Heavy topic, OP.
First of all, this is something very important that needs time and a lot of thinking.
Therefore don't pressure yourself.
Take your time but make sure to uphold daily tasks so you don't go full hiki.
I would simply ask myself what you like, what you are good at and what you are interested in.
Search around if jobs in these fields exist, if you can study such things.
On the other hand think about things you dislike, things you are really bad at and things that don't interest you at all.
It's important to scratch fields that contain things like that.
Furthermore I advise you to keep the following in mind:
Your satisfaction is the most important thing. High wage, cool benefits, well regarded jobs and such are nice and all but this is not what matters.
You should like what you do, or at least make sense of it, so you see a purpose.
It's hell if you are stuck at something you hate but you need the paycheck in order to pay your bills.
Well I hope you find something, OP, don't be afraid to try out things and don't be afraid to drop them if they are not to your liking.