Anonymous 09/05/14 (Fri) 01:58:49 No. 11971 [Reply]
I am scared /n/, Im 24y/o atm, i've dropped out of college two times in the past 3 years due to anxiety, heavy depression (currently 10 months of neeting, barely leaving the house) i live in europe, first i studied at the public uni, then i moved to the private, it costed me quite alot of money, my parents were funding it for like 1.5 years, wanted me to take a loan but i felt bad about it, couldnt handle the pressure from them and from all the school stuff so i just abandoned ship completely, my parents were rly upset my dad even told me once that they believe ill give them back that wasted money… i feel so bad about that. now i thought about studying again, but the only thing i believe i could handle is also a private uni but in a different city. i have a friend with similar problems like me who study there but he is younger and he live in that city.. im gonna be 25 y/o in the next year so i believe i have no chance for a student loan, and even with a loan ill still be short for some money if i have to think about renting a place to live in a different city. i have no clue what to do with myself no more, i was looking for a job but the only valiable for me were heavy lifting and other primitive shit, i dont want to work like that, i completly dont know what to do now, my parents keep pressure on me i think even they abandoned the idea of me graduating of of college, no one believe in me anymore, im lost. sorry for all the grammar mistakes
7 posts and 1 image reply omitted. Click reply to view. Seisatsu !h/0s4cu6Oo 09/09/14 (Tue) 06:58:51 No. 12019
>>12018 Yeah school loans are designed to put you in debt for a better portion of the rest of your life.
Anonymous 09/09/14 (Tue) 08:45:00 No. 12020
>>12019 The current system is really rotten. Sometimes, I just want to just fucking be a hermit and live in the mountains.
DerSchwarzeMann 09/09/14 (Tue) 16:25:42 No. 12023
>>12013 Thank you for your kind words anon but I have neither social anxiety nor depression.
My parents pay for everything …so no money problems here.
Im actually pretty optimistic -this is kind of a last chance thing but it is a big one.
I was neeting for the last 14 months…
If I make it I will work in the company of my father.
I could lead his company one day, make a ton of money and travel the world.
If I don´t make it… well that is not an option.
So it is pretty much ascension to godhood or eternal damnation.
Anonymous 09/09/14 (Tue) 21:10:05 No. 12024
>>12023 Damn, you've been dealt an awesome hand in life. You better make it or it will be a huge waste of potential.
Anonymous 09/11/14 (Thu) 04:16:08 No. 12062
>>12023 So you're graduating from neet?
Goodluck out there man.