No.699
this post eer\ly reflects how i feel.. i wonder what that means
No.700
Become a misogynist
No.701
>>698>I'm sorry for this stupid, whiny post.Don't be so hard on yourself. We all have to let it out sometimes.
No.702
>>698It can't be that stupid if so many of us feel the same way.
At some point I managed to find joy in my work to justify waking up in the morning, but I can't do that any more, people are just unbearable. I have about 1 hour of free time per day. I can either read or play piano. Then it's back to bed and repeat it all over again. What are we even working for, for 1 hour of free time, feeling exhausted?
No.712
>What are we even working for
The idea is to have a population stupid enough to not ask these questions, or otherwise stupid enough to believe voting will fix it.
No.733
I hate it, I hate living… it's become so hard to even enjoy escapism anymore, because I just get sad that reality is so dull and grim. everybody just latches onto whatever is popular and regurgitates the same boring memes and buzzwords over and over again, everyone has surface level interest in the most banal and pointless things. i know i sound edgy and pretentious but I am so tired of it. it feels like an insurmountable issue meeting anybody who deviates from the norm in any significant way. when I read manga or watch anime or play games, i feel like the characters in them are even more "real" than actual people, because they have strong personalities and they differ from each other and they aren't all talking about politics and memes and porn and other stupid shit all the time. it makes me so frustrated. at one point, i was even in love with a fictional character. not just calling her my "waifu" as a joke, but i felt real love and affection towards her the same way i have with real people in the past. it sometimes hurt to think that she could never love me back, but i loved her so strongly that most of the time i didn't care about that… but then things changed and she wasn't the same character i had grown so close to. it feels like i can't have anything. i can't even make a one-sided relationship with a fictional character work. I wish i wasn't afraid of dying because i don't want to be alive… even if i ever met anyone nice and interesting i have nothing to offer them… my life is completely unnecessary
No.734
>>698I can’t stand being outside I feel like I don’t belong there.
No.735
I really don’t know what i want to do in life i literally model myself off fictional characters all i do is spend time in my room do you have any suggestions on how to get better and sorry for the way i write this post its my time here and im still trying to learn