird but most likely I am just envious of that youthful guy that was so full of life that this yearning was enough to leave these marks on my body. Even though I romanticize that time. . .

The reason I even answer is the second to last sentence of your second post. I resonate with that feeling and action… But mutilation was the wrong approach even if it was impulsive. IT was the only way I could feel anything at this point of my life. Really it is the perception of being worth nothing that leads to this behavior.
You just do it without thinking.

I hope you are at least out of this hole. Rest assured that most of you self worth issues are not your fault but the way we live. People don't know and don't want to know and this can have a result in many ways. One of them is self harm. If you want to have some way of control you need to blend in at some point.
It is a constant struggle and sucks but it needs to be done to survive.
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I have cut my thighs in the past with a razor blade. Recently I have preferred to burn myself with matches, I like that a lot better. It just gives me a rush and I feel a little better, it is a slight compulsion.

>>7307
Thanks for the reply lain. Yeah… if mine haven't faded by now they're probably here for life like you say. I don't care much about strangers seeing them, but around my family I'm always paranoid that my clothes will come up and they'll see and put me in therapy or something. I have nostalgia for times in the past where I know I was just as miserable too. It's weird. Everyone wants to switch their struggles with someone else's, but doing that to myself makes me feel like a goldfish. I'd write a note to my future self, but I'm hoping I won't be in a position to need it by then.

The thing causing it for me isn't so much self worth as despair for the state of my life/future/world/reality. Self worth is mixed in there but it's not a big part. I'm not quite out of the hole yet… and honestly I don't know how I could be, because most of my despair feels completely justified and reasonable. My way of seeing is always developing though, maybe there's something new in the distance that puts all of this in a different light.

>If you want to have some way of control you need to blend in at some point
Could you explain this a bit more?

Another cutter fag here, I used to do it to snap out of depression trance, that state where you can't discern your surroundings. I mostly don't care if people see it because I hardly consider most people people, but it makes me self conscious around the relevant people.
Anyone ever tried something to ease the scars? I read about a silicon gel but the thing is expensive.

Never cut myself on purpose but I would punch and kick things as a habit absent mindedly so much that my skin would break on my shins and knuckles. I have also smashed my head repeatedly against walls as well as punching walls in anger really hard most of the work I have done in my life has been hard labor and lots of alchohol abuse so I have been hit in the head by people and objects many times and I know it has affected my brain not so much physical scars(tho I do have them) but the scars on my brain

I just don't want to go back to that lifestyle of working 10 hours and riding on a bus for 2 hours on 4-6 hours of sleep, every single day.

>>7237
I am not sure how are things in your country but in mine a senior office job nets you twice the minimum wage (aka enough for one person to sub exist, not enough for car or house and don't even think about a family). Imagine working for 25 years and your work is worth the same as two 15yo…
>>7324
It reminds of the guy that works as the gatekeeper here in my building. He starts at 07:00 and goes home at 18:00, he just sits in a plastic stool with a mask on his face and watches the sky… No books, no phone, no dogs, no music, no radio… He is fat and balding and must be 40yo. I doubt he makes twice the minimum wage and he doesn't even live in the apartment complex he watches over. I can only guess but the only way someone living like this didn't suicide must be because of their children because his work condition is nothing sort of inhumane.

>>7327
fuck that sound so depressing. I wouldnt last a Month

>>7327
weird kitty i like him

>>7330

what the kitty ?

>>7325

Can't you just go live in a trailer park in some shitty state where nobody wants to live?

I'm from France so I just dunno how things work in the US, just wondering…

>>7326
Even trailer homes in shitty states cost money, and I really don't have enough. Even if I did, I can't seem to pass the driving test on account of severe social and performance anxiety. Everything in most parts of the U.S., most of all the states no one wants to live in, everything is so spread out that one must own a vehicle even to get to the nearest grocery store.

Kino's Journey. The original.

That or uhhh shit

was there ever a book that was about some dude who lived in a cabin in the woods with someone he loved and wrote?

Doubt it, sounds uneventful for fiction.

kemono friends

Macross

Capcom

>S.T.A.L.K.E.R.
Pocket of apocalypse I can leave any time, life is nothing but camping and shooting guns.
>Spice and Wolf
I love the beauty it portrays in its world and "pagan" creatures still walk among man.

Okay October?
The Tenth month is here!

Cold November Rain…

AUGUST RAINS
2022-08

Rule the air over land and sea this AUGUST

8/8

>>15436
What if I like that sort of thing? You also forgot all the Chinese and Japanese fan games that look like they were made by children yet contain creepy stuff. And the music is even worse. Like they all use the same sound font and its so discordant. I love that shit.
Honestly being elitist about fucking yume nikki fangames is so dumb lol Lots of people make these for fun or to express themselves not to impress some autist online. Literally no one cares about your opinion LOL

>>15438
Absolutely Agree, unrestrained stream-of-conscious is a stable of Yume Nikki

>>15436
Totally clueless post given how the original YN looked. Not bad, but certainly anything but messy.

>>15439
You get it.

>>15440
>you get it
<3