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>>1973
Fuck no.
>>1974
Hard to not notice you're in a different universe when you deliberately flung your mind out there.
>>1975
Honestly depended greatly. Some were wildly different, some were close. Spoke with an alternate version of myself who was a sixteen year old Satanist and a cutter. The popular esthetic there was some sort of retro 50s-ish look. My parents were Alive but both older millennial/late Gen x. My dad was some sort of metrosexual fortnight gamer who painted his nails different colours….MY dad however was a 65 year old lawyer who hated gay shit. It was weird seeing this alternate who was so different. Same for the other me. I'm a completely different religion from that guy.
There were other things- some populat media from this world existed there but in slightly different details.
Other worlds were different, I spent some time exploring universes reminiscent to a few pop-culture media.
The shifting faggots are almost all liars by the way, a universe that lines up to a media (Harry potter, mlp, lain- whatever) is never exactly like the media itself. Something is always different, it's also alot more mundane.

>>1977
do you remember if any media in these other worlds was different and if so, what changed?

>>1978
bump holy

>>1972
was yume nikki more popular or dead in any of these universes

>>2067
dude imagine how sick it would be if there was danganronpa v3 but yume nikki. and they do mk ultra on live tv for a yume nikki reality tv show. kikiyama should hire me

>>2032
What's your question actually? The individual surely ends, can not function in any meaningful way in any recognizably same form as being alive. So "your" journey ends there. So the only meaningful question about death is defining this "you" part.

Personally I believe in rebirth, but not reincarnation. It makes no sense to me to suppose there's "nothing" after death, since every single piece of someone is still there, you do not lose any basic element. If you are open to try and view the world in a wider lense than a pinpoint singular "you" then it is not that difficult to realize that life just goes on and on, death is not really special, and you encountered it countless times even while being alive. Every time you went to sleep, every time you forgot something, every time you realized that some decision was irreversible. That was death, lurking behind these events.

>>2032
nothing. once you die you're dead you wont know you're dead because you dont have anything to think with

i've been here before, be strong.

>>29842
>cheated on me twice
Why was she your gf after the first time? break up.

damn, uhhh good riddance you'll get over it i swear

Dropped out of uni AGAIN

>>9370
i feel for you… do you want to talk about it?

t. persona 3 guy

>>9351
It's hard. Sometimes I'm strangled by loneliness. I understand where you're coming from, and if there was a remedy I'd be all for it. I guess we just need to bank on the hope that everything washes out eventually.

Things are looking quiet this month. Another morning slouching toward Gomorrah.

>>9372
Hey. Follow up from early last year. Got kicked out of the dogshit college course. But it's hard to care. It was really really bad, the kind of disappointing that makes you want to cry like you're looking at a dead baby animal.

I've been dealing with really really shitty feelings my whole life. I'm basically a delinquent; I got kicked out of one school every few years as a kid, and my parents always attributed blame onto me, which was fair enough I guess.
It kind of had the unintended side-effect of me feeling horrible about myself and taking responsibility for everything that went wrong.

I developed these random bouts of panic and anxiety. when I was about 11 or 12 I had a week-long breakdown where I felt the need to "confess" about everything bad I'd seen on the internet. literally anything, from shitty unity youtuber bait games from five nights at freddy's to Danganronpa to south park. It wasn't even anything nsfw/l. I also got these bouts of hypochondria surrounding my cock and ass. I was terrified that I wasn't showering properly or I was somehow ingrown or deformed. I was petrified of shitting or pissing my pants

This time last year, I gaslit myself into thinking i was a psychopathic pedophile after having sexual dreams about children. my psych thinks i was raped as a child, but that feels like such an easy way out, y'know? Like, oh, what a convenient explanation for why I've felt ambiently terrible and have been a shitty person since the age of 4! I'm probably just a disgusting autist retard (many such cases).

Thing is, it's kind of all a problem with me rather than my parents, (that is, on the premise that any of it can even be attributed to them reprimanding me).
They were kind of right to blame me for doing stuff wrong. It feels like they can be really rude but I think they're right when they say I can dish shit out but I can't take it.

I've got a tranny online friend who lives with her schizo autist abusive bogan dad, and it sounds really shitty but I kind of envy her. she actually has a reason to be miserable and feel pain all the time.

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>>10184
I put the tripfag in the wrong field LMAO. sorry.

>>29699
Everything, man.

>>29683
I'm not weeaboo at all, I haven't watched a full anime in over 10 years. I'm super casual.

>>29683
Not a weeaboo, but I used to watch a lot of anime ~15 years ago. These days I'm only watching it on a very rare occasion.

>>29723
and western comics never had any.

>>29715
I only watch FRIEREN now.

