I plan to soon record my thoughts, observations and reflections of my life on audio.I am probably the last person on earth who should do this seeing as i have nearly no experiences of any kind whatsoever and will likely not have much more.Perhaps looki

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Audio "autobiography" of a neet Anonymous 06/27/14 (Fri) 11:39:04 No.10887

I plan to soon record my thoughts, observations and reflections of my life on audio.
I am probably the last person on earth who should do this seeing as i have nearly no experiences of any kind whatsoever and will likely not have much more.
Perhaps looking at things from the outside is the only way to see things as they really are.
As you likely imagine it will be full with very gloom, depressing and cold view points.
Most of my conclusions are overanalysed based on outside observations from TV and internet and occasionally from watching people.

I do this in hope that i may gain some order and clarity of my inner chaotic constant in pieces laying thoughts.
Chances are im totally insane and deluded and everything i think might be false, but this is my only chance to ever make any kind of sense of things as they may be.

I will put it available for free on the net because i think it might be of help for others too and some of the things i have to say are probably important.
Since i am a lazy and chaotic person i will write down only the index of chapters and go outside
will induce myself for every chapter and go to a nice quite place with a bottle of alcohol to loosen myself up and start recording my freeflowing thoughts on these subjects.

Il post a list of keywords once i clean it up.
I will use it then later to build up my chapters.
Since its my story i cant just put in what others think, but since this board influenced me i would gladly try mentioning stuff you guys think is important that it be said.

Anonymous 06/27/14 (Fri) 18:44:37 No.10889

Do it. You'll feel better. But please keep it private, don't let other people influence your autobiography.
Although i have never put my "autobiography" on the web, i do write in it as if it's directed at someone.

Instead of making me feel normal, it makes me feel fucked up, as it goes from child molestation to murderous intents. You could say it's an edgy book that i've been writing since i knew i made a wrong step in life.

Anonymous 06/27/14 (Fri) 18:49:40 No.10890

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>>10887

Can I please influence your autobiography?

Anonymous 06/27/14 (Fri) 18:51:28 No.10891

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>>10889

That sounds really interesting. Could I perhaps read it?

Anonymous 06/27/14 (Fri) 19:27:54 No.10892

>>10889
My story is already influenced so much by others and things said on this board that it doesnt really matter, so i figure i might aswell offer a chance to be explicitly an influence since you been a passive one already.

And its not much an "autobiography" per se more a collection of thoughts about the world as seen trough my eyes. As said its not much but who elses impressions can i take.

I dont feel like keeping it to myself makes a difference, i take the dice roll and put it out there, if nobody will ever listen to it then im fine with it.
I want to make it public, i feel some of the things i think are of value, if anything about me is of value its my knowledge and my analytic reflections of it.
>>10890
Im not trying to gain sympathy, or whatever this pic is supposed to imply, im just trying to get some feedback and see what others think would be important to be said if they would do such a thing.
You can influence it just by saying what you would like to know i think, but obviously for good or for bad i cant garuantee it is what you want to hear or if i will mention it at all.

Anonymous 06/27/14 (Fri) 20:05:06 No.10893

>>10892
Okay, that's fine then. But please don't feel defeated when people are not interested. It's a grand concept, but they're supposed to be released when they're finished.
>>10891
I'm very sorry, you can't. It is nowhere near finished. All my personal information is in this book aswell, which i wouldn't want leaked as my real life is stabilizing.
I hope you understand.

Anonymous 06/27/14 (Fri) 20:17:15 No.10894

>>10893
>Okay, that's fine then. But please don't feel defeated when people are not interested. It's a grand concept, but they're supposed to be released when they're finished.
Im already in pieces as of writing this, this is my last chance of ever putting a part of me in order.
Il pretty much put it in the foreword that isnt what you want to hear unless it is what you know you really want to hear.
I just felt like i had to share this with this board since this board shared so much with me.

And yes i will release it only when i deem it worthy, god i hope it doesnt end up half finished like all my other projects.

Anonymous 06/27/14 (Fri) 20:28:41 No.10895

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>>10894
I know what you mean.. I thought the same of my autobiography. Please don't worry, you'll keep writing/recording your life.
It depends on the way you tell your story, if you do it right, you just might find control over your life.

Anonymous 06/28/14 (Sat) 04:07:45 No.10901

This is a wonderful idea. Very few NEETs involve themselves in expression pertaining to their lifestyle. It's sad. So it's good that you are doing this. It will help you, and other people as well.