No.9273
Sometimes I want to have sex with strangers.
No.9277
>>9275
None of that is your fault. Your parents sound like wildly irresponsible people. You should take your sister and get out of there as soon as you can.
No.9278
>>9275
It's a shame cyber schools can't have school shootings.
No.9279
>>9275Okay, I can see your parents being upset about your school performance. But if it's as extreme as you're describing it? Then it really seems like they're using you and your older sister as convenient scapegoats, shifting the blame for "tearing them apart" etc. on to you guys so they can feel better about (or completely ignore) stuff that they should e owning up to. I agree with what
>>9277 said; they're wildly irresponsible. I hope you can find some way out of your situation :\
No.9280
>>9273I have sex with strangers
No.9281
I plan on using my brother's electric shaver to shave my butthole
No.9282
>>9281Ok but you better ask him permission first
No.9283
Here's my secret:
You know how in those really cool anime shows or video games with amoral themes where people are buddy-buddy with "evil" guys like criminals? I'm actually LIVING that life, my friend has raped a few girls and once tortured a guy to death in his line of work (drug cartel) but he's still my epic bro and we vape and dab together because we're best friends. Whenever I see people, like social justice warriors, complain about people who rape or murder, I feel like that they don't have enough life experience and don't realize that grey amorality rules the world, not black and white morality.
No.9284
>>9283Hate to burst your bubble, but it's not just "social justice warriors" who have negative things to say about rape and murder. People of all races and creeds have denounced those things for literally
thousands of years (and yes, that does include people who have probably had more life experience than you).
No.9285
>>9283Also, don't knock others for lacking in life experience while trying to compare your life to anime and video games.
No.9287
>>9272I don't know if I have any secrets. I guess being a NEET limits you on exciting stuff like that.
I guess I smoke in secret and also cut my wrists in secret and think about suicide a lot.
Those are things I never tell people.
Um I few years back my older brothers girlfriend had a thing for me and she gave me a handjob but that's about it.
No.9302
>>9283>implying there's anything grey about raping and torturing a guy to deathYeah, I bet he was just torturing that guy in self defense.
I'm sure that girl forced him to force himself on her.
Sorry, those girls. Plural. Multiple times, but probably not forming a pattern or anything lol.
Very grey.
Much silver.
So chrome. No.9311
>>9283Seriously though, I have to know.
Is he "reformed" or something? Is your friend still with a/the cartel?
Does he show any remorse for it? Or are they just some cool 2edgy things he did? Do you guys talk about it? Do you bond over it?
No.9316
>>9284I accept my friends regardless of how they treat others, that's how strong my bond is with them. We'd take a bullet for each other. I wouldn't be surprised if you had no friends, especially with that kind of mind set. I pity you. It seems you've got a lot of growing up to do.
>>9302The gray amoral part is that we're still best friends to this day despite him being categorized as a "evil person", whatever that is, by the sheep of society.
>>9311He actually has shown remorse for it by saying he's rly,rly,rly,rly sorry and now he speaks out against murder and rape on twitter.
"But if your heart is yet sincere, your sins will be forgiven…Anyone can be forgiven, as long as he is sincere. No matter how terrible the sin. Surely, we all deserve mercy, yes."
– Cromwell the Pardoner, Dark Souls 2
No.9321
>>9320Yeah, the rapes and torture were just mistakes, and I'm glad to see he's overcoming those tragedies.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zWLJZw9Ws-g this is fucking inspirational to me
No.9324
>>9322
what really happened, the "actual factual" as it were, is that you showed sympathy for a made up character that I thought was too exaggerated in badness to possibly sympathize with. that's what happened, and now im pissed about it and at all other people of your Ilk.
No.9330
>>9328
>don't extrapolate millions of opinions and forms of morality from mine
And I would suggest that you don't do the same to others, either. Just because someone's views are different from yours, that doesn't make them "sheep".
Your opinions aren't really that "out-there". People have spoken in favor of forgiveness for literally thousands of years, including those "social justice warriors" (in fact, they're really in favor of it), and even when it comes to criminals there's a push for rehabilitation rather than incarceration, and trying to find ways to ease their reintroduction to society so they don't just turn to crime when they get out. So your opinions seem more confused than complicated, honestly.
No.9332
One thing that I've learned so far about human nature, is that such a thing as an "opinion of the general population" or a "normal person" don't exist. There are things society considers normal, something one should aspire to be, but there are no people who are actually that.
Life shapes and twists everyone into their own frame of morality. It changes it and the personality of each person as time passes and important events happen, too. It works out well for some and they become successful in life, others become lost, or harmful to others.
I personally have trust issues and cannot trust a person who has betrayed me once, no matter how hard I try. Having that, I couldn't trust someone who has done damaging things to others, eg. rape or murder.
It should be noted that people can change. There is also a chance that they don't, or that they revert to their previous state under stress, which is very weak, selfish and dangerous in my eyes.
I've had some experience with people like that, they either become the nicest people around [as long as not exposed to stress] or stay shady and toxic forever. I suggest being careful and not trusting your life with your friend. Once your morality has shifted so far, it's very easy for it to fall back again.
No.9335
>>9280I am curious to know more. How do you choose who you have sex with? Why do you have sex with strangers? Are you worried about a person you engage in coitus with being violent?
