No.15539
I hate being alone, I hate being male, I capitalism and how you're forced to work a shitty job to survive, I hate being socially inept, I hate the internet and how distant something that should have brought us all together has made us, I hate being a shut-in, I hate that nobody loves me, I hate that I'll die alone, I hate having empty conversations with people online, I hate that I can't interact with anyone. I hate all of it, but I can't choose anything else, and I don't want to kill myself.
The only thing that keeps me going is playing waifu games and rewatching old anime. It's such a vapid, shallow interest but it's the only thing I can muster up the energy for.
No.15540
I know there probably isn't much I can say to cheer you up but I do feel you. I feel like if I was born female then I would have gotten way more attention from other people which would decrease my feelings of being isolated from others. I really wish I could make friends easily but I am so socially retarded and unfunny and uninteresting which makes me unappealing to other people. I don't want to die either, but I am not really afraid of dying also.
No.15541
>I hate capitalism and how you're forced to work a shity job to survive.
I feel so deeply here, I recently became wage slaved for the first time and now I always feel sick because I eat shit all day because it's all I have time for now, I have no time for the things that made my life somewhat bearable and human. I hate dealing with people e everyday, and some of my co workers are shitty human beings
the kind that talk like (and I'm exaggerating very little here)
>we should just throw everybody who doesn't work in prison, that will show them work ethic
>If a burger flipper gets a 15 $ minimum wage, i'll shoot someone
>if the minimum wagers get uppity we should replace them with ipads
And on top of all this, I work for a temp agency so I get paid less to do the same job that someone else hired in full does,. And if I want to be able to afford to buy more than ramen , cereal, and vending machine pizza, I have to not only sell my heart body and soul to the company, but I got to make it a sweet deal deal too, over time whenever it's offered, prove that I can work as part of a team, and kiss ass always. I come home every night asking how the fuck we can do this to people! and I don't even have the worst either, people who are homeless or working in the third world where they have suicide nets to prevent workers from killing them selves they have it so shitty.
I also hate being a mumbling dolt around people because I can't deal with people or being social
You're very brave for not wanting to kill yourself. I would shoot myself if I wasn't such a coward. Have gender indentity issues must suck really bad, I know it probably won't get any better for any of us, but I hope it does.
No.15542
>>15541I worked at jobs I hated in the past. That's too bad.
No.15543
>>15539I wasted literally ten years on degrees that landed me jobless and shut-in. So much for 'follow your dreams' and shit.
No.15548
Why I love capitalism, it's pretty nice if you play along and exploit it.
No.15550
>I hate capitalism and how you're forced to work a shitty job to survive
As opposed to what?, being a scavenger in a tribe?, being a highwayman in a makeshift anarchist town?, being a mushroom farmer in some dirty secluded hippy commune?
In a communist society you wouldn´t even have the chance of being a NEET
No.15555
Personally, I consider capitalism a challenge that is a requirement for life to work. If you have time to, try learning something you do alone, like programming or graphics design.
No.15556
the biggest problems with capitalism are the result of state influence
bakuha za shirohouse
No.15564
>>15550>In a communist society you wouldn´t even have the chance of being a NEETYou have a pretty limited view on what communism means. The Situationists and certain anarchist communists are some of the only people who propose doing away with work as it exists today entirely.
http://theanarchistlibrary.org/library/bob-black-the-abolition-of-work No.15572
I don't really feel like arguing about economics but my biggest problem with work is that basically all work anymore is in service of either random lardassed consumers and/or some faceless, soulless, massive entity which only exists to soak up as much profit as possible. At the end of the day you look back and you find all you've done is move a tiny bit of revenue or product from one of these beasts to another, or helped to get a little more of a certain thing, or just walked around in circles for no reason in the uniform of a drone. It's all ultimately meaningless, and you personally gain nothing from it. You don't find anything even significantly changed around you after you're done with it.
I want to work some kind of labor-based job. Even if it's cutting down perfectly good trees, even if it's digging ditches, at least you'll have made some sort of mark on your environment, done something beyond labor for something massive, stupid, self-serving, something with massive influence yet barely real.
No.15577
>>15545Fun fact: socio-economically, the US is actually a lot more like Latin America than Western Europe.
As in: life's great if you're rich and OK if you're middleclass. But if you're poor? Enjoy being screwed over by everyone and everything, because no-one will protect you.
No.15578
>>15577
>Fucked over if you're poorI live in a place that's maybe one step away from favela and this is true. Services and goods meant for poors work out to a higher unit price than those in higher areas, which I have to take a bus ride to shop at.
Our rent is on a sliding scale that goes up to $750/month, which is worse than areas with actual A/C units installed. They really wanna make sure you know they have you over a barrel.
No.15579
>>15578I live in Canada and I'm going through that same shit.
It feels unreal just how fucked up everything is.
No.15580
I feel you. Add in the fact that every other month there's some new government program or corporate push to control and censor the internet, and people actually seem ecstatic over it, and in both reality and the realm I retreat to to escape it it seems like we've enter some hellish twilight realm. None of this should be happening.
