https://bartholomey.github.io/the_lake_redoubt/Julija in njena vojna
This book is a work of fiction.
It depicts violence, abuse, and self-harm.
All characters, including the narrator, are fictional and do not represent the author.
Why, why, why … I feel that someone or something will force its way into my house and kidnap me. It's just a thought, I know. It's probably because I deserve to be taken away and tortured. I am such a waste of air and atoms. I deserve to be broken like those mannequins, and I must bear the pain with a calm expression. I must not burden other people. The doors are locked; nobody seems to be outside. But the image of those mannequins, a female mannequin … her face is slowly being deformed by a big, strong hand. *Sobs* I can't stand this anymore.