No.9336
I miss my friend, /n/. I met him online, in a video game, and we were friends for four years. We did dungeon raids together, we killed bosses together, we did everything. And when you know someone that long, it doesn't matter that you only know them through the internet; you start to confide in them anyway. It took four years for me to finally break down those walls and just talk to my only friend without worrying about being judged or ditched. I'm a very guarded person. In my childhood we moved around a lot, so I never settled in a single school, never got a chance to make any friends, and never bothered getting close to other people as a result. Even when we settled down at last, impermanence was so ingrained into my mind that I spent my lunches eating alone, waiting for some new job opportunity to fall out of the sky in front of my parents, prompting yet another move. So He was the first person I connected with, and it took four years and thousands of miles of distance to get the job done.
And then one day he decided he didn't want to see me again. When I pressed him, he finally confessed that he felt like I was more invested in our friendship than he was, and that his mmo account had, for quite some time, been shared with another person. I had not known, but this entire time I had actually been communicating with two people. He went on to air every grievance he had against me as a person, and as I read his letter I remember feeling very small in my chair, until finally he called me an emotional drain and I just had to stop reading for a second. That hit pretty hard, since it was probably true. After finally meeting someone I felt comfortable around, I wasn't so guarded anymore, and my behavior probably reflected that. If we'd known each other in real life, this would have manifested itself with lots of hugs or something, where previously there had only been handshakes and nods.
I was devastated when he left. I couldn't talk to anyone about it. Nobody takes online friendships seriously. In the week that followed, I would keep forgetting that he was gone. I'd log into the game all psyched to talk to him only to remember that he wasn't there anymore, so I uninstalled it. In the months that followed, I would stumble across like minded people in various message board skype threads and consider adding them to my empty contacts list, only to hesitate at the last minute and close the entire thread. Every night I stared holes into my bedroom ceiling wondering what I could have done differently, and how I could proceed. A year passed and I stopped feeling consistently miserable. I busied myself with solitary activities, anything to take my mind off that. But at night the thoughts returned, as sharp and clear as the day it all started.
I don't have any friends anymore. I'm not stupid enough to blame it all on a single incident; it's really what I want at this point. I don't want to deal with any of that anymore. It always ends the same way. I invest all this time into a relationship with another person, I start to trust them and care about them, and then something happens. Something always happens that ruins it. Even when there are no external forces, like my parents deciding we need to move again, then the thing that gets in the way is -me-. If the world, or the universe, or god, or whatever you want to call it doesn't fuck it up, then I find a way. I'm so fucking stupid, /n/. I met someone I could confide in, and then I chased him away with my eccentricities like a fucking idiot.
No.9337
>>9331
I didn't say you were saying you opinions were "better", either, and I'm not sure why you said that.
No.9339
>>9336You shouldn't take it too personally anon. I really don't know if he had the same problem as me, but I've been at the other end of that problem many times. This post was more to get it off my chest, but maybe it'll take some of the weight off of yours.
I'm physically and emotionally completely unable to maintain a relationship, even a platonic one, yet still pursue them with the full knowledge that I'm going to one day disappear completely and hurt them.
It's not that I want to. I'd love to be normal and have a friend or relationship that I know isn't completely temporary. But the second anyone shows that they care about me, or that they like me, I instantly lose the ability to be around them anymore. I don't know why, but suddenly I just feel physically and emotionally drained whenever I talk them from then on, and eventually have to just drop out of their lives. Even if I truly felt like I loved them before – and maybe I did once or twice, it still happens. I broke someone's heart twice because of this despite talking to them every single day for almost 4 years and truly loving them before.
Pretty much all my social interaction for quite awhile now has been online, so I've probably gone through 50 solid friendships in the past few years. I try my best to never make connections with anyone by making up temporary personas and stuff like that, but the loneliness gets so overwhelming that I often give in. The fact that I've never once showed anyone even a tiny bit of my actual personality or even made a proper human connection in years just makes it worse, and makes me feel even worse for still doing it anyway. I really wish I could stop being so selfish and just cut myself off completely. But it isn't easy to do.
No.9345
>>9336Something similar happened to me. My exboyfriend dumped me because i was an emotional mess. He didn't say that was the reason, but im sure it was. I finally thought someone cared about me enough to sit through my emotional problems, but all it did was make him find me annoying. He was the first person i've ever loved and i felt like i could completely trust him.
I really don't like when people don't want friendships because they think of themselves as stupid/boring/whatever it is. I'm really sorry that you have had such a horrible experience. Especially one that was with an online friendship because those are some of the closest one usually.
No.9349
i take way too many drugs and cry a lot.
No.9351
>>9349I feel you bro.
I cry so easily. fucking everything makes me cry even car commercials
i cried every time I thought about the ending of shin sekai yori for like a whole week after I watched it.
No.9353
>>9336You have something to give another person, that's why you will always have a chance.
Most people's friendships have no base and fall apart really easily. Because they have nothing to hold them together. Even after many years. It seems like they just stay close to someone else even if they don't like them much because they want anything but loneliness, sometimes not even realizing that they don't like them. I can't consider that friendship.
You have the capacity to care for somebody else, it's in your words. Cherish that gift and don't surrender. Few people have it. Don't become bitter like everyone else because of a single incident.
No.9354
I know it is bad and I shouldn´t do it but I cant stop hurting other people…why love me ?
If you can´t take the pain.
