>>8761To be honest, I stopped caring about people and relationships or women since I locked myself away from the world. It's very lonely, but sometimes it's peaceful, dealing with people is always a lot of work, you fight for them, you do everything for someone, and in the end it ends like all things, and you still end up hurt and all the memories they become painful and all the work you did for them was in vain.
Thinking like this is extremely pessimistic and lonely, but it is a way for you to never get hurt again and perhaps, with great luck, be "happy".