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>>8912
TOWEL EFFECT'S BACK ^^

>>5835

Fucking this.

>>5835
Attention. They're craving for attention, and they try to appeal others by doing this.

>>5835
Agreed. Some Hikki bloggers make content with creative tools or do cooking videos, but just filming yourself rambling on about your ebil parents or discord clique drama is a total tube clogger

>>5757

This is his only good video.

https://youtu.be/H4cpUrR5EAM

Just walking around a domestic abuse shelter rambling about his ex with some cool cinematography and emotional rants to boot. /feels/

>>5877
fuck off u/Mario_Zimbabwe

>>2599
Every once in a while, I dream of a few tannish-colored towers in an empty landscape. That's it. Never been able to take control while in that dream.

>>2599

I still have recurring dreams about high school.The most common type of it that i'm walking down the hallway all alone then suddenly a car appears driving towards me.

I had tornado dreams as a little kid but then that shifted to fucking nuclear holocaust dreams where I always have to hide in my basement and pray that the shallow room will offer me some protection from the blast and radiation.

I've so many nightmares and wetdreams.

I've a lot of dreams about being spanked and executed and other horrific things.. Once I was stuck in a wall as girls set my ass on fire.

Once I was at a carnival I was twelve. My family was on the merry go round, when my younger sister told me to share my cotton candy and I said no so she shouted "mawwm!" My mom yanked me from the bright yellow toy boat and sat in it sideways. The seat was low to the ground so her knees were a bit higher than her hips. She flipped me down over her lap and spanked me in front of everyone, my belly on her lap and my whole body horizontally dancing as everyone cheers me being spanked. After a few rotations, she flipped me face up and yanked my feet in the air, then pulled all my bottoms off and I instantly screamed in fear and covered my part, and she held my feet in the air and waited unil we rotated near a trashcan, she ttossed my bundled up clothes at it then continued spanking me. She spanked me like that for a few minutes, then turned me back around but differently, so I was face down again but facing her other side, and she kept spanking me like that for the rest of the ride. My sisters laughed and made gestures and jokes, but the worst was when my sisters started chanting something along the ride's melody.
Ever since that, whenever they heard that music, they chanted it and sometimes played it just to sing to it at random. They basically made it a tradition to punish me at festivals.

>>13644
That's not a code in the subtitles, it's a YouTube video ID. If you put it into a proper URL you get this https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lGDfcaqZos4

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xmJFG6AtEAk

So we have another song in the works

>>14372
I missed this, did anyone manage to download it?

>>14375
It was just a youtube premiere notification set for the 11th of November, not the actual song itself.

>>5763
t. 14 year old

>>5764

I wish I was. But doesn't really matter, does it?

OP is desperate to make friends. In this state, OP will most likely attract only the shittiest kind of people, and end up even more hurt.

But, of course, one is not obliged to listen to such a negative person as myself…

I have started to feel the same for a while now. Having a couple or so family members to hang out with alleviates the feeling somewhat, but when I see people talking about hanging out with IRL friends, hearing about someone playing video games with online friends, whenever I have an ache to talk to another person about a particular interest or, as you said, seeing people tagging one another in memes over Twitter, it can be fairly crushing. I haven't got a clue as to how anyone even forms a connection in an online community. I've tried a few times, but nothing comes from it. Nothing like those stories you hear about how someone played World of Warcraft one day and started teaming up with some random who eventually goes on to become a long-time friend or even a spouse.

But I, too, know that I don't deserve it. I make no efforts to make a friend, online or offline. I am lazy and socially anxious, meaning I can never keep up the act of being a friend. I have no job and therefore no income to help fund a hobby that'll let me get anywhere close to an existing social circle. As for conversations, I have little to say because I have few experiences or I have nothing of interest or worth to contribute. The best friendships I've had were in dreams, and even those are rare.

I'm close to giving up, resigned to a life alone by my own doing and I know it'll be all my fault.

i've stopped talking to all my friends (it's been more than 3-4 years) all thanks to my mental illness and no one, not even a single one of them, reached out to me and asked me if i'm ok.

maybe i was with the wrong people at the wrong time, but it still hurts so much and i believe that being alone will always be way better than befriending scummy people who will only exploit you for their personal needs and wants.

but all of that still makes me wish the same thing as you do OP. i just want a friend who'll understand me.

>>5756
I feel you.
Whenever i'm in class or any sort of social situation, it feels like i'm missing something, a fundamental quality of a person that allows them to socialize, connect to others and make friends, that even the dumbest guy has.
I feel deeply inept, inadequate for not having it, as if i was born with a disability that put me a level below everyone else.
It feels unfair, why did -i- have to be the weirdo, why couldn't i be like everyone else, connecting, having fun and loving, all thanks to being born with the basic ability of talking to other people properly.
This year i've tried, i read a book about it, i went to parties, i tried starting conversations with my classmates, i joined a discord server. All met with failure.
The worst part is that i had a friend once, we played together since kindergarden, we had common interest, we went to each other's house every week to talk and play videogames but he naturally grew uninterest in continuing the friendship. He just started interacting less and less with me over time, until all my messages where either not answered at all or met with dry responses.
What an asshole, if you don't want to be friends with someone just fucking say it, you coward.
It felt pathetic, so i stopped interacting with him too.
Jesus, we were typical childhood friends, am i such boring and shitty person that even he forgot that i exist, someone who's been in his life since we were 4? Am i that bad at making connections that i failed in making a long lasting one after so many years?
I really wish i had never met him, it's very cruel to let someome taste something good for once and then taking it away forever, just so they know what it feels like, just so they yearn for it that much harder.
Maybe that's just me, maybe i was truly born like this, maybe i really was born without legs, but i'm probably just trying to justify my own worthlessness.

