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>>1328I made up a theory- Shitai-san tried to rape her and so she stabbed him in the dick(Through the zipper), and that's why he's lying in the road in blood. So, maybe she's cutting Shitai-san's peepee
No.1330
>>1329That's better than nothing I suppose. I just needed at least one person's reason behind cutting off a peepee
No.1332
>>1331NOTHING IS IMPOSSIBLE.
No.1333
Are you still planing on this, or have you given up?
No.1338
>>1336This looks good.
And I'm still on quest for the hug. If my life ends, I'll do it in another.
I hugged her so many times in my dreams now. But I want the real hug. I'll do it, whatever it takes.
No.1339
>>1336I dare say you were very successful then. Great job
No.1341
your waifu does not exist
No.1342
>>1340Yes you can! But I need to hug Madotsuki first.
>>1341You know no shit 'bout my waifu. Madotsuki is waiting for my hug.
No.1344
>>1343Don't give up hope yet, Anon. People might ridicule you for it, but for god's sake if they really are bothered this much by some anonymous dude on an imageboard that wants to hug a lovable but disturbed hikki from a Japanese indie game then they're probably uptight assholes who takes themselves too seriously.
If it helps, I'm still rooting for you.
No.1346
If you want to find a Madotsuki I advise you to go for High IQ, weird dressed kind of people.
The kind of girls who would like fairies and things like that, dreamy people like Luna Lovegood in Harry Potter.
It won't be easy, but you will find Mados there.
For a more extreme approach I'm thinking on something like a female version of Donnie Darko…
No.1347
>>1343What's your idea of hugging Madotsuki?
A cosplayer? A dakimakura? Or just a lonely hikkikomori who could be her in real life?
Don't lose hope!
No.1348
>>1343Maybe – and I know this is crazy, but just bear with me for a moment – just maybe, the reason you can't find Madotsuki and hug her is because she's a fictional character.
No.1350
I just played Yume Nikki for the first time today. I'm glad I found you, guys.
This game speaks to me in a very weird way…
No.1351
>>1350Please enjoy your visits here and have fun playing!~
No.1354
Your will is amazing, for sure one day you will get your hug.
No.1355
>>1352Hang in there. I, too, dream of one day hugging a fictional character.
Personally, I want to hug Iji. Poor thing.
No.1356
Go to /n/ and hug those guys.
No.1358
>>1357If Madotsuki was a real girl she would smell as much as real life neets.
No.1359
>>1358that just makes her more attractive
No.1360
DRAWFAGS. I AM REQUESTING A DAKIMAKURA. PLEASE MAKE IT HIGH RESOLUTION. KTHX. and also nothing lude. just normal clothes on one side, PJs on the other.
No.1361
>>1355Somebody else likes Iji here? Nice.
Also, so would I.
No.1362
this thread made me cry
every day i feel walls closing in on me
ever since i started asking questions, ever since i started learning about the new world order, my life has been one big scary dream i can't wake up from.
i don't have the money to leave the country, my mom and brother are dead, when i started taking hormones in college i lost all my friends and support from my family
the future is dark, and i'm scared.
i wish i could have a hug
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>>1362Take solace in the fact that by knowing there are plans beyond what the public knows, you can escape the role of pawn for the jews
No.1367
>>1366I… I hope you guys don't mind… I've been spending a long time on it, and it's almost done. I know that someone already made a dakimakura, but by the time they posted I wasn't even half way done yet…
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>>1368>>1369>>1370hahahahahahahaha..
HAH HAH HAH!
No.1372
>>1368>>1369>>1370Is that… a Mado body pillow?
Holy shit this site really is weeaboo as fuck.
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>>1372it was a request, for what that means to your argument
>>1360>>1371You obviously aren't well acquainted with the world of unprofessional artistry.
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>>1370>>1369>>1368Oh dear, please make it stop.
It's bad, just, terribad, please, start some kind of art class or something. We know you can do it, but for now JUST STOP.
No.1375
>>1374Hmm, you sound like an experienced and professional artist, can you please draw the best of that piece to see what the guy was doing wrong?
No.1376
>>1362It's okay, I still love you, always.
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>>1375According to my years out there in the business, and according to my consultants
Basically: everything.
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>>1379you will get your hug soon enough… Madotsuki certainly exists, we only haven't found her yet. So long as we belive it is possible
in the meantime i could really use a hug…
maybe madotsuki is someone you know, but you just haven't realized it.
No.1382
I look a lot like this Madotsuki girl and have spent the last 6 years without leaving my house, but I got over that. I'm still very shy (I think)
Would you like to meet up?
No.1383
>>1380Agreed. Keep up your search. Your hug from mado may not come from Mado herself, but from someone you know.
Let me tell you my story.
I long sought a real life Uro for a few years, and only in the last 6 months did I find her, ableit not the Uro we know from the game, but someone like her. and she give me my long sought hug, but her love too, and I in turn, gave her mine.
just hold on to your heart anon, and whatever you do, never stop dreaming.
No.1384
>>1382Not OP, but what's your general location?
Maybe it's fate if you're close
No.1385
OP here, thanks for the support everyone… I means a lot, thank you.
As for you
>>1382 I suppose you are from USA right? Well I'm not from there. Here in my country I could travel anywhere, and I've been doing it for a while. I'd meet you if you where from here, for sure.
I'm ready to travel the world for this, but it'll take a lot more time, I need to earn lots of money first.
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>>1385 I live in Canada, so almost the US. Hmm.
No.1389
/mado/ I feel I'm getting really close, but not close to the hug itself, but I think I'm getting closer and closer to clues to follow!
Thank you for listening to me /mado/!
>>1386Canadians, report in! Deliver the hug!
