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Koog 09/30/24 (Mon) 22:34:00 No.8581 [Reply]

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=J4vOlHAvqNc

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Anonymous 08/04/24 (Sun) 16:36:42 No.8343 [Reply]

Theres genuinely something wrong with me being uncomfortable hanging out in group of people I know and being with people irl itself. There only one person that the only close friend irl I could go out with and others are that friend's friends. They're good and cool with me, but mostly times I used to hangout with that only friend and I was pretty satisfied with that. There always feeling of being left out while hanging with group, all of them talking to eachother well without my speak because mostly they talk about things they equally have interests in, except me, their conversation is filled with well social skills since all are extraverts with no problem in socialising. Only way I used to be while im around them it's looking at phone and be like background character. I could just not go out with them but being home is worse since I still live with parents. It always been like that from my childhood and recently I've been diagnosed with autism and confirmed to have lack of sociability so im scared of becoming mature knowing well that when I'll get my own place I'll shut myself in and it's possible that I can lose my only irl friend that have plans on moving to other country and only conversation with people I could have only online. Im such a retard buh.

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Anonymous 08/11/24 (Sun) 12:24:30 No.8368

>>8364
autists do you thinkan retard is a slur

Anonymous 09/17/24 (Tue) 00:18:20 No.8536

>>8363
This is actually pretty good advice. I've been trying to get myself out there more by going to shows that my fave bands are playing in, and I recently went to a convention for the first time, but it's really scary putting myself out there.

I often drink at those events and try to spark conversation with a stranger, but I find myself eventually clamming up and walking away, telling myself I'm being annoying or weird when there's any pauses and the like. I don't know.

I'll definitely look at online communities relating to my interests, I somehow didn't really think of that

Anonymous 09/17/24 (Tue) 00:45:34 No.8537

>>8343
I've honestly felt that way myself many times, and I've realized that we all simply have a select niche that we would fit you. I'm sorry your friends don't make the effort to include you, but in my eyes, you shouldn't beat yourself up over it or try to change yourself to fit in with them.

Instead, I feel its more important to accept the person you are, flaws and all, and be confident in that person. Be confident in your interests and hobbies or mannerisms, no matter how "weird" or "niche" you might imagine them to be, and look for like minded people.

Interact with communities of your favorite games or animes, go to conventions and compliment someone's costume and spark up a convo about the series their dressed up as, compliment someone's cool t shirt you recognize, etc. Every little effort counts and builds to a greater whole.

You got this, even if it doesn't seem that way. You'll find the people you want and deserve.

Anonymous 09/19/24 (Thu) 00:22:34 No.8545

I don’t feel comfortable around other humans. I used to have that feeling of being left out, that fear, and so I’d do my best to impress people and I would end up coming off as weird and arrogant. So then I retreated from people. I guess it’s easier to run away from the fear than fight it and overcome it. I went through a 5 year period of shutting myself off from others. It’s been so long I don’t even think I’m capable of making friends. Like whatever hardware is in the brain for socializing has all rusted away now and it’s hopeless.

Now I like being the background character. It does upset me when I think about it, but I don’t think there’s any other way anymore. I wish I could be professionally successful but I don’t feel a need to be connected to other humans anymore.

Anonymous 09/25/24 (Wed) 09:02:03 No.8564

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>>8343
God I feel you OP. I like to think that despite it all, I've done well enough for myself irl wise with masking that even if I drop out of shit, I have irl friends who seem to like me, have had relationships etc, but I cannot shake this feeling of not belonging. I still will feel like an alien, and the loneliness of having achieved a friend group and still feeling like an outcast is unbearable.
Esp on the topic of having one friend that you really connect with but not finding it easy to just hang out with them. I hate feeling like such a jealous piece of shit when I see him hang out with others and not choose me constantly. He's a very friendly and popular person so I just remind myself to have faith in our friendship, but often times I hate having to hang out with him and then others who I don't really find any fulfillment in interacting with.
At some fundamental level there's always a disconnect, and I hate when the seemingly one beam of light is constantly stolen. I really don't want him to hate me though, I hate thoughts like these

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scizoid personality disorder. Anonymous 12/08/21 (Wed) 19:10:09 No.6969 [Reply]

just figured out I suffer from this shit, and it really explains a lot of the shit I went through and the hellish state is trapped in now. so I was wondering if any of you anons are suffering from the same shit?

but before it's asked no schizoid personality disorder is not related to schizophrenia.