>>1675
Enjoyed the crossfade. I'll be nabbing the album when it drop for sure.

>>1686
Glad you liked it!

We just dropped a 4 track preview album yesterday. The full thing should be out in the very near future.
https://soundcloud.com/user-360974259/sets/dream-satelite-preview

There's gonna be a nice youtube video for the preview as well.

Both the preview and crossfade sound great! Can't wait for the full release.

Does anyone remember a game that was posted here years ago?
Was around 2012-14 and was very similar to LSD. Exe file.
You could walk around in different 3d rooms with different textures and there was a single NPC to take you between rooms randomly. One room had bright rainbow textures, another one with @'s (if i remember right) and another was dark and edgy. I don't remember many other rooms though.
Game was in Japanese, I remember this because the files upon unzipping were that Unicode garble.
You could also open the game files and switch textures around which was pretty neat. It seemed like a very unfinished game.
Anyone from those years still remember or have a download?

Oh wow, its actually happening! Sadly I can't help with translation, but I'll be more than happy to lend a hand any way I can.

Making a discord server or IRC channel might be a good way to stay in contact as well.

>>5449
for now I joined the discord server in >>5448

>>5449
You can help by proofreading or helping to tune the translations. Believe me, sometimes, when we are trying to translate things, we tend to go a little too literal (because we're trying to bend the target language so it approaches the original text), even though there may be more natural ways of sayings something in the target language. Having someone pointing things out and criticizing the translation makes a much better product after a few iterations.
Plus, the more people that test the game before release, the better things turn out since we're able to fish bugs out and make sure everything works as intended.


>>5450
I made a separate channel for towelket in that discord channel in order to dump assets/files and another for discussion (if anyone else wants to join). I'm kinda busy with mock exams next week so it's pretty much bare bones at this point (and dead, since I'm stalling on mango releases too), however once I'm free again I'm going to commit to helping with the translation and technical details of the patch.

>>5451
awesome.
I decided to upload my files up to this point, the link is in the discord channel towelket-dump.
107 out of 419 events are translated now and in need of checking. Judging from the file sizes, about 33% of all events are covered. More details in the readme.

>>5445
>on the technical side, it bothers me that I can't find the string for "enemy defeated", as you see it's still in Japanese. Do I need to install RPGmaker for this?
I managed to fix this by doing exactly that, getting old RPG maker 2000 and changing the vocabulary in the program. RPGMakerTrans was too dumb for that.

>>5190
I don't think I'll be able to get Erinyes to work.
黒塗童話0.9 works great so far.
Thanks!

Not sure why I can't get Erinyes to work. Also, anyone have Ib: Hardcore Edition, or all the games by nekomarieru? I can't seem to find them anymore.

I remember a game IV Fighter I think. It was about a girl in a hospital being attacked by syringes and stuff. Wish I could find it again.

>>5306
file/d/1RHDvI8RthElngagvwu-GXUN69-oHsUBO/view

Those garbled names on your screenshot are supposed to be in Japanese. I'm using stuff like Applocale for this, and don't launch it with that EasyRPG thing. Are you playing on Windows?

bump nigga
(she's cute but some people think she's creepy so whatever)

>>263
Is that Shokotan?

These are good ideas, I'd suggest against trying to write an actual plot into the game.
As for a map, maybe you could include one that is drawn AS you explore the land instead of having it complete right from the start, perhaps allowing the player to mark points of interest as they please.

>>5849
cute Haibane

>>5791
but all of those things are fucking awesome anon, those are the things that make life worth living, the things that make it so great to be a NEET

>>4508
this was my fucking jam when i was akid

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jqwVDRXNno8

i sit and stare at my steam library looking for a game to distract myself with until im tired enough to go to bed
then i sit and play on my phone for a few hours instead of trying to sleep

I met my girlfriend around 3 months ago, and I had the best time of my life by far with her. I never expected I could love someone as much as I love her, it's crazy when I think about it, it's like I found a completely hidden part of 'life'.

Recently things are quite hard for us, she's facing a ton of life-changing problems/situations, and even trying my best to support her, it feels like I either make no impact at all or make things worse and just become another burden for her. This feeling is truly crushing, she says she always tells me what she needs, and when I do it, it's like I either did it wrong, or completely missed the point and did the opposite. I'm as inexperienced as they come, and this is my first relationship, but I'm completely torn if I'm just some absolutely smooth-brained retard or people become a million times more complicated to deal with when they are facing some serious problems. It really breaks me.

It gets me seriously depressed when I feel like I screwed up something or when I didn't do the right thing at the time, even when trying my absolute hardest and already having something similar happening in the past wich I could learn from, but having my choice still being the worst possible.

Second time ever and first time in over 5 years I've seriously considered suicide, I can't sleep more than 4 hours at night no matter what method I try, and university stuff just makes things harder.

Given most of this negativity is related to our relationship, I try to talk things out with her as much as possible so I can stop screwing up and help her, wich makes me feel great when I manage.

When talking is not an option, I just feel like doing absolutely nothing. I lay on bed looking at the ceiling, try to sleep, turn on the pc and then off after 15 minutes or so because I can't force myself to do anything at all, can't play, can't watch anime, can't read manga, can't study or do projects, can't eat…

When the depression is lower like now, I can do more of this stuff, so now I'm venting on ubuu while listening to Starset, waiting the time to pass so I can go to class and just accept the day as over.