>>28384
Yessir!

Buy your favorite snacks then explore your city or town until you find a place where there are no people, just stay there and eat your snacks while thinking about random things (listen to music for a better experience)

>>28333
>>28417
I will do just that.

I try to sleep or listen to an album i like

It took a looooong time but I manage to cook ok now.

Sinners (2025) sucketh blood.

>>30097
thats a good film

i also rate i saw the tv glow (yes i know haha tranny movie point and laugh but it's actually really interesting) and we're all going to the world's fair

tag 2015 https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Tag_(2015_film)

>>30099
Holy fuck I just watched tv glow and I've genuinely never felt so viscerally discomforted by a psychological horror piece of media ever. It felt like seeing gore or hearing silverware on a plate. Such total existential dread without basically any overt body horror visuals. Fucking amazing film, even if it is made by a theymab tranny.

I've never been more scared in my life. Fucking incredible.

As far as surreal horror goes, nothing beats Eraserhead.

>>17402
is picrel by the author? lmao get nigma3 on this thread

>>17403
Yes, also probably worth mentioning he drew a few pieces of Madotsuki getting fucked by various dream world denizens so if there's anyone to make a Yume Nikki porn fangame is probably him.

>>17404
well that fucking sucks lmao, also funny to know that he's a spic

the protag's name is doug bigham like holy westabrapper can you get more deviantart

I think the dev is alright, the game is alright also, though like 99% of fangames it won't be finished.

>>17406
nonny, this was officially abandoned in 2014.

shit my pants

>>21358
Go inside immeadiately.

>>28565
Good idea

>>21358
Ask for her help with passage into the realm of dreams.

Send it air support

>>10181
>do you consider yourself human?
Yep
>i dont think i consider myself human in the traditional dictionary meaning of the word HUMAN
Then what are you?
>do locking yourself up for i dont know, more than a year makes you less human?
Nope, it may or may not cause your mental health to deteriorate however.
>would that be a good thing?
Nothing good can come from shutting yourself in in isolation.
>is feeling superior after long periods of time alone and the lack of personal in depth communication with others bad or good for you??
I'd say it's delusional, there's nothing about being isolated that could make you superior to anybody, if it felt that way, it probably is a product of the deterioration I mentioned.

I suppose we have yet to define what do you mean by "human" though. There's two ways that word is defined, a being of the genus "Homo" or an individual with characteristics of a regular person, such as feeling emotions, social behavior etc.

>>10181
u should watch i saw the tv glow

hello anon. are you okay?

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>>9701

sorry for loss, anon

its good to hear that you are doing good, ganba!

i wish i could go full ed gein and do deranged shit with me house, but i have to keep it clean.

>>10179
dont be a pussy nigga

sky garden

Mall Rooftop, the music here is eerie yet catchy

FC House and Sky garden really stand out as the two purely happy feeling places, which in contrast to the rest of the areas being neutral to oppressive feeling really made me appreciate them.

I also love the white desert and wilderness.

mars underground. it's just such an isolated location with such beautiful music, like a precious gem that got lost to time. the music especially is the best one in all of YN imo, a sad, lonely piano. sky garden, witch's island and the docks are also really good.

>>11146
Sorry to go off topic, but has anybody heard the bonus medleys for the soundtrack's commercial release? They're phenomenal. Apparently they're done by "INFINITY" (no clue who that is but maybe I'm retarded), but the mix for the spaceship, mars, and underground themes (I believe it's called "ANOTHER DREAM NO.8 -Cosmic Memory-) is fucking amazing. It sounds like a lost Aphex Twin/Gorillaz collab.

Does anyone know anything more about these songs? There's basically no discussion of them online, and they're some of the coolest "official" Yummy Nickel content.

>>17311
>I can only think of stuff I'd like to see less of sadly
What do you not want to see in Yume Nikki fangames, then?

>>17306
I'd collect their souls too if it was necessary for preservation. /j

But seriously, it's very annoying when a fangame developer deletes the old version of their game after uploading a new one. Especially often it happens with fangames published on itch.io, and I doubt it boils down to limitations of the website, because, for example, Black Rain developers, by some miracle, are keeping (almost) all the game versions on itch.io page.

>>17310
>>17311
There's also Yume Nikki Hazard, a gun mod for Yume Nikki.

>>17303
isometric graphics. even without diagonal movement i think it's really cool.

>>17397
That tiling is phenomenal, wow

>>17397
qxy's worlds in 2kki and Ephemreal come to mind, its something im quite fond of too
>>17398
One of the highlights of Ultra Violet for sure, gozo ropp said in a pixiv post showcasing it that it took him about a month and it really shows, beautiful work.