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Anonymous 12/18/23 (Mon) 09:03:58 No.7904

>>7903
I think its pretty easy to forget that. I'm not the aforementioned anon, but shit is easy to fall into. when you believe its just better to be accepted your own independence. The crowd is a huge influence.

Shit I feel like half the people I'm close would abandon me if they knew anything about what I feel beyond a surface level

Anonymous 12/18/23 (Mon) 12:29:05 No.7905

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>>7904
Then those people are not worth your time and effort. Unless you have to deal with them, for example parents that let you live with them or co-workers that need to tolerate you somewhat. I do understand what you mean with the crowd, but group pressure, society, or however you want to call it, is always worth questioning. Should you give in or not? Is it necessary for you that they accept you? Do you gain something you need from that? How far do you relent? It may get lonely like that, but in my opinion it is better to be lonely alone than lonely among others that don't really know you.

Anonymous 12/18/23 (Mon) 18:13:13 No.7906

>>7903
That's not the main point I was making. Regardless of if I should forgive myself or not for who I am and accept that there isn't a rulebook to have been properly human, I maybe could understand myself better if I know what SzPD is. Not that I'm privy to explaining away human behavior through quantification and materialism.

Anonymous 09/14/24 (Sat) 19:26:19 No.8527

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This video is interesting: https://youtube.com/watch?v=QjhB33SNJQc

Anonymous 09/23/24 (Mon) 16:31:52 No.8558

I made a forum for schizoids as an experiment, come make some posts if that interests you:
https://schizoid.boards.net

I know about the chats and communities thread but I'd like people in THIS thread to see, and that one's mostly spam containment anyway.

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hanbun 07/26/24 (Fri) 10:28:26 No.8300 [Reply]

do any of you guys clasp your hands together as you fall asleep to pretend someone else is there, holding your hand?
It's the only way I can fall asleep. I have a bunch of plushies I can hold too but even though I love them, holding my own hand is as close as I ever get.

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Anonymous 08/14/24 (Wed) 00:19:18 No.8392

>>8383
body pillow sounds nice… and plush is good.
anybody have any sewing patterns for sabitsuki plush?

Anonymous !mmph/HUJLE 08/14/24 (Wed) 04:50:19 No.8394

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I sleep with this. Feels good.

Anonymous 08/14/24 (Wed) 09:13:03 No.8398

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>>8394
Yumay Neekee

Anonymous 09/14/24 (Sat) 19:25:35 No.8526

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>>8300
i like to pretend I'm dry humping my gf when I miss her
I do it a lot because I miss her a lot

Anonymous 09/15/24 (Sun) 09:31:27 No.8528

>>8526
First post in this thread to actually make me sad

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Anonymous 05/30/24 (Thu) 22:19:40 No.8118 [Reply]

I have nowhere to go, not even on chans or on forums or any online communities I have a place to be. All my life I was left alone, cast out, I must be a glitch in the universe, or just an experiment made by a higher being of sentience. Thinking that the way my life turned out or was since I was born in order to be molded into something else by God is a nice thought but at the end of the day I know it's just cope.

Perhaps instead of grieving over a social existence that never existed I should use my energy to search for the innerworkings of existence. Both physically and digitally. Do you guys think that the Omnissiah exists in some form? Maybe I can find some form of him, if I search hard enough. But I barely have any of the energy I just talked about. Maybe I wasted mine and your time with this post. But ultimately every bad thing I've done wouldn't have happened if I never was.