No.9355
All my old friends have left me now, they won't even skype with me anymore, they used to just ignore me and rarely message me if they wanted something from me, but now they've just outright blocked me. I realize that this means that they aren't actually my friends, atleast not anymore,and I'm trying to accept the fact that I have literally no friends. How do I move on with my life? I'm probably just going to end up killing myself soon any ways.
No.9365
>>9355Please don't kill yourself, Anon. When I lost my good friend, I occupied my time with learning Japanese. Everyone kept saying it was a stupid decision, that learning Mandarin or Korean would have made more sense, but I wasn't doing it for them. To hell with them. Half the things I enjoyed doing came from Japan, so it made sense to me to learn Japanese.
Having no friends frees up a lot of time to devote to just about anything. Where some people spend their free time and money going to recreational events with their friends and forming memories to talk about in tagged photographs on Facebook, people like us can spend our free time and money on ourselves, enriching our minds and spirits. "Wealth and power are sweet anodyne for heartache."
>>9349I used to cry a lot when I was younger. Being a boy, this made me the subject of some ridicule among my peers, but we moved a lot so I got to "start over" often. That had its own problems, but that's beside the point. After a while I stopped crying as often, not because I was happier but because I was tired of being made fun of. And now I simply cannot cry. I realize how shitty and edgy that sounds, but it's the truth. I've been trying to "have a good cry" for years, but it just won't happen. As soon as the tears feel like they're coming, my entire face feels congested and clogged up, and then the tears stop, and I'm left feeling emotionally blue balled. I guess the grass is always greener on the other side, but I'm actually jealous that you can easily access your natural emotional outlet.
>>9342Yeah, I took a lot from that experience. It would have been a waste to have learned nothing from it. Despite how shitty it was, I can't say "I wish I'd never met him" or something.
>>9345I'm sorry that happened to you, Hobo, especially with your first love. I won't suggest that you do something I'm still incapable of doing (trusting others), but I just hope your situation doesn't prevent you from trusting people in the future, because that's a road paved with loneliness and you don't deserve it. Good luck with everything.
>>9339Thank you for taking the time to write all that. I won't delude myself into thinking I wasn't at least partially at fault for how things ended, but your description of your interpersonal dealings reminded me that everyone has something they're dealing with, and he was probably no exception. I hope someday you can get to the root of what's preventing you from forming long lasting and meaningful relationships, because the latter (cutting yourself off from everyone entirely, for their collective sake) seems like it would leave you quite lonely.
>>9338Thanks for that. Usually when I try to tell people about that experience they discount the harshness of being utterly rejected by someone I'd gotten to know and care about for four years solely because we met online.
>>9353As much as I appreciate your comments, it's just too difficult to try again like that. I tried using alcohol as a shortcut (rather than waste four years getting comfortable with someone, alcohol allows complete comfort in just a few hours!) and it worked in the moment, but then I would wake up sober, remember the things I'd said while drunk to someone I'd just barely met, and feel a tidal wave of shame. Also it fucked my memory for a month after; I forgot all my kanji and had to start over from scratch. I'll keep your kind words in mind, but for now it's just easier going through life alone. It has less to do with a single incident and more to do with multiple incidents culminating in one large incident. I'm not bitter, just tired. The thought of making another friend, and getting to know them and enjoy their company, only for them to leave – it's like running eight miles and ending up right back where you started, only to have to run it all over again. The loneliness doesn't even catch up to me until I'm about to go to sleep, so for now it's fine. I do appreciate what you wrote, though. I'm not trying to undermine its validity or anything.
No.9385
Hmm… dark secrets eh? For me i guess it would be kinda having sociopathic tendencies
No.9393
I don't think I have any.
No.9412
I've agreed with an online friend that if I died before he did, he is allowed full access to my ovaries. This is because he has always wanted to know what human ovaries taste like.
(Am I dark n edgy yet)
No.9413
>>9412yes, you are totally recognized as cool and edgy for Ubuu now
No.9435
>Dark & Edgy Secrets
I think I've got a pretty good one.
When I was young, maybe six or seven, I wanted to destroy the world, but I realize that the only way I could do that would be to devoid myself of all empathy or feelings of guilt. I spent much of my time trying to desensitize myself to the idea of killing everyone, friends, family, everyone. I felt that the inability to kill indiscriminately was a sign of weakness and it would prevent me from ever being able to destroy the world. I'm not sure if the dreams I had were because of this or if it was because of the dreams. I had recurring dreams of a voice in the darkness that was essentially the monster that lives under your bed and in your closet and in all the dark places, I believed it to be a demon of some sort that I referred to as "Boss". Every night that I dreamed of Boss I would be pulled under my bed by shadowy hands, offering no resistance, and through the floor into a vortex of fire leading straight to hell. That was like an intro sequence to my dreams from their Boss would send me on missions, usually to go kill people, or sometimes to simply test my endurance of fear through nightmares. It really is where I learned to be something far less human in my dreams is more of a monster. But eventually I was pushed to my absolute limit when I was instructed to kill my own parents (not irl just in the dream). By refusing the mission I broke contract with Boss and was subjected to about a weeklong series of intense nightmares before Boss just completely disappeared from my mind.
I wish more children could live through this experience, it pushed me to my absolute limits, it let me see what I was and was not capable of.
