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 No.8774

It sound faggy, but I wish I lived in the world of DELTARUNE. I hate my shitty little life here in Australia. My only actual friends are the faggots the government pays to tolerate me to make sure I don't sperg out and kill myself. I've tried to go to social events, like Magic and Pokémon TCG tournaments, but the only people there are megaspergs who I can't be next to without wishing that they get shot, or they're unfriendly zoomers. The few nice people are too distant. Nothing gives me joy any more. If I was a DELTARUNE character everything would be so much easier. I love the colours of Hometown, I love the people there. I don't want to come across like one of the autists soying out about how great it would be to live in the Avatar universe, but does anybody feel the way I do? I hate how close my cucked lib parents are to me. I wish they didn't care so that I could have an actual excuse to be upset. I wish I lived in Canada or even a shithole like America or the UK. I hate being stuck in the shitty weather with my ugly stupid fucking parents and their stupid fucking gen x faggotry. I almost want to cut myself just to have something to cry over but I'm scared. I wish I had some friends but because I live in such a fucking shithole the only people around are complete fucking retards with fucking ugly haircuts and subhuman levels of intelligence. I hate this. I wish I had different parents. I'll never be able to buy a house, or live on my own. If only I had just a few close friends that weren't complete fucking autismo cunts. But that's too much to fucking ask for in a fucking era of "neurodivergency" and "self expression". I want a fucking friend. I want a room that isn't in a complete fucking shack owned bu some fucking faggy pacifist christian group. I hate everything about my life. I wish someone would rape me to death so that I could at least go out without it being my fault. I wish people would mourn me. I'm so bored. I'm so alone. I hate my stupid fucking parents so fucking much. I wish they had abused me as a kid so that I actually had something to cry over. I'm stuck. I had one friend. I liked her so much. It was entirely platonic, but that didn't make it any less of a break from the stupid faggotry that this shitty fucking world keeps flinging at people. I hate feeling sorry for myself because I have things that people would die for but I'm such a pathetic little faggot. I want to troon out because I'm so sick of being a man, and being a girl seems nice, but it's so much effort, and, besides, then I would just be a stupid faggy little girl rather than a stupid faggy little boy, and what difference would that make? I need to connect more. I'm worried about my grandmother. I hate this. I wish I could just sleep all day.

Please help

 No.8795

Undertale's Hopes and Dreams and Save the World will always be among the video game OSTs of all time

 No.8814

>>8774
if it makes you feel any better, damn near all the characters in deltarune have shitty lives and escapist tendencies so their life in hometown isn't much better than your life in straya

 No.8815

>>8814
Yeah but at least they have actual shit to cry over beyond just being screen addict degenerate friendless freaks. I hate myself and simultaneously feel like a faggot for doing so. Endless cycle of bad YouTube videos and not enough sleep. I want some escape. I want friends. I miss her.

 No.8839

>>8774 >>8815 Forgive me from what I'm about to post.

It appears we live similar lives. Same story, same country, minus the housing situation but otherwise right on the money. If you told me I'd blacked out, gotten a little more edgier and a little less eloquent, and wrote this post, I would believe it.

Now. I find myself weirdly attracted to this anon. Unironic romantic attraction. Probably because you seem like an easy shag, but perhaps it's something else. I'm the kind of sperg you probably don't like, but ah, you seem like you would hate yourself too. Perhaps you can be taught a couple things.

May our paths cross someday Anon…

 No.8841

Ubuu dating app when?

 No.8843

>>8839
Well, thanks, but, respectfully, sodomize yourself with a crowbar.

 No.8844

I am going to bed. And I will dream I am in another world and live out my best life. There's no way I can find joy in this fake existence but I will have fun in my dreams.

 No.8845

>>8843
Wahaha

 No.8847

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>>8844
OP here. I feel this way too. There's nothing like good sleep. I hate having dreams of sex. It takes me away. I want to sleep for all eternity. I wish I was a whale.



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