No.15609
>capitalism and how you're forced to work a shitty job to survive
So why didn't you go to school and work hard so that you could get a good job as a dentist or an economist? There are plenty of socially inept Asian men that drag their asses through school for those things, why didn't you?
No.15610
>>15609the instructors are shitty
assignment not graded and returned until 2 weeks after it was supposed to be
assignment due dates pushed back 2 weeks
teachers not being there 4 times a semester
teachers not helping you with actually learning content beyond passing tests, i.e., actually teaching
teachers doing the minimum possible to keep their job
teachers who make racist jokes
teachers who make sexist jokes
teachers who express political opinions in class
teachers who express religious opinions in class
teachers who make fun of their students
teachers who give impossible assignments
teachers who give tests with not nearly enough time
teachers who think they are always right and are wrong all the time
teachers who are wrong all the time AND throw in "trick questions" and you can never tell the difference between a mistake and a trick question
(programming only) teachers who declare what should be local variables in class scope and tons of other sins i can't think of right now and think they are wonderful programmers
lots of other shit i can't think of right now because i need to go somewhere but i would post it if i could think of it
No.15612
>>15610Yes but even if all that is true, so what? The world is full of shitty people and situations. You either have to get past them or settle for whatever you can get if you don't.
No.15614
>>15610>teachers not helping you with actually learning content beyond passing tests, i.e., actually teaching>teachers doing the minimum possible to keep their jobThis is a good thing, you can learn the extra bullshit from books while working on the safe side since you know what they're going ask in the tests.
>teachers who make racist jokes>teachers who make sexist jokesAre you really…?
>teachers who express political opinions in class>teachers who express religious opinions in class…giving a shit about this?
>teachers who make fun of their studentsYou can always report them with videos.
>teachers who give impossible assignments>teachers who give tests with not nearly enough timeOkay these two are actually something to be worried for.
>teachers who think they are always right and are wrong all the time>(programming only) teachers who declare what should be local variables in class scope and tons of other sins i can't think of right now and think they are wonderful programmers>teachers who are wrong all the time AND throw in "trick questions" and you can never tell the difference between a mistake and a trick questionlol those are the easiest kind since all you have to do is take note of their retarded opinions
No.15615
>teachers who make racist jokes
>teachers who make sexist jokes
Wish I had that kind of teacher.
No.15616
>>15615It would be a nice change from the usual culture of insane political correctness, yes. I would not have dropped out if I had more teachers like that.
No.15619
>>15615>>15616Honestly I would appreciate it too.
No.15660
same
No.15664
>>15581>any of those countries>socialistITT: Reactionaries arguing against things they don't understand.
No.15666
>>15664>Any of those countries>Not socialistI know the previous post was bait and yours is probably a bait too but damn.
No.15672
>Anarchy
Please, communism is pathetic enough, we don't need to go to gensokyo level.
No.15673
I was gonna say "ITT: some of the most useless, least influential members of society argue about the philosophies that govern them as if they have any say"..
But honestly this place has gotten to the point where the only time people will really post much is to bait or call someone an idiot for reacting to it. And I'm not sure how it remains so fucking entertaining to people, because it just seems kind of empty and shitty.
No.15675
>>15674Personal projects, goals, hobbies, music, there's tons of different things and I'm not certain why this is actually better than any of those beyond getting a laugh once or twice. Advice, too, though we've lost the source of a lot of that. I mean, it's in the fucking topic description. So's social stuff. Ironically I just talk to people whose emails I've gotten off here because group stuff tends to degenerate, but oh well.
No.15676
>>15675>Personal projects, goals, hobbies, music>Advice, tooWe already did that, countless times.
Although, instead of ranting, you could try making a thread yourself and see what happens. We are starting to have new users so that may actually be a good idea.
No.15677
>>15676Yeah, I know. Just kinda sad it whittled down to this, even if for actual reasons.
And yeah it probably is. Now that ya put the onus upon me though I'm not quite sure on what exactly it should be about. Will think about it.
>tfw the first thing I think of is "why do you want to be the little girl anon?" No.15678
>>15677>Now that ya put the onus upon me though I'm not quite sure on what exactly it should be about.Yeah, exactly. It's pretty hard to generate new content on a board where all the specific topics have already been discussed at least once. That's why we're constantly baiting and fighting here. Ironically, that last webm I posted with animu girls with the commie hymn as BGM is really close to the kind of posting we used to have when this site was active, say, back in 2011/12.
My point is, give ubuu a chance and try to improve it yourself too. I see a lot of comments going over "how shitty the site is becoming" but none of those anons is really trying to drive it in the right direction either.
Also, forgot to mention this in the other post, but ffs mods, "shitposting" was part of the topic description too. Give it back, Sei.
>first thing I think of is "why do you want to be the little girl anon?"I'm in for that thread, but I'm afraid it won't last long, and I don't now how many people would participate.
Also, OP, sorry for the derail.
Keep discussing about commies, guys. Привет, товарищ.