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Inconsequential scenarios. I've been thinking a lot about all the ways that life could actually be a delusion of some kind and whether that would even matter. Sometimes, thoughts will just creep up on me and no matter what, I can't think of any reason why they wouldn't be true. One is that every morning i'm actually a different person with the memories of every previous version. Technically, this could be true and I would have no way of knowing about it. I guess it's like Last Thursdayism. Sometimes, on late summer nights, I like to pace around my kitchen in the dark while chugging down massive quantities of water. During times like this, I actually start to almost believe my flights of fantasy. One time, I convinced myself that i'm in a computer simulation made by aliens and that every room is being generated as I walk into it. I then start connecting random dots and using that to validate myself. I'll start thinking about how somebody saying something often or being really predictable, or me seeing them a lot was somehow proof that the aliens were being lazy and didn't want to think of something new. They must have started cutting corners and those cut corners are the evidence. It's a bit scary thinking about that stuff in retrospect. Sometimes, when I look in the mirror, I get this strange feeling like what i'm looking at is an extraterrestrial or like i'm not really myself. Who the hell is this person? Thoughts like, "why do thumbs look like disgusting, malformed stumps", would just start popping into my head. It's like i'm being disillusioned from present reality. Do these kinds of moments ever happen to you. What could they possibly indicate? I'm not crazy, right?


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Yes, it does happen from time to time. Admittedly, it happened more often when I was more reclusive and spent too much time by myself and my thoughts. I think it's natural, and given that people who are left on their own for a long time tend to sounds like lunatics after being found, I'd even say it's just a side effect of loneliness.
As long as you realize that it indeed sounds weird and crazy, even if it makes sense, you should be alright. In any case, as long as you don't go full paranoid and start suffering for it, I don't see why it would be a bad thing. After all it actually is pretty rad to get an outsider-like feeling and realize that although you're inside the picture you can actually bend things a bit to see it from a different dimension.

Among my experiences I can count: Looking at my hands/legs and feeling it wasn't my body, feeling outside of time and space, feeling like I melted with my surroundings and disappeared, looking at my face on the mirror and wondering if it is really me, looking at a certain scenery and feeling like there's a world behind the world I can't see there and that if I could only find the curtain that separates them I could move it and go to the other one, the idea that people are some kind of NCPs and don't really exist after they leave my line of sight… there surely are more but I can't remember more at the moment.


>the idea that people are some kind of NCPs and don't really exist after they leave my line of sight
That one is pretty common with me.
>I'd even say it's just a side effect of loneliness.
I've also noticed that it happens much more frequently when i'm sleep deprived. This last July I was playing an rpg I was looking forward to for a long time and stayed up past 5am many days consecutively. During the day I would only take breaks to get food from the fridge. I only do that kind of thing once in a blue moon since i'm generally not that into video games, but whenever I do it really fucks with my head. Maybe it's becuase I both forgo interacting with people in real and the internet in favor of a fantasy land. I guess it's good that I only like games with a clear beginning and end.


>As long as you realize that it indeed sounds weird and crazy, even if it makes sense, you should be alright.
That's where the inconsequential part comes in. Even if by some miracle, I was right, it wouldn't affect my life in any way whatsoever. I wonder if this kind of stuff happens to everyone, and they just don't talk about it, or if it's exclusive to more reserved types.



I don't 'pretend', I state a fact. They have zero validity. Whether you accept that and rethink them, or cry like a little kid who got stolen their precious toy, is a whole different matter.


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Did you perhaps mean to reply to >>>/yndd/1042?


The point flew over your head.


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R they REAL?



Dewd I went bonkers using marijuana while using crystals. stuff got weird as i was using frequencies as well. I was freakin so HIGH that my perceptions became distorted. And I became a door way to the WEIRD.
Things became so intense that I could not think a solid thought that was logical. I became a passenger in my own body and did and said things that were very weird. And I had no control over what I wanted or if i even could want.


I don't need drugs to feel spaced out. I am drugs.


I don't know about the other stuff but short, malformed thumbs are a sign of Fetal Alcohol Syndrome. Maybe you should check in with a doctor, I don't think it would explain your water drinking habits but there could be health risks associated with FAS that you'll have to worry about down the road.


Are you taking the piss? My thumbs are completely normal compared to other human beings. I was talking about thumbs in general. How dense are you?


Look, it's ok that your mom knocked more than a couple back while she was knocked up. I mean, it's not ok that she did that, but it'll be ok and you're still a person just like the rest of us. I'm sure you'll have a perfectly normal life, despite your disability.

You don't have to prove anything to me, I'm not judging you. It's not your fault, you did not choose to drink while pregnant, so don't blame yourself. I was friends with a guy with FAS thumbs growing up, so I know your pain. He's a father himself, now. Haven't seen the kid's thumbs, though. I will keep you updated if I do.

If you ever feel like you're ready, and need someone to talk to, I'm here for you, ok? ;)(USER WAS BANNED FOR THIS POST)


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wow, I never thought I'd see facebook-tier "trolling" in an imageboard.


Honestly, this is just embarrassing. I hope they were just butthurt about being called an idiot for misinterpreting something so obvious.

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