/hikki/ - NEET / Advice

i have hobbies, i like mostly recreating medieval things (not gay fantasy shit either), read a lot of visual novels and manga, and watch anime
its a bit overwhelming sometimes

I-

Learning html/css/javascript and maintaining a web page is a fun way to pass time

video game, movies, writing, smoking, doing research on random topics is what eats up most of my time. But i enjoy it.

>whats your list of things you wanna try?
<perfect comfort
>what did you try?
<to understand the world and people in it
>has anything made you change an opinion you once strongly had?
<the state of the world made me give up on politics, all that matters is i get my NEETbux as long as that exists, fuck polisperg shite.
>future plans changed?
<stay a NEET

sitting in my tiny room(3rd world cuntry) all day and complaining about how lonely I am

consume brainrot media. time will pass so fast you'll ask yourself where the last 10 years went

>>7859
This is actually a slight fear of mine I've started to obsess over how little I can decide my time is used for and it just makes me feel upset, especially considering 1/3 of my time not matter what is spent sleeping and aside from that I realize being on the internet is wasting my time anyways. Days go by way too quick and it just leads to existential dread and while most people are probably okay with it for some reason I just can't be its a weird purgatory based in my mind. I don't really think there is a way to cope with it, so I'm in this weird position of feeling

Lately mechwarrior, lots and lots of mechwarrior.