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 No.1313[View All]

My quest for Madotsuki's hug still alive. I'll never give up.
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 No.1387

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I feel you… This is difficult. I languish to meet a fictional love since some years too. (Who looks a bit like Masada btw… Funny.)

*Sends positive wibes* Good luck!

ps: Do you indentify yourself as another YN character?

 No.1388

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You must believe in the the hug.

 No.1389

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/mado/ I feel I'm getting really close, but not close to the hug itself, but I think I'm getting closer and closer to clues to follow!

Thank you for listening to me /mado/!


>>1386
Canadians, report in! Deliver the hug!

>>1387
Thank you sir, good luck for you too! I don't think I can indentify myself as another character… It's a rather good question.

>>1388
Yes! I do!

 No.1390

God, this makes me feel bad. I'm breaking up with my girlfriend of almost 2 years this weekend. I still really love her, but the relationship just isn't working out. This is my first Serious relationship and I'm honestly afraid ahe might attempt suicide (again) after I tell her.

I'd love to hug mado. That would be so nice right now.

 No.1391

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Hey OP, Mado here.

*hugs you*

Don't mention it.

 No.1392

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I believe mado wants a hug too (sorry I didn't add the window design on shirt, I got mildly sick of making it after a while

 No.1393

No. I have not given up.

 No.1394

Did you find her already?

 No.1395

>>1394
Even if she existed, I doubt she would want to be found.

 No.1396

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>>1395
Maybe no one even tried.

 No.1397

OP, it's been over four years. Have you done it?

 No.1398

>>1397
almost*

 No.1399

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>>1394
>>1397

Five year now… I wish I could say I had any progress, but I haven't. Once there was a time when I decided to set my mind to give up, but I kept dreaming about her. Kept felling horrible for thinking about giving up. I must try harder, I must try something different. Right now I'm just as lost and alone as she is, but I'll leave this room and search once more, and again and again. I'm going to do it, I definitely will.

 No.1400

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>>1399
I hope your story will have a happy ending.

 No.1401

>>1399
I've read this entire thread but I'm still unsure of what you're trying to accomplish. Are you trying to meet Mado in a lucid dream? Or are you trying to meet someone who is in the same circumstance as her? Or perhaps you've gone delusional and you can't differentiate between fiction and the real world?

 No.1402

>>1401

I just… want a hug. want to hug mado…

 No.1403

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Jesus Christ OP.

WHY!?

Like I needed anymore reason to be depressed today…

 No.1404

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>>1403
This thread has been up for 4 years, buddy.

 No.1405

>>1404

Yeah, but the dream will never die.

 No.1406

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>>1405
Cool, what has that to do with my post and the anon I was replying to?

 No.1407

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>>1404
I'm quite aware of that.

 No.1408

>>1404
It feels kind of surreal.
I wonder what they're doing today.

 No.1409


 No.1410

>>1402
Anon, what makes you think that Madotsuki has a physical presence?

Do you know something that the rest of us don't?

 No.1411

>>1402
I may be able to help you.
tox.chat
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 No.1412

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Are you still there /mado/?

Sorry for all the people I didn't reply, or if I was rude to someone…

Well, it's time to start the sixth year… I guess? I've got myself lost for a while… But this day, today, the day 2016 started. I felt weird. Unreal.

I've been thinking /mado/, tonight I stopped to watch the fireworks in a hotel. I was in a balcony, much like mado herself. And it came to me…. What was Madotsuki thinking when she jumped? Why did she jump after wandering on her dreams for so much time, /mado/?
Maybe Madotsuki too was looking for something? Maybe she travelled a lot and searched a lot for that something. And then she just… Didn't find it… I don't know, maybe I'm completely wrong, but for a moment I thought I should try it. Madotsuki did it, she jumped didn't she? She wandered, she searched and then she jumped. Maybe the hug is there, maybe I too could feel, and find what Madotsuki found when she did it… Maybe I could somehow find the hug if I jump…? Maybe?

How many years do I have left, what else can I do…?
But I'll keep searching anyway… I have to, I'm not giving up…

Even though sometimes I feel… I have this feeling… that I already jumped.

