/n/ - NEET

Hi /n/
Not trying to be an ass, honestly, I just wanted to know how you manage to cover certain expenses.
I understand that most of the time other people foot the bill, how do you react when they aren't willing to do so?
More importantly, I'm under the assumption you've got no long term plan, aside from eventual suicide, how well do you cope knowing this?
Any and all information in regards to this topic is very much appreciated, thanks in advance!

Uh hello, this is my first time posting here.
I usually lurk different chans and boards, rarely do I post in them unless they caught my interest.
But the thread isn't about how am a newfag, it mostly has to do with the social problem I am facing and yesterday it kinda hit me that I am probably spiraling more out of synch lately since I am doing things I don't usually do.

to start off I was a social outcast since the beginning of elementary school which I assume most of /n/ were, back then in elementary I would get bullied and more often than not tricked and ridiculed by my peers, and most of the staff brushed me off as being a liar since most of the kids in my class (at least 2/3rds of them) would say I was lying.
I assume this was the beginning of the end since this stunted my ability to trust other people and open up to them.
The bullying carried on until the end of middle school, of course the damaged was already done i became an apathetic empty person and spent most of my time staying home and skipping classes in high school to drink and do drugs, this was basically the start of my neet-ness.
for 4 years since my freshman year to "senior" year(basically had freshman credits after 4 years of doing nothing) all I did was drink, drugs, videogames, Music, and Movies.
and I had my self to blame, I let my fears control me and influence me that If I went to highschool I would probably get bullied again and that would have been the breaking point honestly, I would have either done harm to myself or to others if that were to ever happen so i shut myself in my mothers apartment and kept to myself. (I would only go outside to either get food or do "business" which I won't specify for the well being of myself and others)

but recently I decided I wanted to change my life around and applied for GED classes, that was around 5-6 months ago I can't remember but that isn't the issue, it's mostly my state of mind currently I almost started to cry in the middle of class and I have been lately feeling a hard pressure near my chest (I would say this the feeling I get when I get emotionally rocky) and I also just feel like giving up and just sit down and take a some time to contemplate some things or just rest,
I don't know if it's the fact that am in an environment that I tried my hardest to stay away from (school) or because this is the end of the road for me.
Of course I felt like this many times since elementary but neverPost too long. Click here to view the full text.

Do you brush your teeth?

I don't

> not an english mothertongue and not enough skilled to write a proper english
> therefore feeling lonely even on every other chan that could interest me
> totally unable to build any kind of relationshit in real life without lying even in small particulars such as my name, or my age because I'm too ashame of myself and I fear that other people could despise me as much as I do.
> can't focus on my math studies anymore
> having a familiar background full of shit
> thinking about suicide again for the whole day

what should I do, /n/?

Does anyone else wish they were a virgin again?

I'm 26 and I was a virgin until around 22 (I've already forgotten the exact time), I was so desperate to lose it and not be an outcast that I met with a girl from the Internet and threw it away. I didn't love her and she didn't care about me at all, she left, blocked me on everything and got married to someone else last time I heard.

I feel so worthless and hollowed out. If I hadn't been so fucking idiotic I'd at least have my innocence. Now I'm less than nothing.

I'm assuming the drop out rate among NEETS is higher than the average population.
If you don't mind I have a few questions.

1. Assuming you dropped out did you ever bother with the GED?

2. Was the test difficult and did you have to retake anything?

3. What did you use to study, and what advice would you give to help get prepared?


Thanks, pic unrelated.

Are you relatively comfortable with yourself? Have you found ways to deal with the boredom? Have you accepted you're in it for the long haul? This is the thread for you!

NEETs who are content/happy with their lifestyle. How do you do it? What is your daily routine? How do you look at life?

Not bitching general

Since the beginning of my NEET status, there's one thing that's always bothered me: the percieved lack of a reason to exist.

I just feel guilty, being such a burden. It wouldn't matter how much those that care of me would be willing to accept it. I really haven't changed since last year, and I'm starting to feel really bad about it.

How do you work through it, fellow NEETs? What do you tell yourself is the reason that you should continue breathing the next day?

I'm not considering suicide, this is simply the most relatable image of Tomoko I found, but I'm definitely not feeling great.

Are there any neets in San Diego that want to hang out and smoke a bit of weed?

I'm a female neet and just got my medical card a few days ago.

I think it would be fun :)

What are some things you do (or don't do) as a NEET that others would consider gross/disgusting? Whether it's not showering or brushing your teeth or booze-fueled vomit sessions or even something like obsessing over people through social media. You share and the rest of us won't judge (hopefully).

I tend to wear the same clothes for days on end. Even if I shower I'll just slip back into the same t-shirt and jeans. Don't really know why but it sure feels comfortable.