/n/ - NEET

>>13247
NEET or not, a huge majority of the world lives their life uniformly

Sure I wish my life had more adventure and unexpected things, but right now I feel like I have the power to do something about it if my life becomes more repetitive than I can handle. I don't have the responsibilities of a job, school or a family tying me down. Being NEET is really freeing like that

>>13248
>>13249
Very true. I'm comfortable with a certain degree of repetitiveness, but it has to be comfy, and allow for change/adventure if I feel the need. Freedom is great.

So much that when I feel that way, it too is repetetive. I try to do things a little more differently. but I'm still doing the same things I do everyday.

Everday I tell myself that its gonna be different today and I'm actually going to do something productive! but I always go to bed profoundly disappointed in myself, because I didn't really do anything the entire day. At this point, playing video games is a productive use of my time because usually I'm just staring off into space for hours or crying. The only real change I've made recently is that I've been doing pilates in my room just about everyday. So there's that. I guess I wouldn't mind repetition if I was happy with the cycle I'm stuck in but I'm not at all. I want someone to waste time with, but I don't feel like anyone would want to stay with a loser like me very long.

Yes and no
There are times where I'm working 40 hours a week and just thinking "fuck my life I'm tired of this shit" but then I'll go on a break to be a NEET for a while to balance it out
*shrug*

Sometimes I feel like I'm just a scripted NPC. I really need to start leaving my comfort zone sometimes.

>>13417
Just build yourself up slowly. Don't go too hard and lose your willpower, but do a little bit more every day or week. Take it at a gentle pace, but try to learn something new every day. The internet has resources for a lot of things.

Also keep temptations away while you do those things so you don't get distracted and end up not doing them. The hardest part is just getting yourself to get up and start, but once you do that you'll get going. You can do it, anon.

>>13494

Thanks I'll try! I've been trying to make minimal changes like getting up and going to bed at a set time and things like that. I've been doing okay so far, I'm not where I'd like to be, but I understand I gotta work for it. Hopefully I'll get there.

Yes.

>>13248
Yeah, and it's good to keep that in mind, but that also tends to be a lot of why people feel unfulfilled. Anons talk about how boring and needlessly stressful a normal life of school and work is, and certainly it usually is, but in my mind a large degree of why it is has always seemed not just because it's demanding and forces you to interact with idiots and do mundane things, but because it's so repetitive and enforces its repetitiveness.
NEET life has kind of the same thing going on, but with a level of freedom and ability to cloister yourself from judgment and having to deal with people that normal life doesn't have, within certain limits.

>>13525
Good luck.