>>8774You sound like a genuinely hateful person, you hate, hate, hate, hate until you made yourself to the point where you can only hate. You hate your parents, you hate those at the MTG/Pokemon TCG store, you hate the government workers hired to handle your hateful ass. But the person you hate the most? Yourself. You want to recede into a fantasy world of deltarune or become a girl because life is just too hard and facing the reality of your predicament without gigantic copes or self-destructive aids in the process is too tall an ask for someone like you. You are no better than the "megasperg faggots" you wished "got shot", hell it'd probably be better for you if you did make friends with them rather than pedantically pretend to be better or a "deeper" thinker.
The truth is you are no more socially capable than them. I can see it in how you react to others in this very thread.
Own up to your absurdity and actually laugh at yourself for once and drop this pseudo-intellectual act. You're no different than anyone you come across. Those zoomers are probably unfriendly because they read this off you a mile away and know what type of person you are.
You need to grow up, and actually change. Take some responsibility for your life and your actions, take some actual charge in your life, and attempt to change and grow. No more excuses, limit your time online. Maybe do some exercise and focus on self-improvement away from terminally online activity. Hell if exercise is too much, at least try to learn basic things like cooking or self-care. But most importantly: Try to make things better, it doesn't happen over night and real change takes a while and is hard work. Harder than any job or schooling because its something where you are the boss, and are responsible for the decisions rather than being fed directives. Maybe also try to get a job too.
I know you are probably just going to react to this with hostility anyways but lessen the hostility if you actually want to feel happy for once in life.
