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Im 24y/o atm, i've dropped out of college two times in the past 3 years due to anxiety, heavy depression (currently 10 months of neeting, barely leaving the house)
i live in europe, first i studied at the public uni, then i moved to the private, it costed me quite alot of money, my parents were funding it for like 1.5 years, wanted me to take a loan but i felt bad about it, couldnt handle the pressure from them and from all the school stuff so i just abandoned ship completely, my parents were rly upset my dad even told me once that they believe ill give them back that wasted money… i feel so bad about that. now i thought about studying again, but the only thing i believe i could handle is also a private uni but in a different city. i have a friend with similar problems like me who study there but he is younger and he live in that city..
im gonna be 25 y/o in the next year so i believe i have no chance for a student loan, and even with a loan ill still be short for some money if i have to think about renting a place to live in a different city.
i have no clue what to do with myself no more, i was looking for a job but the only valiable for me were heavy lifting and other primitive shit, i dont want to work like that, i completly dont know what to do now, my parents keep pressure on me i think even they abandoned the idea of me graduating of of college, no one believe in me anymore, im lost.
sorry for all the grammar mistakes
Yeah school loans are designed to put you in debt for a better portion of the rest of your life.
The current system is really rotten. Sometimes, I just want to just fucking be a hermit and live in the mountains.
Thank you for your kind words anon but I have neither social anxiety nor depression.
My parents pay for everything …so no money problems here.
Im actually pretty optimistic -this is kind of a last chance thing but it is a big one.
I was neeting for the last 14 months…
If I make it I will work in the company of my father.
I could lead his company one day, make a ton of money and travel the world.
If I don´t make it… well that is not an option.
So it is pretty much ascension to godhood or eternal damnation.
Damn, you've been dealt an awesome hand in life. You better make it or it will be a huge waste of potential.
So you're graduating from neet?
Goodluck out there man.