/hikki/ - NEET / Advice

>>9749
what is your current job sks????? iwanna know… also which danganronpa character is your favourite

ok update ive started delivering piss a… its nice having money i guess. depending on what sks thinks i should get ill either get a tsr box or the doctor who precons. or maybe i'll save my money. who knows.

but honestly having some semblance of routine back in my life has only served to make things feel by contrast more depressing and banal than before. its really scary to think that i'll never actually be happy. i think things would be a lot easier if i had some friends, but i don't really like socialising outside of card games all that much anyway, and i have a really hard time connecting with people if i don't a) have a common interest or b) i can't talk to them one-on-one. honestly i think having a girlfriend or boyfriend or whatever would really help but i think real people are kind of icky and there would automatically be the expectation of romantic or sexual escalation. plus outside of anime, doctor who, or danganronpa fanfiction, having a waifu or hasubando seems really corny and not actually at all fulfilling

i'll try going back to school or college next year, even if i will stick out like a sore thumb. but seeing how little difference having a job has made, i doubt learning or socialising will do much, either.

any advice? i would really love to know if there's literally any point in keeping my hopes up or if everything is just gonna be this shit forever.

>>9822
i also just genuinely really hate my life and i don't like myself enough to fix it

>>9828
I THINK MY boss has maybe fired me. shadow-fired me. like a shadow-ban. i'm so fucking sick of indians man he smells like shit and communicates awfully and makes it everyone else's problem but I feel like a failure nonetheless. i was hoping to have a bit more money for my trip to japan but he hasn't given me any shifts this week. i'm worried about letting the people down in my life. i'm so fucking pissed. i hate indians so fucking much dude.

just arrived in tokyo and the pajeet sent me a message saying that he's fired me. over the phone. with no reason given. my mother was super sympathetic but i'm still really sad. i think he was waiting to send me the message until after i had arrived. sadistic fuck. i'm so miserable.

>>9704

Please let's be friend anon <3

>>9868
holy fucking newfag lurk moar ninja

Learn something, go study a new language or a craft in a social setting, even if you dont connect with someone it will help you build a social circle and social awareness, quit sulking anon, that aint good for ya

>>9890
>it will help you build a social circle
Genuine question but… are you supposed to disclose you are (or were) a NEET while talking with someone new? Because one of the first questions everyone asks on that kind of spaces are what's your line of work or if you are studying something rn.

She played her Spotify playlist today and I liked every single song. I knew at least half of them by name or Artist name. Why is God tormenting me like this?

She likes the same music as me. She likes thrifting and browsing the trinkets like me. She likes crafts and makes cool stuff at home. She has a playful personality and is fun to spend time with. She is cute but not in an intimidating or artificial way. She is interesting and cool. She makes my heart race when I'm near her, and gives me that sad longing pain in my chest when I'm by myself and can't get her out of my mind. I'll know her for a while and eventually she will be gone. All those moments will be lost in time, like tears in the rain.

>>9881
sucks 2 suck

Anyway. I'm happy that I get to spend time with her in any capacity. I'm sure I'll feel worse tonight when I'm trying to get to sleep but for now I'm just glad that I know her. I'll try to work some self improvement into my life and maintain a positive demeanor. Disappointing her would make me sad.

>>9812
I once thought I was that alone, but it turned out that I'd also neglected some people I could've been closer with. I reached out and some people just ghosted me, but I made some new old friends too.
What people's phone numbers do you have saved?
Would you call any of them?
My cousin often gets drunk and calls me when he's in need of some kind words. I'm worried about his drinking but I'm glad he calls.

>>9851
>What people's phone numbers do you have saved?
I don't have a phone.

>>9852
without a phone you will get absolutely nowhere in terms of socializing these days anon

ya life terrible dork boy

>>9853
Mobile phones are absolutely malicious devices and it's better to be a total outcast than be a slave to those wire taps.

>>9539
op here, i have been on virtually every main antidepressant and nothing has ever worked

>>9611
Me too OP. Mental health services told me it's an issue with my life instead.