No.12326
she told me she loved me over and over and said she wanted to get married.
i believed her.
then she stopped talking to me. we met up in person, and she wouldn't even look at me.
everyone tells me i'm pretty. i've never had anyone insult my appearance in my entire life. but the only time i've ever wanted to be beautiful was when i was preparing to meet her. and it didn't work.
i wasn't good enough, or pretty enough. the one time it counted i wasn't pretty enough. i'd never felt like that for anyone. i'd never been in love before. i'd never wanted anyone before. but it turns out i was given a small glimpse of those good feelings only to have them taken away. she didn't even bother to reject me, i just found out from other people that she hooked up with a different girl and moved in with her. i sobbed every day for weeks.
i fantasize about disfiguring myself with acid on a daily to weekly basis. just so people will finally leave me alone. i can't leave the house without someone trying to hit on me or pick me up and it feels like god is spitting on me every time it happens.
there's no meaning or purpose to my life now. i'm going to enlist in the army as a doctor because the chance of being killed in battle is my only real dream anymore.
everyone thinks i'm okay.
i want to die. i just want to die. the medication doesn't help. i want to be dead so this can finally be over. i want to kill myself, correct the mistake my mother made in giving birth to me. i want to be dead so badly.
i still love her more than anything else in the world. it used to make me happy.
there's no happiness left.
No.12327
>>12326jesus christ what's up with women and acid. just eat lots of icecream.
No.12338
I used to wear full Hot Topic regalia back in High School including those baggy tripp pants, black nail polish, Invader Zim shirts, and dyed black hair.
I wish somebody had tried to talked me out of it…
No.12339
>>12326>there's no meaning or purpose to my life now. i'm going to enlist in the army as a doctor because the chance of being killed in battle is my only real dream anymore.
>i want to die. i just want to die. the medication doesn't help. i want to be dead so this can finally be over. i want to kill myself, correct the mistake my mother made in giving birth to me. i want to be dead so badly.I know this feel. I practice martial arts now, it helps a lot. Maybe you might want to try that too? Most armies try pretty hard to protect their docs, you may have a better chance dieing a glorious death in combat as martial artist than as a medic. Just something to think about.
No.12346
>>12339Fucked up shit really.
Anyhow if youre that desperate you might aswel just get drunk and get into fights.
Martial arts takes discipline and the army will have you go trough a ton of shit.
No.12351
I used to be an underage voice sex hotline operator and camgirl. I hate myself.
No.12362
>>12357Have you ever watched the film, 'Germany, Year Zero'?
It's pretty much your story, but set in post WW2 Germany. I would check it out, it might have some kind of cathartic effect on you. Long story short; you shouldn't feel guilty, ir wasn't your fault. You were probably a product of a fucked up enviroment.
Just be glad you didn't brutally murder somebody as a child.
No.12379
>>9435my dark & edgy secret is that I don't believe a single word distortion has ever posted
No.12383
>>12380She definitely isn't.
No.12401
>>12385
Hey ass hole you forgot to delete this post.
No.12441
My darkest secret is that I indirectly caused someone to commit suicide.
When I broke up with my girlfriend, she apparently called her childhood best friend to come visit her and help her feel better. It seems that, during the visit, he suggested that she wouldn't have any of these "boy troubles" if she had dated him instead of me, to which she replied that she never had been and never would be romantically interested in him. This prompted him to attempt to molest her; fortunately, she's competent with self-defense, and beat the tar out of him before he did. After going back to his house, the realization of what he'd just tried to do struck him all at once, and he then proceeded to kill himself.
If I hadn't broken up with her, then she wouldn't have met up with him, which in turn would have prevented that incident from occurring. Therefore, I have some degree of responsibility for it.
No.12442
>>12441naaaah it was his self-entitled friendzoned fedora neckbeard sexual offender tendencies that caused it, if he acted like that there, he would have acted like that at a different opportunity
No.12445
I use to spy on my sister and cousin when they where in the bathroom. I also use to fap into my sisters panties and cross dressed a few times with her cloths.
No.12450
I dont have any friends
No.12494
I don't like anything by the bands Queen, Led Zeppelin, Pink Floyd, The Beatles, and countless other famous rock icons.
I never played a single one of the Pokemon games and I don't think I would enjoy one either.
I was dragged to a Rocky Horror Picture Show and I thought it was obnoxious, savage, and in no way entertaining.
I think the Goosebumps series was trash and I don't remember it fondly.
No.12495
>>12494But these are opinions, not secrets.
No.12496
>>12495when stuff is as almost universally praised as these things, it can be hard to admit disliking them without people wanting to argue. "NAH MAN, you just don't get it! You have to watch/listen/play/read it again to see the hidden meaning!" or whatever. I kinda get what anon's saying.
Also I agree with everything they said except for Pokemon and Queen.
No.12497
i'm a pedophile who is only attracted to girls 13 and under, and i have a foot fetish
No.12501
I'm in love with my (now former) therapist.
We became really close friends. We're still in touch, even now, months after she lost her job due to the organisation getting disbanded.
She doesn't know, as far as I can tell. She unwittingly put me through a hellish emotional rollercoaster. She does know that I'm in love, and she knows that I've got a fuckton of issues and insecurities that are exacerbating this. I'm pretty sure that she's suspected something at some point, though.
Yet said emotional rollercoaster only got us closer.
She says she worries for me - I *know* that she really does - and she says that I'm a great guy and that she loves hanging out with me. A few people that we both know have corroborated this.