 No.1413

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>>1411
Sorry.

>>1410
I don't really know… It's just confusing, but I feel like I can do it. I can get the hug.

>>1403
Sorry.

>>1401
I… just want a Hug.

 No.1414

>>1413
So you want a hug more specifically from Madotsuki. But you don't know how you will get it. What is it about Madotsuki, that makes her hug so special?
Have you noticed any difference since you began looking for her in 10/01/11?

 No.1415

>>1414
in yourself to be more specific

 No.1416

>>1413
Tox guy. Give me another chance.

 No.1417

Maybe you should try taking a bunch of hallucinogenic drugs? Then grab onto a Madotsuki body pillow, and squeeze it tight. You could have something from the YN OST playing in the background while you do it, and maybe have some ambient lighting going on too.

It's probably the closest you're going to get OP, barring meeting her in some kind of afterlife.

 No.1418

it's weird to me seeing this post being 4 years ago.
4 years ago I was a 14 year old playing tf2 masturbating to ponies just getting into anime and 4chan
Now, 4 years later and I'm becoming more independent, I see people who were in my position 4 years ago, aka my equals. I am simply a version of them made at a later time.

Now some of the biggest problems in my life consist of finding a waifu.

and also i might be a drug addict]i cant make sense anyore but I just love you and want to tell you that you are not alone
hopefully we might all meet our equal online in 2-3 years

 No.1419

>>1412
im the previous poster, yes i think we are here, just maybe a bit different…

 No.1420

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>>1412
Oh god OP why do you give me such feels.
6 years huh?
Keep going bud. Keep trying. We will be watching over your progress for many more years if necessary.

 No.1421

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u can do it

 No.1422

bump for legendary thread

 No.1465

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I believe in the hug.

 No.1479

Is this fucker alive?

 No.1681

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>>1413
I'll keep rooting for you.

 No.1683

Don't die OP

 No.1685

Hang in there. We'll all make it eventually. Even if one day we end up dreaming forever.

 No.1686

Have you never heard of tulpamancy, OP? Google it, it's your only way.

 No.1691

Has OP abandoned us already?

 No.1693

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>>1479
>>1683
>>1691

This might be the saddest thread on this site.

 No.1695

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I`m still here, lost and tired, but still here.

Thank you for all the support, sorry if all this thing is not fresh anymore, and if it is just annoying, boring or old… But I`m still trying… With all my heart, I'm still trying… I actually tried some suggestions from this thread, but nothing seemed to work.

I had nightmares about nothingness whenever I tried something. I lost my mind several times, lost grip of reality and ended up getting locked up for a stupid reason. Had to deal with insane people, humiliation and was put on suicide watch. I don't think I'm insane. The fact that I know that should be enough, but once you are labeled as insane, every time you try to prove otherwise only makes you more insane.

Those times are gone, though, I'm free from all this bullshit, and back again to my eternal quest. This time I won't make mistakes, I don't want any fucker trying to "help me". These people thought I was weak-minded, and said I didn't have a strong will to live, heh. How dare them call me "weak-minded". They are wrong, I will not give up on the hug.

The quest must go on, all I went through only made me regain all hope I had lost during this year.

Wait for me, I will find a way.

 No.1696

>>1695
Godspeed anon. We will always be here, rooting for you.

 No.1697

>>1695
>The quest must go on, all I went through only made me regain all hope I had lost during this year.
The absolute madman
Oh well good luck on ya quest, Anon. BTW, you wouldn't mind if I wrote a character based on you in the future would you?

 No.1698

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>>1695
OP, you should seriously consider lucid dreaming.
Think about it - Mados identity lies in her dreams. She has a presence in the dream world. If you can get good at lucid dreaming (preferably to the point where the dream world is just as real as the waking one), you could summon the real her and hug. I'll leave this here for you.
http://www.world-of-lucid-dreaming.com/introduction-to-lucid-dreaming.html

 No.1700

>>1695

What do you think Mado smells like?

 No.1702

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>>1700
Probably like old clothes and bedsheets.



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