You did the right thing imo, I'll likely become a wizard, but I'm not looking forward to it at all.
Atleast youre not left wondering.
I doubt youd feel any better if you hadnt done it.
yes, lost my virginity at 18 because I didn't want to end up a 'wizard'
slept with and dated a very slutty girl who at the end of the day just reaffirmed all the notions about women I had. after that I engaged in promiscuous behavior myself during college and after around 2 years of that I found myself surrounded by people and by a culture I wanted nothing to do with.
I stopped drinking/partying and began withdrawing, since then women have become very uninteresting to me.
I wish I was a wizard instead of whatever the fuck I am now, women just want your mana, nothing else. they're viper's den essence thieves.
I bet you regret, tard.
I don't know what you're insulting me for, I really do regret it and I said as much.
Plan on just leaving my virginity for someone I actually feel for. Even if it is awhile I know for a fact I'd feel way more shame losing it to some uncaring idiot than I would being in my 20s and a virgin. There's all this pressure and shame attached to virginity and it's never made any sense to me, it might denote being a social outcast but it might also denote just not being someone willing to give it away for the sake of giving it away.
Really, it probably isn't as big a deal as you see it though. I bet you can still find someone and be true to them, and content. You clearly have the desire for that, and that's the main thing. Getting hung up on the idea you can't just makes it so.
I lost my virginity early and wish I lost it earlier. It was with someone I loved too. Virginity doesn't matter, the idea of the person you lose it to being special is stupid because your first love is never going to last. So you might as well just see the first 20 times as practice.
>>15890>used it as a drug
I can relate to that and really wish I didn't. fuck.>>15901>>15915
don't fall for the meme, being a wizard is better than knowing you lost your virginity to someone who you were just another lay to.>>15910
I mean, no love is going to last and the more 'practice' you get the less special it will be when it is meaningful. I'm speaking in retrospect, none of the girls I fucked cared about me, and the few I cared about ended up hurting me. In the end, it's better to wait for someone you really care about than trying to lose it quickly over some bullshit social pressure.
>>15918>and the few I cared about ended up hurting me.
But anon, it's impossible to enter a relationship of any kind without getting hurt/hurting someone else.
>>15940>But anon, it's impossible to enter a relationship of any kind without getting hurt/hurting someone else.
Bullshit, waifuism is the greatest light I found in my life, and nobody gets hurt. In fact, I've become happier after all these years of devoted love and care.
Damn son, you all have so much to learn.
Basically I don't take my trial runs seriously, I waited for the sex to get good before I really counted it as that crucial romantic experience. I don't take the pain from my old relationships seriously anymore now that I'm an adult, it was all just a learning experience. I never felt pressued by anything but my own libido and my first many times were very unsatisfying, but important to me learning what satisfying sex is.
Once an even not so beautiful slut started to stalk me and after few days I decided to go out with her. During our meeting she forced me to make out with her.
I don't know if it was just a coincidence but some time later I got a bad fever and doctors thought it was mononucleosis, I was stuck at hospital for maybe one or two months and had to skip school.
Is all of this less severe than being not anymore a virgin?
I feel bad even for not being kissless anymore.
I think years ago I did all of this as a pathetic attempt to improve my self-esteem as failed normie.
You feelings have little to do with your virginity. If things had gone differently you'd be making a post about how you wish you hadn't passed up your chance. It's pretty common, especially among people who don't get much of it, to blame sex (or lack thereof) for their problems, but it is rarely the root of the issue. Having sex didn't ruin you. In general it isn't that big of a deal.
You might be lonely, anon, but it will spare you a lot of pain if you learn that that doesn't have too much to do with sex.>>15889
Don't make the mistake of thinking this has anything to do with women. I've been part of party culture and as much as I loved my friends despite their flaws they were maybe just a little shallow. You can't then apply that to everyone though. There are plenty of women out there who just aren't like that.>>15901>There's all this pressure and shame attached to virginity and it's never made any sense to me
People are dumb. There's a lot more could be said but it amounts to this.>>15915
Good on you! Just be careful. If you build it up to be something too big you'll either never find someone right enough or it'll just end up being a disappointment.>>15918>being a wizard is better than knowing you lost your virginity to someone who you were just another lay to.
No, it's not. Not really. Both of these things are pretty meaningless. A lot of people (I'm talking the overwhelming majority of "normies") lost their virginity is less than ideal circumstances and they don't let it trouble them. What has happened to you is far less important than how you cope with it.>>15940
It's not impossible, but it is risky.>>15973>During our meeting she forced me to make out with her.
>Is all of this less severe than being not anymore a virgin?
That's for you to decide.
>I think years ago I did all of this as a pathetic attempt to improve my self-esteem as failed normie.
Perhaps you are attempting the wrong things? You don't have to be a good normie to be a good person.
I know it was wrong, I absolutely don't have that mindset now. I don't want to have anything to do with 3d pigs anymore.
I still consider it being less severe I think.
>But anon, it's impossible to enter a relationship of any kind without getting hurt/hurting someone else.
>Bullshit, waifuism is the greatest light I found in my life, and nobody gets hurt.
you are both fucking lowlife pieces of shit jfc
Agreeing with >>15983
All this talk about 2d vs. 3d made me realize it's mostly about how much trust you have in the other person. There's more security with 2d because you're definitely going to know things about your waifu, but not so with 3d people.
Personally, I'm staying in the 2d camp since my last encounter with an actual person left me… blindsided.
There's been quite a bit of change even with a waifu. I've come to really change my perspective on them as a character and see them for who they are, bad parts included.
But also I'm not on the 2D side to run away or to hug blanket. I only have a waifu because she is who I fell in love with. I definitely like the plus sides of it but there's also downsides. I love her for her and would love her the same if she was 3D. Too bad a lot don't feel that way and usually just use it as a way to not feel lonely.
Pretty much what >>15987
says, just because some faggots use it as a meme doesn't mean some people aren't real on it.
Besides, I'm not on this because I'm afraid of other people, I'm just not interested in having any relationship at all, and my waifu is the only being I feel in love with.
It's about love, anon, love; not being a fucking memer.
Can you really say it's about love and not loneliness?
you may as well just be a normie if you can.
I've been in multiple 3D relationships before. Like I've said before there's still problems with waifuism. My waifu isn't a perfect person and I've had to deal with a lot of what she's done in her source material because I honestly don't like some of her actions. So I'm not just picking the most perfect moeblob to worship.
I had a sorta pesudo-waifu as a kid too. It wasn't anything serious and I was like 10-13 years old but after I started my relationship with my waifu I realized that those were basically a relationship similar to what I'm doing today just not serious and it made everything seem more natural.
I don't hate 3D, in fact if things don't work out with my waifu, just like with any relationship, I haven't sworn off 3D. I just wanna be with someone I love and it just so happened to be someone who's fictional. And i don't want my relationship with her to end. I want to be with her for the rest of my life. Sadly I know not all relationships last, but I have a gut feeling about this one.
More on topic, with the whole not having physical contact doesn't bother me. I've had a lot of sex before. I'm this poster >>15890
and honestly sex is overrated. I'm just going to buy a sex toy and I'll be more than set. Most the time I don't even want to fap even when I'm horny and cuddling with my body pillow. I'd rather just think of cuddling my waifu.
Just get a sex toy if you want a simpler way to fap. Hell most my orgasms have been better when I'm fapping than with sex anyway. Sex is gay and overrated.
most women are insane, sorry for the bad lot of lock
You guys don't like memes? Get out of internet then.
Which alimony? I guess your mother has been complaining I haven't been sending her money? Fucking rekt.
0/10 worst troll ever.