I really care about her, too. I've never felt this way about anyone before - and trust me, I've had some bad bouts of unrequited love.
Yet… that time when she told me that she had gotten back with her boyfriend, I couldn't help but feel that temptation - the temptation to push her in front of the nearest car.
I didn't do it, thank God. But I was SO close that it still terrifies me everytime I remember it.
No.12518
I'm not a neet, I only post on this bored because I feel like I can relate to a lot of neets when it comes to being an outcast.
No.12811
>>9272you don't deserve her. she's too good for you.
You need to appreciate her for all that she does for you, and actually put effort into the relationship.
No.12812
>>12518fag
(USER WAS BANNED FOR THIS POST) No.12816
-I've hurt a lot of people.
-I feel attracted to needy, damaged broken, sick, and fucked up girls.
-The worst part of my depression/anxiety happened when everybody thought I was finally ok so I just pretended everything was fine.
-Even when I want to care about someone the emotion just isn't there.
-I've made up my mind that I'm gonna die alone, so I don't even bother with making friends, going to parties, let alone dating.
No.12848
>>12816Are you me?
Because of all of this, I'm preparing to throw myself into fighting. I've been practicing martial arts for over half a year now, it helps me deal with how much I hate myself, but I'm not getting any younger. I want to have a glorious death, while I'm still young and beautiful. But not without giving it all I have. I will to burn my life in the next 2 years. If I die I die. And if I don't, well, I can become a mountain hermit or something, maybe join the circus.
No.12901
when i was 8-11 years old for 3 years i would shit behind an old mans house on a ridge (there was a ridge behind his house) then throw my shit into his back yard/ back of his house/ on a window etc
he caught me and my friend doing nicky nicky ninedoors and made us clean his giant front window before letting us go
No.12905
I post on Wizardchan even though I'm not a virgin
No.13081
was nearly raped when going to a mental hospital. a bunch of friends from there were sat around watching uh…the rocky horror picture show or whatever in someone's house while their parents were away
i drank a bunch of beer and this fat fuck who tried hitting on me before that and kissed me before (oh god, that was terrible) got me to sleep in the same room with her, as my lesbian friend who i was gonna sleep with was sick and went to sleep in the host's room (apparently he wanted to fuck her, what a guy…don't befriend crazies, anons!) so i was left with the lard…she got me and her undressed and tried to get my dick inside her… apparently i was drunk enough for my dick not to work, lucky me. she just fingered herself (she bled, apparently she was a virgin) and we went to sleep. i feel really grateful i managed to forget the smell, it was awful
the next day she told a bunch of people that shes pregnant because we fucked, me and the group essentially ignored her for the rest of her stay, i recall it was relatively short. we deduced she had a histrionic personality disorder, it made too much sense to not be it.
also, she demanded everyone calls her Maria for some reason, i don't even know why they became friends with her.
don't make too close friends in mental hospitals, kids.
what a life
No.13139
>>12905Me too, lost it to hookers twice, the first time was a disaster and the second was meh, but I felt so dirty and vulgar ive abstained from it for 4 years.
Everyone knows that non virgins posting there is pretty common, I would feel bad if only so many people there werent absolute cunts.
No.13144
>>12905I shitpost on that godforsaken site everyday, though I am a virgin (not by choice I'm afraid). I yield no malicious intent towards others but the people that frequent that site are the biggest losers on the face of the earth and have no empathy at all; all they care about is how bad they have it (half of them don't have it bad at all) and then proceed to spout nonsense opinions, which are then promoted by other scum, thus imitating some sort of giant echo chamber or some shit. The place is just 1 giant hugbox for edgy misogynists. And no, I am not a tumblr SJW, in fact I do not even agree with most liberals. What suprises me is the conservative ideals expressed by the place, you would think those ideals would be expressed by "successful normalfag scum" but I guess hypocrites will be hypocrites.
No.13145
>>13144That's basically all chans.
"FREEDOM AND EQUALITY!*"
"*=Unless you're gay,black,jewish,female, like ponies, or are a weaboofaggot"
No.13152
>>13150You realize that radfems tend to also not acknowledge the humanity of the opposite sex and tend to see all of them as cooperating in this society-wide conspiracy to keep them down, even when that's kind of absurd, right? I guess taking them seriously would help balance out misogyny or whatever, if it weren't for the fact that radfems already receive far, far more attention than their dick-slinging counterparts. Why dignify either side?
Normally I actually agree with you but really you seem to have reacted to mentally ill permavirgins being annoying dickheads in a single thread waaay more than the situation calls for. Unless you're just that way in general I guess.
No.13154
>>13153It's cool man everyone jacks off to shotacon.
No.13155
>>13152>You realize that radfems tend to also not acknowledge the humanity of the opposite sexI was going to put a little
>radfem vs femsupreme>inb4 SAME THINGin my post, lol, and now I've missed my chance to say 'gotcha', damn.
Anyways, that's not true. There's this quote that goes around, "If I thought men couldn't change, I wouldn't be a radical feminist." Belief in the humanity of men is actually critical to radfeminism.
>tend to see all of them as cooperating in this society-wide conspiracy to keep them down, even when that's kind of absurd, right?Right, which is why no radical feminist believes that. There is a difference between a system and a conspiracy. There is a difference between doing something because you've learned to do it all your life and doing something because it's SUPREME RULE #19039834 of the GUYS' CLUB.
