>>16461>reprieveI try to be mostly home without any stress or contact with people. I feel safe in my micro world and nothing pops up.
But whenever I get to go outside, not only I have weird panic and fear of people attacks, my immune system just attacks my skin - that's atopic dermatitis for you :)
Also just to add more info;
Atopic dermatitis has a direct link to depression, anxiety and conduct disorder.
been like that for my whole live, just never looked at this all as a problem until I realized that my last 5 years(After finishing high school) I became a NEET.
Still, I kind of try to fight it all by promising myself that one day I will save enough money for a university and do something with my retarded life.
Also, I'm an a-sexual, sure I had sex(Got a working penis after all) but it's not on my top 100 list.(Or I'm just that retarded that I can't even enjoy sex and humans)
The A-sexuality kind of makes me feel good about myself, I know that I will not try to pass my fucked up genes forward.
I just wish to live a stable & peaceful life without stress and people