No.16322
The only time I really feel right in life is after a really nice psytrip. After a few weeks everything goes back to how it was. I haven't been able to procure a supply in a year so you can imagine how bad 2015 was for me. I hate being dependent but I'm convinced that I cannot be fixed in other ways (I've tried them).
No.16325
>>16319what the fuck do you think ash is bothering picking questionable berries and mushrooms in the forest for?
for his fruit salad?
No.16327
>>16325Yes, because you can't become a master trainer if you do drugs.
No.16328
>>16322Last time I took psys I OD'd and ended up in a psych ward, they thought I was Schizophrenic/suicidal I was forced to stay there for 5 days while being fed Prozac until they felt I was better. It was an unnerving experience and pretty much scared me away from drugs.
>"No I'm not crazy! I just too many drugs…">"Shh, quite now, just take the pills and the doctor will see you soon.""Why do they think I'm crazy? Maybe I really am??"
No.16333
>>16325>ash >master trainerPick one
No.16347
I smoke weed daily, drink at least once a week, I use benzodiazepines when I need to, and I took lsz a few times. I want to eat psilocybin mushrooms but I feel like I need to do it on the right occasion.
No.16404
What is something I can buy off the shelf without a prescription? Is cough syrup my only option?
No.16414
>>16404OP here,
Unfortunately the only thing you can buy off the shelf is like alcohol or dust off, which is an inhalant.
I'm so fucked up and alone I've used dust off and the right mood it does wonders but other than that it's a far cry from real drugs.
in anycase I was trying to see if other neets are addicts like me
No.16415
>>16414Hi OP, I am not an addict.
No.16416
>>16404>seriously using cough syrup as a drugenjoy your only subjectively enjoyable trip+brain troubles
No.16417
>>16414I used to shit like LSA, Kratom, DPH and DXM pretty much every other day but I since quit now. I was going to try mescaline but never got around too it.
But I'm feeling I'll start up again in the spring.
So I'm a former addict.
No.16425
>>16424>>16404I suggest reading this
https://www.erowid.org/chemicals/dxm/faq/ At least up to part 7. Seriously know what youre doing with dxm or you won't enjoy it at all. You still might not enjoy it even if you do things right but at least you won't go to the hospital or something shitty happen. It's not a drug you just do, you have to sorta plan for it.
No.16426
>>16425thanks I'll check this out
No.16465
Been vaping weed erryday for over a year now, I can't imagine trying to get off the stuff (though I do also use it to self-medicate). Now and again I'll get a gram of heroin and binge for a week. I miss MXE.