Again, another distinction that is not easy for people to quickly grasp, nor I guess for some radfems to sufficiently explain.
>if it weren't for the fact that radfems already receive far, far more attention than their dick-slinging counterpartsWhere? Where are radfems receiving any attention? This is an honest question, I would like to know, no sarcasm or glibness intended. The only feminisms I see receiving any attention outside of tumblr are the more liberal and sexxxay forms.
Or like, the only other people I see acknowledging that radfems even exist are MRAs. I would love some more commentary on radfeminism from the outside, if you have links or site recommendations, I would not mind reading/browsing them!
>waaay more than the situation calls forPlease.
No.13156
>>13155What's your opinion on men defending women rights?
I am actually a feminist man in the sense that I'd like a society where both sexes where equal instead of one being in a higher status than the other, and so I tend to promote/divulge those points where women is in an unfair position to try to revert it, but as a man, I most of the time feel that feminists tend not to believe such cases as mine as real, honest or legit cooperation, and when I point out, for example, things that are over-exaggerated about men (like "Men are all pigs, vags should go to power"), they're all (or at least, the of the feminists I've ever discussed/talked with) like "So that was your real face, uh".
I am conscious of how women are generally portrayed and such, and I'd it to be gone, but I sometimes also feel there are some exaggerations, and that's why I really don't enjoy talking with them most of the time, because when feminists notice these opinions they instantly turn into their self-defense mode where every men is a cock with two legs who can't think for shit and they just don't listen at all your thoughts.
It's always bugged me that racist attitude they tend to take, where everything can be an insult and a form of fem-defamation or something. And not even feminists, but any radical group.
No.13159
>I am conscious of how women are generally portrayed and such, and I'd it to be gone
And I'd like it to be gone*
Fucking typos.
By the way, I forgot to add this to my post, but I think that what I said is exactly what the other anon meant about the thoughts some feminists tend to have about "thinking there's a conspiracy against women" or something.
No.13166
I kind of love yet don't love my girlfriend. One day i'll be happy and want to hug her, and the next i just don't want to talk to her at all.
No.13167
For anyone arguing about feminism I direct you here
http://www.bestgore.com/guest-post/societal-misandry-in-the-anti-male-world/ Seriously misogyny is not even real. Feminism is a cult.
No.13172
>>13167Actual misogyny is a thing, but it's not exactly that common. Usually requires a fair deal of trauma, it seems like.
I fantasize about killing myself and my parents pretty much every day.
No.13178
>>13177great comeback bro, show dem feminazis!
brohoof! /)
No.13181
I used to draw with my blood when I was about 13 because I thought it looked pretty.
No.13198
>>13197People grieve differently, and in fact most people
don't grieve all dramatically, crying and breaking down. A good deal of them just, you know, get over it, often immediately.
Don't feel bad if you don't feel bad, lol.
No.13199
>>13197my father died of cancer when i wasn't even three. i think i would've ended up different if he didnt.
No.13229
I'm setting up a suicide meeting with a few other people
No.13235
>>13234When I was younger I didn't brush my teeth for around 4 years straight. Every time I would visit the dentist he would say: "Your teeth look fine, just make sure you brush behind your teeth and remember to floss more". I still don't really ever brush my teeth, other then when they "feel" dirty, which might be like 1-5 times a month, and my teeth are just a bit off-white.
No.13241
my life has been nothing but a long and terrible mistake, my persistent clinging to meaningless existence like blasphemy to everything that is sacred in man. i cant bring myself to do anything but masturbate and sleep. a wonderful life was paved for me and i somehow managed to shit on each one of my opportunities as they came along. i sat in with AA and folded preflop because i thought i was dealt 44. ive no friends, no means of making friends, no passions or ambitions, no ideas, no sense of aesthetic or sense of humor.
i think this might sound a little blunt instead of edgy, really, but my most sincere wish right now is that i had never existed. my life is really fucking grotesque to look back at. it causes me physical pain. my head hurts and i dont know if i should pace around or try to lie down so i take turns doing both.
if i ever find success i know im not worthy of it. this body shouldve never incarnated on earth and its erasure would be a blessing whose magnitude you could hardly imagine. mind you i cant myself because my brains are good for fuck all except shitposting and maybe videogames on a good day, if im feeling adventurous enough.
i want to see what pluto looks like before i go. i think i will jump off a high place because the instructions for exit bags confuse me. my apologies to anyone who mightve had to sweep someones corpse off the pavement before.
No.15295
>>13241Ive never had to sweep someones corpse up but ive had to pick one up before.
So, youre in it deep with your brand of "textbook" depression. I say "textbook" in quotes because youre suffering the same symptoms so many others do but Im not saying its not specific to you in any way, as I do not know you.
I too struggle with life chances. I have a grandfather who is paying my way through college, has offered me a place to stay with paid rent, and I refused that and was starting to get disillusioned with school and also got hooked on drugs pretty hardcore. From what I was able to pull myself out of, I might offer advice to find general ideas of what you like, and try to create things along that line. Working on something youre even only slightly sure of wanting is better than pacing the floor. I tend to do that too (PAWS is real) but when I get into something even if its not finished I tend to stir around more ideas.
No.15296
When I was a kid I used to physically abuse cats all the time. I don't know why I hated them so much, I quite like them now.
