They're both misanthropes (antisocial) and have loneliness issues so they keep on coming back to each other. I'm hoping these are all mental constructs and not some sort of abomination of creation.
it seems like that happens between me and my boyfriend, we've been together for 4 years and he smothers me, I will break up with him for a month or so, and we end up making up again, does it seem similar?
If by a month you mean about five hours, yes.
I'm still hoping that I've gone through some sort of horrible accident and i'm imagining all of this.