>>9747Hard to say in my case, its probably mental illness combined with lack of ambition and feeling like an outcast my entire life, I was always pretty much a ghost throughout my younger years in school, no one spoke to me and I didn't speak to anyone, I was basically a ghost and I kinda grew used to that, too used to it, now I'm a neet for 5 years straight at 23, no friends, no connections, no network, just kinda stuck like this, just looking at job searching websites gives me a mini panic attack, not that I can't do the work, its just the idea of having to go out and interact with people after so many years of being alone kinda terrifies me, which is weird to say since I don't think I have social anxiety, its just that it sounds so exhausting.