No.15299
>>12905I've been posting for about a year there despite being a female non-virgin. There's just no equivalent community open for us and I'm sure not starting one, long as I don't attach my sex to it nobody can care
No.15300
>>15296I also did that a couple of times
No.15304
>>13181>>13195Nami bro you got owned hahahahahha
holy shit dude feel that burn
No.15331
>>15304I more than deserve to be laughed at for ever doing that.
No.15349
i create fake dating profiles so i can be a dick to women.
No.15389
>>13166thats normal, there's lots of reasons that I think mostly go back to how we were raised, experience with bullying or betrayal, and mental disorders, in any combination.
Even though I am desperate for attention sometimes, I still don't always want my loved ones to touch me or talk to me. This doesn't mean you don't love them, it means you need to shut out for a little while.
No.15408
I once went to a club with a buddy. We were kinda high. We met two girls outside, surprisingly (I'm really bad with flirting and all that stuff) we hit it off, we were standing in the cold (it was winter) for about 20 minutes. She was beautiful too, thin, short, perky boobs, nice body, and she was clearly interested in me for some reason. Long story short, I spent the night getting drunk and talking with her while she's was OBVIOUSLY trying to make me realize what she wants (protip: it was the D). The night ended with her walking out of the club after 3 or 4 hours and me getting scarred for life because deep down I knew what was going on, I just didn't have the balls. That night I realized that even if a girl is asking for it I won't be able to do it. Not to mention that was my first encounter (at 21 years of age, and that happened about 4 years ago) like that, and possibly the only one, since I don't do drugs nor go out anymore.
No.15409
>>15408Sorry for the typos and bad grammar, I'm really drunk.
No.15412
>>15409I didn't notice anything obvious.
No.15422
>>15415Hot. Post more of their pics.
No.15432
>>15415Yeah, same here. It's just so easy to do and I get bored of it after a while, so I toss the person I've used and look for a new one.
No.15434
>>15433I love them all.
>>15432Its more of something that just happens for me. They begin to relying on me emotionally, its nice for a little while, then I just stop caring.
No.15437
>>15415>>15433>>15434You're an ass but I can relate a bit and ya got good taste. Thanks.
No.15440
>>15434Where can I find the artist's gallery?
No.15443
>>15415I hate people like you
No.15444
>>15415You're a piece of shit anon.
No.15447
>>15440Did you really ask for the gallery of the person who drew vomit-chan?
ewww newfags these days…
No.15448
>>15447Wait it's from the same artist.
No.15451
>>15449I seriously didn't notice the similar style until I was told it was by the same artist.
No.15452
>>13153 is me
also moving shittons of benzos
i take pride in fucking up my community
No.15494
my dark secret is that i wipe sitting down
No.15496
>>13150I feel the same way. It's also refreshing to be reminded I'm not the only one imbued in radfem ideologies who still uses a chan so thank you for posting
No.15498
>>15497Real dark and edgy secret:
My mother used to physically abuse me. If I were to tell anyone in real life, I bet they'd assume I was the abuser because I'm a man. This sort of makes me hate people in general and especially women.
No.15650
>>15649>I feel like a disgusting pedo about the whole thingWhat's so bad about liking prepubescent girls? Honest question.
Also pedo =/= molester. People seem to misunderstand this a lot, you could even be sexually interested in younger kids but know very well where the moral threshold is. It's basically the "Men are rapists" argument, but change "men" for "pedos".
There was nothing bad with the relationship you had with that girl. It isn't like you were forcing her to do anything, or that she was uncomfortable. A lot of people have this impression that kids and pre-teens are unaware of their sex or that they're not curious, but that's bullshit. Most start to get interested in it when they're around 10~14.
No.15651
>>15450there's a big difference between lying to someone and using them emotionally and sexually just to cut contact when you're done.
No.15696
>>15649>>15650Yeah, I came here to post something like this.
It is so sad that society has tricked you into thinking that what you did was wrong and made you feel this upset. At the end of your post you made clear what your feelings actually are. Stop suppressing yourself and do what you want. Think about it, you already know what you want and that you needn't feel any guilt.
I think here of all places, most people should have already stopped worrying about societal and cultural norms and focused on what makes them happy.
No.15742
Dunno about dark and edgy, but I only ever began posting on this website because I developed a crush on eurochewky.
No.15745
I take comfort in other people's suffering. That's the main reason why I often visit this board.
Sure, my life is just as shitty, but I like to think that there's other people with worse lives than me.
No.15746
>>15745Sorry anon, but most people in this board pretend to be suffering antisocial hikiko drug enthusiasts for the fashion of it while most are just teens who love to use all kinds of social networks, living with their parents in the edge of first world privilege.
Not much for you to do here…
No.15747
>>15742I'm similar actually. I developed a crush on one of the namefags so I continued using uboachan because of it.
No.15748
>>15746Ah, the anon who doesn't know how to use the word "fashion" strikes again.
Not that I don't agree with what you said (NEET is a trainwreck of a collective pity party a good portion of the time), but I've got the kind of internet autism where people grossly misusing words over and over again gives me a stomach ulcer.
Someone please pity me
No.15750
>>15748Dude why do you always start shit everywhere with the same bullshit? It's almost as if you were new to the internet. Are you by any chance the faggot that complains about "muh anime smug faces" too?