Even if I do find a real life Adeptus Mechanicus cult, I'm sure even they wouldn't accept me as one of theirs, even though I'm the only human that's aware they're out there somewhere. Despite my grief, and my desires for social cohesion, it's nothing more than a prize on a stick, constantly being dangled in front of me by a laughing omnipotent being.

Anonymous 07/26/24 (Fri) 03:54:47 No.8299

Find Mebious. Look into The Lain. This is the closest you will get, to The Omnissiah. Also read about technomancy.

nama3!i4ggqOCXfI 08/01/24 (Thu) 07:46:33 No.8333

do you play warhammer: darktide?

Anonymous 08/02/24 (Fri) 15:07:10 No.8339

>>8333
No, I don't have money for Darktide. I play DoW games.

Anonymous 08/06/24 (Tue) 03:54:55 No.8351

>>8339
you should save up and get darktide + vermintide.

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Ideas on how to spend my time Anonymous 07/31/24 (Wed) 04:09:56 No.8316 [Reply]

So I was laid off today and received a hefty bonus from my boss in order to avoid a lawsuit. I've worked my ass off since I was 16 so I haven't had this much free time since I was a kid. I thought of playing videogames all day but I do that everyday when I come home already, so what are some good ideas on this? I'm open to most things, but preferably something that's not long-term or doesn't involve buying tools, like learning how to sew or coding

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ㅤ 07/31/24 (Wed) 08:20:32 No.8320

>>8319
Can get simple templates searching on google "origami templates" and going crazy. Paper is a fun material if you know how to use it

!i4ggqOCXfI 07/31/24 (Wed) 08:26:40 No.8321

>>8318
i wish i had the patience for this.

Anonymous 07/31/24 (Wed) 08:41:49 No.8322

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>>8319
I loved origamis when i was a young spring chicken. I have several excellent books on the subject. I can post them in a separate dedicated origami thread if you like

Anonymous 07/31/24 (Wed) 09:16:18 No.8323

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>>8322
I would like that, thanks anon

Anonymous 07/31/24 (Wed) 10:06:38 No.8324

>>8323
posted in /ot/ :>

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I need help/advice Anonymous 07/20/24 (Sat) 13:14:20 No.8250 [Reply]

So I made a cringe video as a joke years ago and it got viral, I get tons of hate because of it. I was never a good social person, I always had trouble getting along with people my age since elementary school. I don't know if I should let the hype for the video die (it's been like 3 years but people repost it) or make a youtube channel to come back at them and make the new video go viral so they forget the older one, I really hate the video it cringes me and I feel uncapable… like I feel the video being viral empowers the people that bullied me. Right now I am a NEET again as I finished doing something, I am unsure if I should get a job now or get a month of vacations… I think being a NEET worses my mental health since I don't get interaction with many people and I spend all the time online.

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Anonymous 07/20/24 (Sat) 21:12:50 No.8255

>>8252
>when did Ubuu start doing that? I never had that issue
Just now actually, yesterday or the day earlier

Anonymous !mmph/HUJLE 07/22/24 (Mon) 13:50:19 No.8267

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>>8252
Had to deal with "automatic-looking" request error for a while now, but the issue has become more severe after software upgrade. And apparently I'm not the only one having it.
>>8254
> they keep re-sharing the video
Soon they'll find something else and eventually forget about whatever you made. Just give it some time.

Anonymous 07/22/24 (Mon) 13:58:27 No.8268

>>8267
>Had to deal with "automatic-looking" request error for a while now, but the issue has become more severe after software upgrade. And apparently I'm not the only one having it.
Are you still getting that error? I was the anon who initially complained about this issue on /test/ but the pop-up messages stopped appearing for me now. Maybe Seisatsu silently fixed it

Anonymous !mmph/HUJLE 07/22/24 (Mon) 14:09:29 No.8269

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>>8268
Still do, but a lot less frequently, and it usually being fixed by disabling my funny userscript before posting.

Maybe Uboachan doesn't like thread auto-update thing the userscript has.

