Anonymous 03/19/18 (Mon) 17:00:01 No. 4595
it does not enjoy
atarimae 03/19/18 (Mon) 23:39:15 No. 4596
>College student >Just trying to get by >Trying to draw recently >Trying to not procrastinate and sleep all day Pretty much it for me.
Anonymous 03/21/18 (Wed) 00:02:52 No. 4598
>>4597 Are you sure they were laughing to make fun of you and not just laughing because it is an awkward situation and everybody tried to make light of it? Except if you were buying something really weird.
Anonymous 03/22/18 (Thu) 01:24:10 No. 4599
I'm so sorry about your father, Anon. Truly grieving and figuring out exactly what hurts, what has been damaged but numbed, and what might a path to healing might even begin to look like takes years . The sooner you can embrace that pain the sooner you will be out of it, but it's so much easier said than done. I hope you find a way to use the tragedy as a strength, whether as positive motivation, or even as fuel for rage that you can use to barrel through fears about work, school, or whatever.
Anonymous 03/22/18 (Thu) 03:52:47 No. 4602
>5 years old >Mom puts me in piano lessons just to try it out >Take piano lessons for 9 years >Can barely read notes, am 7 years behind the skill level I should be at >Decide to try producing electronic music >Work with Ableton for 3 years >Learn nothing >Never produce as much as a loop because I don't have the creative drive to finish anything >Give up, decide to become an acoustician Wasted 12 years and a lot of money trying to make music work for me, and it didn't.
Anonymous 03/22/18 (Thu) 04:30:27 No. 4603
>>4602 Did you try, I don't know, practicing?
Anonymous 03/22/18 (Thu) 20:53:57 No. 4607
>>4602 I feel you. When I was little, I wanted to be able to draw manga like in Dragonball and draw paintings like the big artists. I had no talent but I still tried my best from elementary to junior high. Never improved in all those years and eventually gave it up completely. Same with video games later on (counter strike). Played for years, never improved, always a lowbird. Today I mostly play single player stuff.
It is not that I cannot do things just for fun. It is just sad that the things that were supposed to be most of fun for me are things that I am not even good at and never will be good at while other people can enjoy the same stuff much more.
Then I also came into a phase where I explored music. Then I really felt bad that I never learned to play an instrument, that I was always miserable in music classes at school and that I will never be able to compose a song or a melody because lack of talent.
I wish there was just 1 outlet for me to express myself and create something beautiful with my own hands.
Anonymous 03/23/18 (Fri) 03:29:35 No. 4609
>>4603 Not nearly as much as I should have, no. I'm not pinning this on anyone else, the reason I am so far behind is because I slacked.
Anonymous 03/27/18 (Tue) 15:39:43 No. 4623
>>4592 >constantly exhausted, sleep 12h/d best way to stop feeling exhausted is to suck it up and stop oversleeping desu. everybody dies, you're gonna die, but we all got shit we'd be better off shoveling first.
>>4607 envying "creative" types is like envying drug addicts desu. having fun is meaningless bullshit to add to your shitpile. be glad you are bad at it.
>>4622 >can't go back to normal don't want to be a wagie more don't want than can't then desu. only thing better than being a wagie is being a minumum wagie and still having more than you need. way less shit to shovel.
k done you can all go back to having fun with your shit now
(USER WAS WARNED FOR THIS POST) Anonymous 03/27/18 (Tue) 18:36:08 No. 4624
>>4623 thank you anon-sama
FInally I feel good again and my life has changed tremendously through your mind-blowing advice. You are my hero, can I get an autograph?
Anonymous 03/27/18 (Tue) 20:33:59 No. 4625
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(USER WAS WARNED FOR THIS POST DESU) Anonymous 04/02/18 (Mon) 23:09:32 No. 4647
This is the third time I've been NEET in my life and for the first time round I have resolved myself to not cripple myself with shame. I just want to spend my time how I fucking want and not be constantly pleasing my family or moralfag retards.
Anonymous 04/02/18 (Mon) 23:31:01 No. 4649
>>4647 Ehh, you don't want to worry about pleasing your family, huh? Who pays for your living expenses?
Anonymous 04/03/18 (Tue) 19:10:16 No. 4656
>>4649 but anon, we all buttcoin gillionaires here
Anonymous 04/04/18 (Wed) 01:14:22 No. 4657
>>4592 >University student. >Tried throughout my first year to live the normie life and met a ton of people. >Can feel myself becoming physically drained every time I spend time with people. >NotForMe.jpg >Feeling tired constantly. >Takes me forever to fall asleep, causing me to have a horrible sleep schedule all of the year - always running on max 5 hours of sleep. >Pretty much just do the bare minimum to pass my modules. >Spend most of my free time between classes just in the library or walking around alone aimlessly. >Stopped talking to people as much as possible simply cause I don't enjoy it. >Spend my time when I'm too lazy to work reading modern classic novels or wasting hours on image boards. Even getting bored of anime. >Come back to this place every 2 months or so to read the few new posts that have been posted. >Reading the New Testament as I feel a strong urge to - an anxious feeling in me is driving me to. >Been wanting to write a novel for 2 years now but that has gone no where. >Not really enjoying university but don't want it to end and have to get a real job either. >Everything is so expensive and I'm constantly low on funds; another reason I hate going out with people as it always messes me up for the month. Never been a neet and don't plan on becoming, nor do I suffer from any mental issues but enjoy this board for some reason.
I wish you guys nothing but the best and hope things improve for everyone.
Anonymous 04/04/18 (Wed) 03:11:42 No. 4659
>>4657 >New Testament See that's the problem right there. You've gotta read the old testament or just pick up a Torah, which aren't translated in a biased, deceitful way like the, "old testament", is. you might wanna pick up a Kabbalah while you're at it. Listen, there's no, "good", and. "evil", side. God is everything, he is incomprehensible(book of Job). You can't try to simply god into this dumb, childish battle of good vs evil. Nobody can stand before god. Also, Satan is actually an angel. That's right; he's an angel whose job is to tempt humans as a means of testing them. Look it up. So much revisionism and misinterpretation and poor translation plagues the Christian faith. Did you even know that it's actually Yahweh, not, "Jehovah"?
jk, but still, think about it Anonymous 04/04/18 (Wed) 23:12:29 No. 4664
>>4659 It's not even Yahweh, it's Adonai