Chill the fuck out, man. You're shitposting as much as the people "you find annoying".
No.15751
reading this is toxic to my brain, what's wrong with me?
No.15752
>>15750I'm actually a different anon that rarely participates but don't let that stop you from accusing 90% of uboachan of being summerfags or 4channers
No.15754
>>15752>I'm actually a different anon that rarely participatesOk, that's good. You sound a lot like him though.
>but don't let that stop you from accusing 90% of uboachan of being summerfags or 4channersWhy are you even assuming I'm gonna accuse someone of something? Chill the fuck out man, you're overreacting a lot. If you're gonna be aggressive for every little comment you find in the internet, you're gonna have a very bad time.
Honestly, just by how you reacted to that classical bait from 2012 I've got more than enough room to call you a newfag, but that's not even my intention. Chill out. I'm sick of reading the same bullshit in all the boards. Seriously.
No.15755
>>15754>Chill the fuck out man
>From anon that is constantly arguing in the Undertale thread and getting mad about other popular games and basically anything and everything, poisoning otherwise fine discussion with oddly specific quantities of heavy metal salts
>nicetry.pngAnyway as for actual contribution to the thread and not the growing salt pile uboachan's starting to choke on, my secret is that my current job search is to try to jump ship before my grandma either dies or loses everything to getting swindled by "health supplement" companies and jewellers. I have to feed 3 adults on my wildly inconsistent contractor income and my cousin spent half of his last paycheck from the military on a PS4 and some games. He's out of money and isn't really doing so hot on the job search.
I'm getting calls from IT staffers/recruiters each week about new opportunities and I have a bunch to pick from, but being a classical NEET before taking up contractor work, I don't have a car so my options are more limited than I'd like and I lost two well-paying full time offers just because I can't commute 20 miles out to a town that has no fucking public transit.
I'm sure I'll get a steady offer quite soon with more reasonable demands (and better pay, paradoxically) but I cannot fucking wait to move out and rebudget around feeding just a single person and not getting nagged about a cell phone I don't want to pay for.
No.15756
>>15755>From anon that is constantly arguing in the Undertale thread and getting mad about other popular games and basically anything and everything, poisoning otherwise fine discussion with oddly specific quantities of heavy metal saltsJokes on you, I'm not that anon. What's more, I'm the one constantly telling people to stop the fucking drama there and to not answer the bait. I even made the retro thread so we actually have something to discuss instead of the shitfest that undertale thread has become.
Who was accusing people of things again? Chill the fuck out man, not everybody that disagrees with you is the same faggot. You're so paranoid I wouldn't be surprised if you're the one saying that "three people" are actively destroying muh vidya threads too. Seriously, if you have autism go rant to other places, but stop dragging this shit in every board here.
No.15757
>>15748>Implying there is only one.I pity you.
No.15760
>>15756>dragging this shit everywhereI just told you I never participate, but I guess at some point with that salinity building up in your bloodstream you forgot how to read.
Everyone's tired of it and has been for weeks, but you and other summerfags keep dragging it out and getting hostile on other threads and boards, as evidenced by
>>15746 and
>>15748You should just make a big thread where you tell everyone who posts in it to go back to 4chan or say "muh X" to them as responses, rather than continuing it in entirely unrelated threads
No.15761
my deep dark secret is that i'm starting to dislike all the shit flinging going on here.
No.15762
>>15761yeah same, contributing to it makes me no better than anyone else doing it so I guess I should commit sudoku
Or apologize to the other anons, sorry guys v0v
No.15763
>>15746>pretendPretending is always based on the truth to some extent. For every ten anon faking it there must be at least one who's real.
Not that it matters in the end, even if it's a fragile delusion, I'm still able to derive some peace of mind from it.
No.15764
>>15760>I just told you I never participate>but you and other summerfags keep dragging it out>you and other summerfags>I never participateAnon, you can't be serious. Look, this started because you made this post
>>15748You did drag this here, don't play dumb now. If you really meant anything you said, you should be fully aware of what you are doing, don't be an hypocrite. I just said not to drag this shit in other boards, but you flamed with unrelated bullshit. Stop trying to bend the situation in your behalf to play the innocent now. And don't dare to come with the "that's not me" because you did not deny it at all when I asked here
>>15752. And even if it's not you, you were sly enough to leave enough room for uncertainty. AND if it still wasn't the case, you threw enough shit there anyway and contributed to all this.
>You should just make a big thread where you tell everyone who posts in it to go back to 4chan or say "muh X" to them as responses, rather than continuing it in entirely unrelated threadsNo need for that, we already have the undertale thread full of that kind of autism. I'm happy as long as it stays contained there, and I'd be happier if no one dragged it here in the first place. By the way, when did somebody send anyone to 4chan or called other a newfag? You're too fixated on this when that's not even the problem here.
What are you even trying to say? Honest question. I already stated my points many times, yet all I see you're doing is constantly saying "call others summerfags if taht makes u feel better LOL XD" while trying to be the righteous man. Dude, if you're so sick of this as I am, why do you even continue with the flaming?
Anyway, I'm fucking tired of this pointless argument. Good for you if I'm mistaken and you're not one of the obnoxious faggots, in which case I apologize. Have a nice day.
No.15774
I'm a legitimate misogynist. I fucking hate women. I think they need their human rights revoked and only an idiot would let them just walk about outside without some kind of strict control system.