Anonymous 07/23/24 (Tue) 09:30:02 No.8270

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>>8267
thank you for your optimism you sound very wholesome have a nice day fren, would also like to thank the other anons that gave advice.

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Anonymous 04/16/24 (Tue) 10:14:44 No.8066 [Reply]

Does anyone else here have Avoidant Personality Disorder (AvPD)? I was recently diagnosed but I know I've had it for a long time (I've been a hikki/NEET for most of my life, unfortunately.)

idk just screaming into the void for solidarity im tired

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Anonymous 06/30/24 (Sun) 22:52:23 No.8181

>>8177
>oysaumi punpun
By the way, it's oyasumi punpun not oysaumi. Typo s are not good please respect

魔道士!!qTDarLzRZk 07/03/24 (Wed) 13:32:03 No.8190

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Test. Nevermind.

Anonymous 07/03/24 (Wed) 19:25:42 No.8194

Я индеец (бом-бом)

Anonymous 07/03/24 (Wed) 19:57:25 No.8195

Idk what AvPD is exactly but I'm a diagnosed sperg and I just avoid all human contact. Anything that requires interaction with a person like emails or whatever. People stress me out.

Anonymous 07/21/24 (Sun) 13:54:29 No.8264

>>8195
how do you keep a job or anything? i cant even keep a bank account they always call me to bring my ID every 2 years and i hate going outside so they just block it lol. fuck i just want to die

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hi Corpse san 07/10/24 (Wed) 22:49:30 No.8207 [Reply]

uuuuuhhhuuuh. Anyone here love fried by fluoride?..follow my tiwddar acc ghosthikki1164

Anonymous 07/11/24 (Thu) 21:38:00 No.8213

Fuck off

Anonymous 07/11/24 (Thu) 21:42:57 No.8214

>>8213
sorry what i said was mean and i regret it

Anonymous 07/18/24 (Thu) 03:58:00 No.8237

fuck "core"s
I loved animu"core" before it was even a thing. Like the types of anime the animeglitterwebcore scene jocks now were only appreciated by like ten people on this very website, before a few guys from imageboards hopped on twitter and made that alien nine meets selain style/aesthetic popular (i'll never forgive pantsuripper. and fuck u too kev)
if you exclusively use ms paint/oekaki to draw anime girls with oval eyes + spiky long hair smoking weed and sipping monster energy whilst staring at their computer monitors, you're a waste of life

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Anonymous 08/05/21 (Thu) 13:23:48 No.6716 [Reply]

do any of you fantasize about the end of the world? even when I lose interest in all my other hobbies prepping and homesteading remain really alluring, something about imagining a scenario where I have control over my life.

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Anonymous 10/21/23 (Sat) 09:40:13 No.7798

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i dont really know what kind of world i'd rather live in, just as long as its cold and quiet, and only filled with memories of people

Anonymous 05/19/24 (Sun) 07:07:49 No.8106

My hope is that when the end comes mankind will have established life outside this planet by then

It's unlikely to happen of course but it would beat not having any living memory of our species aside from a gold plated record that other species, assuming they even exist, might not even realize what it is

Anonymous 05/22/24 (Wed) 17:49:32 No.8109

>>6716
I do, and although most people talk of trying to repopulate the earth if they and some other person were the only one left on the planet, I think I'd honestly just accept that humanity's time is up and try to explore what's left of the world with them.

Anonymous 06/19/24 (Wed) 09:58:42 No.8144

I used to love books and movies with post apocalyptic themes, where all of humanity was gone and there was only one sole survivor, and I'd fantasize that one day I'd wake up and everyone had just vanished for some reason. Later I decided these desires were part of my schizoid personality disorder.

Anonymous 07/13/24 (Sat) 07:36:10 No.8216

>>6716
Oh, definitely. I just want to not have any responsibilities. I think the idea of the modern human life being reduced to bare survival relaxes my caveman brain. Modern civilization is too confusing and too overwhelming.

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