Some suspect I have bpd, I've been having paranoid delusions and also hallucinations worsening a few months ago. My theory is it may be because of a lack of stimulation. Humans aren't supposed to be alone this long

>>9659
>My theory is it may be because of a lack of stimulation. Humans aren't supposed to be alone this long
this is the exact same thing that's happening to me, or atleast i think it is

>is anyone else here beginning to develop something to the effect of paranoia and delusions after prolonged social isolation?

starting from a few months ago i am 100% certain that ive been "shadowed/followed from the front" three times with some sort of 'message' . not sure what he/they want to get across though

>>9636
Realistically, how much could I make from this?

>>9649
Not much really. Depends on your strategy though, it would probably be hard to make serious money with it *now*, but if you circumvent stock agencies and go directly to buyers… maybe in the low hundreds (of dollars)

I do surveys. Five Surveys and Prime Opinion are all from the same company. they're legit and even gave ACH if you prefer that.

I've recently also been trying out those "Play Games and Earn Money" apps. I use Prizeplay and it's easy to make over a dollar on there within its 3 hour limit. I'd say just pick a mindless game from their catalogue, download it, and play it. It offers prepaid cards, gift cards and PayPal payments. I haven't cashed out my 1 dollar yet but I should to see if it even works. They said they'll just email your earnings.

Anything else remote and isolating requires some skill, like coding or knowing how to draw. But anyone can do that if they put their time and effort into it.

>>9652
did you manage to earn anything yet?

>>9631
>small source of income
Idk about online income, but my first thoughts are
- Donating blood and plasma
- Pet care (Dog-walking, cat-sitting, fish-feeding)
- Tutoring
- Commissions
>Realized
Cat sitting. I do it every now and then and it's pretty neat.
I use the app Cat in a Flat https://catinaflat.com/ which makes you use Stripe for payment which I initially thought was a bit annoying but it does make the transactions feel more secure. The cat sitting app itself also takes a fee from what you earn. Overall, you'll lose 20% percent of the money you earn to a service charge, which you have to keep in mind when you set your prices. (Once you have a client, you could theoretically also do business without the app, although it's against terms of service I think).
>alone
>from home
You have to meet up with the cats' owners ofc and also send them regular updates (via WhatsApp where I'm from) with photos of the cats and you also won't be in your home but in theirs… But for me, it was really relaxing, it was basically just me going to someone's home nearby, meeting them once and then getting to chill at their place with the cats. You only have to be there for like an hour (or was it 40 minutes? it's in the contract) for every visit and do all of the cat care duties ofc, but I often stayed a bit longer. My regular client pays me to stay the night, so it's just me chilling with these adorable cats all day, taking photos, doing cat care but mostly doing unrelated stuff on my laptop while petting the cats. My regular client has a nice kitchen, shower and really comfy bed and also leaves snacks for me, I just gotta vacuum in return before they get back and it's cool, they also pay pretty well.
>All day? No way
You can also just do the 40 minute visits, you decide on the times with the pet owners afterall.
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>>9680
hI SKS I LOVE YOU PLEASE SAY HELLO BACK

>>9681
Hello

>>9681
hi

>>9689
hello please marry me sks i love you and then we can commit jihad against the other mods please respond

OP here, he has confessed to me, im very happy

>>9832
esl

i found some pleasure playing the piano, but idk, is just me, tomorrow who knows, maybe i will hate myself once again

>>9772

There really isn't anything that I enjoy, to be perfectly honest.

Move to the countryside and live off the land as a hermit. Be helpful to your neighbors and be happy. That's my dream ay least. Minimal interactions, just people to think of me and say "Oh yeah, that guy. He's alright."

>>9791
Elite level reaction image

I really wish i had a big sister someone to care for me and help me get out of the rut im in i do basically do the exact same thing everyday i need to learn to have motivation but i dont have any if i did i feel like i could actually have a life i want someone to help me and give me a push to finally start my life

i feel like some posts here are aimed at me but i cant tell why. its racking my brains as i try to understand the possible reasons obvious or not. most likely giving too much importanse
>>9791

wish i had a big sister someone to care for me and help me get out of the rut im in i do basically do the exact same thing everyday i need to learn to have motivation but i dont have any if i did i feel like i could actually have a life i want someone to help me and give me a push to finally start my life

sisters suck, but the friends of your sister are fun, theyd spoon with me, and hug and kiss me.