>>1387Thank you sir, good luck for you too! I don't think I can indentify myself as another character… It's a rather good question.
>>1388Yes! I do!
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God, this makes me feel bad. I'm breaking up with my girlfriend of almost 2 years this weekend. I still really love her, but the relationship just isn't working out. This is my first Serious relationship and I'm honestly afraid ahe might attempt suicide (again) after I tell her.
I'd love to hug mado. That would be so nice right now.
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No. I have not given up.
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Did you find her already?
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>>1394Even if she existed, I doubt she would want to be found.
No.1397
OP, it's been over four years. Have you done it?
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>>1399I've read this entire thread but I'm still unsure of what you're trying to accomplish. Are you trying to meet Mado in a lucid dream? Or are you trying to meet someone who is in the same circumstance as her? Or perhaps you've gone delusional and you can't differentiate between fiction and the real world?
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>>1401I just… want a hug. want to hug mado…
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>>1404Yeah, but the dream will never die.
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>>1404It feels kind of surreal.
I wonder what they're doing today.
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>>1402Anon, what makes you think that Madotsuki has a physical presence?
Do you know something that the rest of us don't?
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>>1402I may be able to help you.
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No.1412
Are you still there /mado/?
Sorry for all the people I didn't reply, or if I was rude to someone…
Well, it's time to start the sixth year… I guess? I've got myself lost for a while… But this day, today, the day 2016 started. I felt weird. Unreal.
I've been thinking /mado/, tonight I stopped to watch the fireworks in a hotel. I was in a balcony, much like mado herself. And it came to me…. What was Madotsuki thinking when she jumped? Why did she jump after wandering on her dreams for so much time, /mado/?
Maybe Madotsuki too was looking for something? Maybe she travelled a lot and searched a lot for that something. And then she just… Didn't find it… I don't know, maybe I'm completely wrong, but for a moment I thought I should try it. Madotsuki did it, she jumped didn't she? She wandered, she searched and then she jumped. Maybe the hug is there, maybe I too could feel, and find what Madotsuki found when she did it… Maybe I could somehow find the hug if I jump…? Maybe?
How many years do I have left, what else can I do…?
But I'll keep searching anyway… I have to, I'm not giving up…
Even though sometimes I feel… I have this feeling… that I already jumped.
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>>1411Sorry.
>>1410I don't really know… It's just confusing, but I feel like I can do it. I can get the hug.
>>1403Sorry.
>>1401I… just want a Hug.
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>>1413So you want a hug more specifically from Madotsuki. But you don't know how you will get it. What is it about Madotsuki, that makes her hug so special?
Have you noticed any difference since you began looking for her in 10/01/11?
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>>1414in yourself to be more specific
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>>1413Tox guy. Give me another chance.
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Maybe you should try taking a bunch of hallucinogenic drugs? Then grab onto a Madotsuki body pillow, and squeeze it tight. You could have something from the YN OST playing in the background while you do it, and maybe have some ambient lighting going on too.
It's probably the closest you're going to get OP, barring meeting her in some kind of afterlife.
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it's weird to me seeing this post being 4 years ago.
4 years ago I was a 14 year old playing tf2 masturbating to ponies just getting into anime and 4chan
Now, 4 years later and I'm becoming more independent, I see people who were in my position 4 years ago, aka my equals. I am simply a version of them made at a later time.
Now some of the biggest problems in my life consist of finding a waifu.
and also i might be a drug addict]i cant make sense anyore but I just love you and want to tell you that you are not alone
hopefully we might all meet our equal online in 2-3 years
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>>1412im the previous poster, yes i think we are here, just maybe a bit different…
No.1420
>>1412Oh god OP why do you give me such feels.
6 years huh?
Keep going bud. Keep trying. We will be watching over your progress for many more years if necessary.
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bump for legendary thread
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Is this fucker alive?
No.1683
Don't die OP
No.1685
Hang in there. We'll all make it eventually. Even if one day we end up dreaming forever.
No.1686
Have you never heard of tulpamancy, OP? Google it, it's your only way.
No.1691
Has OP abandoned us already?
No.1695
I`m still here, lost and tired, but still here.
Thank you for all the support, sorry if all this thing is not fresh anymore, and if it is just annoying, boring or old… But I`m still trying… With all my heart, I'm still trying… I actually tried some suggestions from this thread, but nothing seemed to work.
I had nightmares about nothingness whenever I tried something. I lost my mind several times, lost grip of reality and ended up getting locked up for a stupid reason. Had to deal with insane people, humiliation and was put on suicide watch. I don't think I'm insane. The fact that I know that should be enough, but once you are labeled as insane, every time you try to prove otherwise only makes you more insane.
Those times are gone, though, I'm free from all this bullshit, and back again to my eternal quest. This time I won't make mistakes, I don't want any fucker trying to "help me". These people thought I was weak-minded, and said I didn't have a strong will to live, heh. How dare them call me "weak-minded". They are wrong, I will not give up on the hug.
The quest must go on, all I went through only made me regain all hope I had lost during this year.
Wait for me, I will find a way.
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>>1695Godspeed anon. We will always be here, rooting for you.
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>>1695>The quest must go on, all I went through only made me regain all hope I had lost during this year.The absolute madman
Oh well good luck on ya quest, Anon. BTW, you wouldn't mind if I wrote a character based on you in the future would you?
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>>1695OP, you should seriously consider lucid dreaming.
Think about it - Mados identity lies in her dreams. She has a presence in the dream world. If you can get good at lucid dreaming (preferably to the point where the dream world is just as real as the waking one), you could summon the real her and hug. I'll leave this here for you.
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>>1695What do you think Mado smells like?