No.458
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No.460
GIVE ME THE ENERGY
FEED ME YOUR WORDS YOU GENKI BASTARD
No.461
>>460No please don't, we need you to code snow, and sushi needs you to be a scapegoat.
No.462
>>460ok first thing u got to do is
1. love urself, if ur like me this shit takes years and you still struggle with it even after figuring it out. this basically means ur proud of urself and u wouldnt say anything bad about urself cus ur a gangster
ok second thing
2. u need to not be inhibited in public. this happens when u love urself enough. eventually u get so dam proud of urself that u realize u r gods gift to earth and everyone else who dont like u is a hater
third step
3. u gotta remove all expectation of other people. just accept that the world is how it is. that way u can be disappointed or upset when someone doesnt act the way u expect
fourth place
4. once u love urself and ur not inhibited in public, now u can get the energy if u want to of course its totally optional thats the point of not being inhibited in public.
let me know if u have specific questions and i will be happy to answer them especially about creating a new reality for yourself
No.463
there is no point to this post
No.464
i can't stand the type of people who use imageboards unless they are me because i am perfect
No.465
i try so fucking hard to not be a programmer because i feel like if i end up as a programmer then i'm a boring person who wants to make a lot of money. i only want money to 1. live and 2. support my hobbies those are like the only reasons i care about money at all
but i basically don't care about creating content at all sometimes. i love to reach out an interact with people but it feels so vague and empty through the internet. i'm 100% aware that i'm essentially talking to my computer, and what's the point of that? how can people think to themselves that they are actually communicating with real people when they use the internet? a computer isn't a real person. i struggle with wrapping my mind around the idea that other actual real people use the internet even i see people use it in real life.
No.466
i wonder if a so called normal person would have given up posting here by now if they realized and understood that other people read what they posted like normal people. but i just post to be crazy!!!! or whatever… i mean, if you respond to me thats cool and if you dont thats cool too because i know you read my post anyway
No.467
i'm fucking terrified to post real genuine writing that expresses myself anywhere except here, pseudo anonymously. all my life i've consciously and subconsciously censored myself and i still am known for acting pretty ridiculous in public.
what the fuck am i afraid of? running out of money? like fuck i have to get money from somewhere but just dont care enough to get a lot of it… money just doesnt matter to me that much. am i afraid of losing my stuff? i wish i could be honest with my parents but dad pretends to himself and me that im not a homosexual and that i will marry a woman and have kids someday. and uses words like faggot and nigger unironically. and my mom is ridiculous violent abusive. so where the fuck do i go or who do i talk to. i have my other internet community but even then im not really myself i put on a mask for even those cultural standards. i'm not really sure what the fuck im thinking about i should be asleep its past my bedtime but im struggling to go to sleep but here i am and the cycle repeats
No.468
i wonder if one of the reasons i feel lost is because i dont really consume a lot of content that people my age stereotypically consume; i dont really play video games or watch television or cartoons or movies. and i feel like a lot of them get their identity from the works they consume. meanwhile i browse the web aimlessly for a while but when im not doing that i gaze off endlessly into space or sleep. i remember when video games used to be enjoyable for me but i look back at that time and think that i used to be naive but then that was the time where i was at my most creative BUT EVEN THEN after all that i still didnt feel motivated to actually make anything due to lack of privacy. so there's that.
No.469
>>465m8, using a computer to communicate with others humans is basically the same as using any other method of non-direct communication (like a phone, a letter, etc). The internet is simply another tool for that end, don't worry so much about it.
No.471
But pic 2 still allows you to interact with pic 1 all the same.
No.472
>>471Stop replying to him, it's pointless and you're giving him the attention he wants.
No.474
WOOOOAoaaaaah damn i just realizd i can just fuckin emoji.
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No.475
throb throb
hehehe
No.476
Can someone please clue me in on what it feels like to want a girlfriend? I've gone most of my life waiting for this feeling before I decided it would never arrive. Can someone describe this to me?
No.477
Also I find that women are nice to look at and enjoy their curves on rare occasions (much less than when I was a teenager) although never to the extent I have been romantically attracted or thought "I would like to have sex with that person"…
No.478
I'm myself.
…Why is this feeling so fleeting and hard to hold onto?
No.479
this place is such a ghost town
No.480
you all dont deserve me i should take my personality and energy to a community what will appreciate it
No.481
>>480tbh this is a site that gathers a community over some underground dark game about a girl that has nightmares until she kills herself.
And we have a small-vast population with sad delusional teens, depressed people, trannies, NEETs, shut in people who live on the internet, and some newfags just passing until they get sick of us.
What did you expect?
No.482
>>481i dunno
hey i bet i could make videos where i stomp stuff with my feet and put my energy into that instead i would have so much more fun and people would appreciate it
where do i get a decent camera
No.484
confession the majority of the stuff i post here is totally fabricated but i wont tell you which parts :}
No.486
>>484Holy shit, dude. I've had this nagging suspicion about you ever since you've started tripfagging, but I think I know who you are.
Why'd you come here, out of all the places on the Internet? Is it really worth your time to stir up shit in a miserable chan like this?
No.487
>>484>>486I mean… really. Seeing a childhood friend like this is kind of depressing. I can't tell if you're serious about being a homeless dude and everything, but Jesus dicks. Are you alright?
No.488
>>486>Why'd you come here, out of all the places on the Internet?boredom and general YOLO
>I think I know who you are>>487>childhood friendIf you think I was your childhood friend, you probably don't know who I am. :3 I was not really capable of mentally relating to other people in my childhood because everyone around me was telling me it was impossible for me to do so. It was quite the alienating experience.
No.489
i think i know why my dad keeps telling me my weight is fine now
http://www.cdc.gov/nchs/fastats/body-measurements.htmi'm taller and lighter than the average american man, given these averages (taken from above):
Height (inches): 69.3
Weight (pounds): 195.5
it's really mind boggling to me that i weigh LESS than average; jesus christ
No.490
>>488>If you think I was your childhood friend, you probably don't know who I am. :3Okay, so maybe calling it "childhood" was stretching it. We crossed paths a bit later. It's hard to signal who I am and where we met without making it a dead giveaway. But I'll make it vague and say
it's related to the animal you avatarfag with.
No.493
>>492おや、やっと気づいたかい？
おめでとうございます！
ただ一年掛けたのぜ！偉いね！
No.495
>100% of the posts i made in this thread were made by an adult male in his 20s
(っ˘╭╮˘)っ
No.496
in order to be a programmer you have to literally be insane
thats it thats why
it all makes sense now
No.497
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No.498
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No.499
>>498did anyone respond to my post yet please validate me
No.500
>>498>>499That was a very good post. I am very proud of you.
Good work!
No.501
Frankly said, currently, I'm heavily on booze as well as marijuana. <^>
No.502
>>432I've been thinking more about this post recently and I've come to the conclusion that it was perhaps unwarranted of me to link out to an unrelated advertisement and give my thoughts on it in such a manner. For that reason I'd like to issue an apology for my past behavior. The rest of this thread is to the best of my knowledge. Good day.
>>501I didn't post this stop hijacking my thread mang
No.503
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No.504
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No.505
still alive but not well
i have never been well
No.506
I'm working on being more mentally stable.
