/hikki/ - NEET / Advice

Yes, but I actually like it this way. Imagining having any form of friends (online or offline) or social contacts makes me feel uncomfortable. I wish I was the only person on this planet. My only form of social contact is imageboards, but this is already demanding for me. I'd love to be anonymous in real life too, just a mere ghost.

>>9812
I once thought I was that alone, but it turned out that I'd also neglected some people I could've been closer with. I reached out and some people just ghosted me, but I made some new old friends too.
What people's phone numbers do you have saved?
Would you call any of them?
My cousin often gets drunk and calls me when he's in need of some kind words. I'm worried about his drinking but I'm glad he calls.

>>9851
>What people's phone numbers do you have saved?
I don't have a phone.

>>9852
without a phone you will get absolutely nowhere in terms of socializing these days anon

ya life terrible dork boy

>>9853
Mobile phones are absolutely malicious devices and it's better to be a total outcast than be a slave to those wire taps.

>>9812
Yes, I don't think I'll ever be able to hold long standing relationships. I've given up most of my hope. I can't commit.

>>9812
>>9812
Nothing wrong with being alone. Sometimes you gotta run with the mob but being alone means no one is gonna let you down. At the end of the day anyone else is just drag when you're running an elite NEET program. I feel sorry for everyone else I come across. Every single one has hangups and often they are total slaves. Being a NEET loner is hard work to keep on top of the loneliness and depression but more often than not its a kind of nexus.

>>9812
>Is anyone else here completely alone?
not really since i recently started to talk to my neighbour, even made pizza with him yesterday and went on to watch a world cup game not that i was particularly interested in it but it was nice for the most part. however we went on to drink a bit of liquor and he started telling me how he kills pigeons at his work (hes a farm helper and tractor driver) for fun and has killed around 50 so far, he sneaks up to them with a shovel and hits them so they cant fly anymore then punches them until they're nothing but pulp and ditches them in cow shit, and went into a laughing fit for 10 minutes. idk man i started crying upon hearing it maybe im just a sensitive fagotini but atp i wouldn’t want it otherwise i think i will keep going back to being solitary as much as being alone hurts is it not better than to surround yourself with such beings?. how can one be so cruel? does he not feel for those beings? if he were killing those in order to cook them i would not mind but how can one kill for fun? maybe being in isolation was not too bad afterall even if it eats away at me would it really be better to integrate into such a society? are other people also like that? if i think back at my school days there were many who derived pleasure from the suffering of others i do not want to be like that.

>>10347
You found out the truth: Most other people are not worth talking to. Why do you think alcohol has always been there for humanity? We cant all be moral and kind and clever can we? The greatest lie told by the jews is that all people are equal. White, black, yellow, brown; all supposed to be part of the human race. There is only the human race, that is White people. All the rest are sub-human. Your new chum is a hylic and it sounds like he is on the road to becomming a low level psychopath. Dont let him use you just because your lonely. Also dont try to understand others, learn to profile and predict behavior. No man knows another in the end.

>>10348
i didnt give you context but i am a brown palestinian (i guess id count as white in the us but i fail to see how this is relevant) and the pigeon killer is a white christian german, yet this doesn't make him any less cruel. many of the child killers roaming palestine are also partially german or of otherwise european descent, do not make this about race. there is no superiority of a white person over a black and no superiority of a black person over a white one but for his behaviour, may God guide you.